15 minutes more to Year 2009

In a few more minutes' time, year 2008 is going to end soon. I think it is overall a year that I had unlimited joy and sadness. I really want to take this opportunity to thank those who are always there for me no matter what's my mood every time.

Yesterday, I went to sleep very early after my revision around 10plus. I was so tired as I didn't get proper sleep for nights. When I woke up this morning, I was very very tired and don't feeling like taking the test. It's a lucky day for me as I feel the test paper was quite easy, not as difficult as I thought. My luck saves me for not receiving other sets of test papers in the room. I just hope I can pass fairly well but it's unlikely to get an A.

Just now, we went to Top One Ktv at Bugis for our k session. I was with 3 Cs and Sharon. We had lots of fun today there. CS's very considered quite participative today in k session at least he is willing to pick up the microphone and sang some songs. After that, we went to eat dinner at Billy Bombers. Some dishes are quite nice such as soup of the day, mushroom soup, which is very tasty.

We decided to head to my house's block to have chit chat session as it was still early for us to go home. We chatted quite a lot and it's a good chance for Sharon to ask as many questions as possible. Haha.

Joey called me around 9plus and asked me to join her, Deborah they all for drinking sessions in a pub at Raffles. I rejected her as I doubt my dad will be happy when I tell him I will not be going home tonight the very last minute. Feel it's a pity to miss out the fun with them once again. The last time was during Christmas Eve.

My stomach is so weird since the afternoon. The feeling is on and off but when I eat something light, I can no long feel the uneasiness. I'm really afraid my 'hao peng you' will visit me just like last year. Please, I hope there will be no sickness on me….

Btw, I want to thank CS for the gift, cap, even though it's a little big in size. =)

Also want to thank CY for sending some movies to me and watch.

Also want to CK and Sharon for accompanying me on the last day of 2008, unlike last year this time, I was working at VE.

Big thank you to all my dearest friends and Cousin Joey!!!

Hope 2009 is going to be a better year for all of us ya….

Happy New Year ^ ^

My mind just can’t stop thinking

Last night, I finally knew part of the incident. I chose to know even though my mood might be affected.

2 confessions in a day. That was really shocking. I didn't know this will happen. I'm happy that there are guys who actually appreciate my characters but upset because I don't know what my feeling towards the two of them is. Maybe they really help me to get out of depression period that's why I like to mingle around with them together with my darling Sharon. Because of this, I guess the three of us couldn't get proper sleep for days. I even think until I can't concentrate on my revision. I can't feel the sense of emergency that the test is coming until yesterday. I went offline very late and tears just couldn't stop. I guess it's the pressure that kept me so upset throughout the night.

However, for the time being… I will not make any decision as I don't have a clear mind of what I want now. I'm sure it also applies to the other two. We shall take this as cooling period to see if the feeling is a form of impulsion. Who knows I may consider either of them in future? I don't know… =) Only god knows I guess… Haha.

I just wish that everyone is happy and everything is back to normal… No matter who I will be with, that is future's matter. So I shouldn't think so much right now. I need to let all of us to place down all unhappiness and face a brand new year. I hope you guys will not give me any pressure anymore. I knew my limitations very well. I don't wish to lose you all.

Today, I heard from Loong that we two, michelle and purdee had a C + for Festival and Event Management individual project. I was really upset. Plus, our accounting teacher said we really did very badly for the test 2. Haiz, I am somehow demoralised. Many people said the Club Resort and Spa test is super hard. I hope I can get the easy paper tomorrow.

Tomorrow, our school operates for half day only. I felt so relief that I am able to go out and chill as I had finished my individual report that is going to due on Friday. I jus handed up today.

Why do i care?

I don't know why i am so concern about things that are happening between the 3Cs.
Am i the cause of everything? Can someone just tell me the truth? I feel so unsecure about what is happening just like a bomb may explode anytime. Things may seen peaceful on the surface but behind it, it has many hidden things that can't be revealed to me.

It seems like this has become one of my big worry now...

Can this be solve asap...?

I need to study for my test peacefully....

=_=

Falling Sick

It was really ridiculous that I started to feel unwell after I took a bath in the afternoon just now. It seems like flu virus is going to attack me. Luckily, I still have some flu panadol medicine left with me. After that I went to take a nap. Feeling better now already. I'm rushing my revision for Club Resort And Spa test which is on wed. I heard from Wenyi that this test has different sets of paper. The tutor is so clever so that it's nt easy for the students to leak out the answers to those who haven't take the test. One bad news, the supplementary will be tested! OMG! Want to die le… Feel like giving up but I know I can't! Must work harder for this semester….

This morning, I wake up early for nothing. I thought the online session is interactive mode but I was wrong. The reflection will be due on 5^th Jan which means I don't need to wake up so early. We still have so much time to complete before posting it online by 5^th Jan…. So silly….

I had a bad dream around 3 plus in the morning last night and was shocked to awake again. I don't know why I was disturbed by weird situations for two consecutive nights. I dreamt that I had dropped into a fast rushing river that was when I jumped out of bed and to go toilet for a break. Hopefully I can have a peaceful night of sleep tonight. Tomorrow have to wake up early as school starts le…

幸福不灭

幸福不灭 罗志祥
篮球火插曲


没原因 就是喜欢你 在初次相遇 又重逢的心情 深呼吸 让心动隐形 完美的爱情 是无声的旋律

听 我听你不确定的语气 等 我等你放下你的犹豫 嘿 如果你轻轻闭上眼睛 我会明白你做的决定

Cause I Believe 那幸福不灭的定律 在你手心 会有谁给你的美丽 静者恒静 就让我的心安静地 守著你

你 等到你爱上他的姓名 爱 如果你没有我的日子 你 难道你可能努力的心 才证明坚定被忘记 (不确定的段落)

Cause I Believe 那幸福不灭的定律 在你手心 会有谁给你的美丽 静者恒静 就让我的心安静地 守著你 把祝福送给你

I believe

Cause I believe 那幸福不灭的定律 你的手心 不一定要由我握紧 就像恒星 总会有发光的原因

Oh I believe 你值得被珍惜

Being frightened to awake

Last night, i went to sleep around 2am. I was frightened to be awake around 3.30am. I could hear quarrel sounds and banging sounds in my room. At first i thought my house was hit by earthquake or not as the banging sounds had vibiration effect on my whole house. Immediately, i rushed to my grandma's room and told her about the scarry sounds. I could sense that my heartbeat was super fast at that time of time. I felt that i was like a little gal who needs a sense of security with someone avaliable to console me. I nearly cried out last night. It has been a long time that i didnt feel this way. Maybe just like what the 3Cs said ba, i'm just a little girl to them no matter what.

Yesterday, finally managed to clean half of my room with the help of my parents. That was really tough as it's really dusty. Lucky my nose was not very allergy this time round. Felt so touched that my dad knew that my nose is very allergic to dust, so he helped me to clean some parts of the room. He also paid for me last month and this month phone bill. I don't know why i feel so touched that my parents do care for me. All the while, i thought they don't really care about my personal life. Feel so fortunate. =)

Today, i went to my friend's house at Serangoon to do project work. I was super hungry throughout the meeting. Finally meeting ended around 7plus then we went to eat at her house nearby coffee shop. Initially, we intended to go Chomp Chomp food place at Serangoon Garden to eat but it was quite late and i was already very hungry. Can't wait or the long queue at Chomp Chomp anymore. Maybe next time, i shall go there again for a big feast...

School starts again tomorrow but i don't need to go to school. Haha, because of some special arrangement of CSIT tutorial. Must remember to log into the internet for online session at 11am will do le... Tomorrow, i really have to start studying my Club resort Spa test! It's coming soon - this wed ,yet so many things to cover within these few days.

Touched…

A moment ago, I received an email from CK. He was really resentful of what he had said this afternoon. I really didn't blame him from the start. Silly ya… Don't brood about it le la. I'm alright. Cheer up alright?

I was really touched by your story just now. It reminds me of Chailert. I really regretted for not sending him off on his departure day instead of going to work. Ck, u are really strong. I know you can hold on de.

Sometimes, even have the destiny to meet someone, whom you like, not if there is not fate, there is no choice to be together. I know this logic very well…

To wrap up, in life, do not let regrets by passes you. Do whatever you can when you are able to do so…. Do let regrets follow you throughout your future.

 

--Fio---

Unconscious

Yesterday, I went to Images of Singapore at Sentosa with my group mates for our make-up field trip. We had lots of fun there with all kinds of stupid poses and comments. Refer to Facebook for the whole photo albums ba.

After that, we went to take away our lunch at Subway in Imbiah Area. There were so many people visiting Sentosa this period as its festive season! We then headed back to Sentosa Campus for our project meeting. The most surprising thing is that I was stung by a mosquito on my thigh even though I wore jeans! So weird la, others didn't kanna yet they were wearing short sleeve shirt and shorts whereas I was in long sleeve shirt and jeans!

After that, I headed to Tampines Mall to meet the 3Cs for movie; IP Man. It was such a great show, really being impressed by the actions. I went to shop for late Christmas gift for Cousin Joey too. I've bought something practical for her; a makeup pounch even though the picture on it was a bit wrong; forever friends bear. Haha. Then she came to my house and we exchange gifts. She also passed me Deborah's gift. Thanks Deborah, I love the bracelet very much…. =) Joee, thanks for the calendar too. Look so sweet and it's very useful to me…

I felt that I was such a slow thinker and feeler. Something big was happening concurrently for weeks yet I didn't even realise anything. After I knew that I am the cause for everything, I really hope I can hide somewhere where they can never see me again. I don't wish because of my presence, their friendship was affected badly. How I wish everything can be back to normal where no one will mention this matter again. I don't wish to lose any one of my dearest friends. My mood was seriously affected today and I felt I was to be blame until my cousin came to my house and I started to regain my own self conscious. Laughter is the best medicine I guess. I knew everyone starts to erase the post that they had made today. But does this means that the problem is solved? I hope so. Everyone is equally important to me. I don't blame anyone for this incident.

PS: CK u are really silly… It's not your fault. I just saw your msn message. Don't be too resentful towards yourself. It also applies to CS and CY ok? Let's put everything behind. I'm feeling better le, no worries. Fiona is not so easily beaten down one! Just remember that I'm not a weak person ok….

Looking forward for a brand new year…

Christmas Celebration 2008

Yesterday, it was Christmas Eve of year 2008. I felt that every one of us did enjoy ourselves for the whole day at Chun Sing's house. Thanks buddy for allowing us to use your house as the place of the celebration.

CK and CY went to my house to carry the steamboat heater from me and we headed to CS house. Sharon went straight to CS house and meets us. After that, we all proceeded to the nearby Shop and Save Supermarket to buy extra ingredients for the steamboat. We bought a very big bottle of orange juices and 2 tubes of ice-cream at an offer price. After that, Sharon and I had made a mess at CS' kitchen…! That was somehow quite embarrassing for the three Cs to know that we did not really know how to prepare the food! But we still manage to do it! Yey…! Just need more practises in this area if I have the free time. ^ ^

After that, they went to have a short gaming session especially Sharon who is totally addicted to Viwawa! Haha! Our dinner started around 7pm just when CS's brother woke up from his long hours of sleep. So surprised to know that his brother actually cooked for us cheesy spaghetti for us. CS's mum just ate a little with us as she had eaten at her workplace before heading home. Then our meal was accompanied with guessing number game! Whoever guessed the correct number will have to eat one item from the steamboat as we still have quite a lot of leftovers. This game was initiated by CS's brother. Thanks for his ideas that helped us to make the meal more exciting!

Our meal ended around 9plus at night and we cooperated to clean the house together. Washing the plates was a challenge as it seems that everyone was fighting for some space to wash the used plates. However, I felt very heart warming to experience this as I was washing my own plates at home alone. The dinner was great!

After that, we started our mah-jong session around 10plus. We had to play very softly as we don't wish to disturb the neighbours. CK did not know how to play so he just sits beside CS to observe. It seems like I'm always not at the winning end when playing mah-jong every time. In the end, Sharon won the most chips from the games. When the clock stroked 12am, I initiated to exchange Christmas present.

The results were:

-CS received my Christmas gift; famous amous

-Cy received Sharon's gift; chocolate- JING SHA

-Ck received CS's gift; a mug with some chocolate in it

-Sharon received CK's gift; hand-made stars and craft (most sincere gift) ^ ^

-As for myself, I received CY's gift; can be placed for decoration with a bear in the middle at the ring. ( I love it, thanks ya!)

After that, we went to watch Young Kindaichi's short movies which I borrowed from my cousin Joey. During that period, I started to feel very sleepy. Luckily, I have snacks and red wine to keep me awake. That CY and CK drank most of the red wine. Although the quality is not really there, the two of them drank the most! CY seems so afraid that I will drink a lot and got drank. Haha! I think he still don't know that I love to drink a lot especially wine until he saw that yesterday… I will just be a little high after drinking wine every time but I knew I am still sober.

After that show, we went to SHOP AND SAVE supermarket again around 5plus to buy some cooling drinks. I was quite surprised that CK was the first one to be down on CS's bed when we were back from the supermarket. I was the next one to be down beside CK as I was too tired to talk with Sharon and CY. CS was the next to be down… CY and Sharon were very energetic to stay awake throughout the night. I was envy of Sharon and CY why they manage to keep chatting when we were taking a short nap. I can hear many WHY questions from Sharon… Haha, cause I couldn't really fall asleep deeply. We all headed home around 9plus in the morning as CY and CK have some church event to attend. Poor CY that he didn't manage to take a glimpse of nap for so many hours. CS also had to head for project meeting this afternoon. Whereas, Sharon and I went home to sleep until the late afternoon. I am still feeling tired and sleepy now. Such a good weather to sleep deeply but I forced myself to wake up or else I will not be able to sleep at night later. Tomorrow, I still have to head to Sentosa- Image of Singapore for some make-up field trip and followed by project meetings.

An hour ago, I received a sms Christmas greeting from Jerald. I was somehow very angry to receive any sms from him. I just hope we can live our own way of live without popping out in each other lives. Maybe I still couldn't put down this terrible relationship experience till now. I hate to say this. I can still feel the pain whenever I had flashback of the memories. I want望情水… Who can serve me this drink?? Nah, I doubt there will be such a drink in this world. It only appears in fairytale land ba…

Ok, I shall stop mentioning the unhappy memories. Irritating memories… Argh!

From here, I will like to thank Sharon, CY, Deborah, Loong for the Christmas gift…. =)

Personal Gift from dearest Sharon

_Thanks ya, you know i love care bear!
So sweet of you =)

Present exchange: Cuiyue's gift

-I love this, coincidentally, the bear has a swarovski crystal at the middle of the bear's stomach!

^ ^

Personal gift from Cuiyue-Unique as i can find in Singapore, it's the characters from Beijing Olympics 2009

HOHOHO! MERRY CHRISTMAS, everyone!!!! SEASON GREETINGS! ( ", )

Next festive season will be A BRAND NEW YEAR! Can't wait for a new year to come!

The day before X’mas Eve

Today, my cousin Joey just received her exam results. So happy for her that she passed all her modules regardless of her afraid she might fail for the most challenging module! Jiayou wor, Joee! Work even harder for the road ahead….


I went to Tp campus today for project meeting from 1pm to around 4plus. After that, I went to Tampines Mall to buy a gift for Sharon. I hope she will like it as the thing is really cute! I love it myself too.I was quite happy that my Dad sponsored us pork for tomorrow steamboat dinner! I love my Dad!! At first, I was quite worried as I thought he would be unhappy about it. Nope… Instead, he even helped me to cut the meat after dinner just now and I marinated the meat. I hope the outcome shouldn't be too bad as I just used my feel and intuition of how much ingredients to add.



I was so surprised to receive a baby seal from Sheng Loong today! I thought I could never find xiao bai anymore in Singapore! He was able to find one! Thank you, Loong!

xiao bai + xiao bai no.2= xiao bai 2

Like a Panda but not a Panda! ^ ^--- from CY

Can't wait for tomorrow's dinner! haha!

A day of fun with Joee

Yesterday, I went out with Joey to Bugis and Orchard to shop for our New Year clothing and accessories. I felt that I had spent more money on Christmas gift more than my clothing for that day. . =_=

Finally, I managed to get a grey short sleeve cardigan at Far East Plaza to match with my pinkish dress which I had ordered online earlier on. I had an enjoyable day with Joee yesterday as we shopped for some ingredients which were to be used for today's lunch. We cooked Japan curry again! I was somehow addicted to that already!! OMG! I had taken some photos on the lightings at Orchard Road yesterday. I did not take many pictures may be I felt that it was too crowded. We went to Orchard because I need to get my Fossil watch repaired. OMG, I need to pay extra $30 bucks for the sworiski crystal on the crown of the watch. I didn't hesitate at the moment as I really like that watch very much. My cousin kept asking me won't I feel sad when I see that watch? Actually not really ba. I just hope that the past is history. Don't need to brood so much about it. The watch shall accompany me as long as possible. I do not know why I like the watch so much. Jus that feeling I guess…

Fio outside HMV Orchard

Fio and Cousin Joey

Lightings along Orchard Road

Then after lunch today, Joey went to meet her friends whereas I decided to go shop for Wednesday's food very last minute. I gave a call to Chunsing and he went to meet me at Simei with Ck. Cy didn't meet us as he was busy. Sharon has to go out with her boyfriend. We bought a bottle of red wine wor! Haha, finally found someone to drink with me red wine le: Cuiyue! I'm sure Sharon prefer beer but I only like Hoegarden beer which she feels that it's nt her type. ^ ^

I have spent all the NTUC back to school vouchers by today. Feel so happy that I got 2 pairs of new shoes in 3 days time without paying any money. Keke… But I feel so regretted that I forget to take some discount vouchers from my mum or else we can save $6 for the food that we bought from NTUC today aiyo….!

Saturday passes very fast ya…

Today I was somehow very angry with the NTUC organisation as I had asked many people from NTUC where I can use the Back to School vouchers. In the end I managed bought the contact lenses solution with the $20 vouchers at Spectacles Hut yesterday. Then today, I went to Bedok interchange's NTUC. We thought the vouchers can be used there on everything but I asked the cashier today she said can only used on stationary. Then when I was about to make payment with my parents, the cashier said cannot use. It can only be used on the specific files. I felt that NTUC union is really bad at communicating with the public as they didn't state the terms and conditions clearly! Luckily, Bata allows us to buy any kinds of shoes there. I don't really like the heels available there. I just bought a pair of canvas shoes at $30; my brother bought a pair of sport shoes at $79 and my mum bought slippers and heels. Haha, I feel so happy that we are not paying a cent for the stuffs. I still have some leftover vouchers which I intend to go Popular Bookstores to buy some stationary.

Adapted from Cui Yue's Blog:

7月14日 生日花：白色羽扇豆（White Lupin） 花语：多才多艺（Highly Accomplished） 　　一九一七年在德国汉堡市所举行的羽扇豆巡礼展，内容包括：羽扇豆布料、羽扇豆浓汤、起司、酒、咖啡及肥皂、信纸等等。这的确是一种用途广泛的植物，因此它的花语是－多才多艺。 　　凡是诞生於这一天的人天赋异秉、多才多艺，唯独在感情上表现得极为笨拙，不过笨拙的模样反而惹人怜爱！

 

Somehow, I feel that it's rather accurate. Especially about the part where I am not very good at handling relationship situation.

I am finally enlightened by Loong's sentence just now when we were online.-'to touch a girls' heart constantly without betraying them is understanding'--- that is what I am looking for~ ^ ^

Today, I finally arranged our Christmas eve program. We planned to go Chun Sing's house for steamboat in the evening time. So we'll have to go and buy ingredients in the noon time. I guess there will be 5 people- usual 3Cs, Sharon and myself. Then we will exchange present! Yeye!!! Just now Loong told me he have got me a very meaningful X'mas present! Can't wait for tues to arrive man!! Keke.

Tomorrow, I will be going to Bugis and Orchard to shop for CNY clothing with cousin Joey. I guess it will be a very tiring day as we need to do a lot of walking. Then I will be heading to her house for the night. HAha, can go and K songs in the night time at her house again le… =)

 

Experience in Housekeeping

It has been really a tiring exposure program even though Elieen and I had fun at Housekeeping Department, Mecure Roxy Hotel for the past five days. We had learnt a lot from the Housekeeping department. We two were enjoying ourselves throughout the five days.

Day 3

We were attached to one of the supervisors, Ivy Auntie, who was a Singaporean. We seem to get along with her well and easily. She is a very out-going person. She shared a lot of her past years experience and we were listening to her with curiosity! Haha. We followed her to supervise the room's cleanliness and tidiness. Now, I roughly know how to check the rooms as a supervisor. Ha-ha!! We even went for lunch together with Ivy Auntie at the canteen. On the second half of the day, we two were attached to the Assistant Exe Housekeeper, Ms Tan for a while. She shared with us how to handle real life special situations that happened in the hotel- housekeeping department. On that day, the Head of housekeeping dept was on half day leave. We also requested to Ms Tan to let us go early as Eileen has CYA-airport duties to attend while I was rushing to meet the 3Cs for early dinner at Parkway Parade. After that, I went to watch the CO concert at NYA with CY and Joey. Joey's friend could not make it last minute as he was sick. So we wasted one ticket. The concert was quite nice. I love the songs especially 菊花台 by the guzheng ensemble as it reminds me of the times during secondary 1 and 2 when I was in guzheng club. I also missed the times when I was in SYF band competition when I was in sec4. The feeling of standing on the stage, making music with your team mates!

Day4

We were attached to the laundry department in Housekeeping. Madam Salmah is a very nice person too. However, she is more likely to ask us help her do things like collect and send laundry to and from guest rooms. We feeling so excited initially as we can go into guest rooms with the card on hand in order to collect and send the laundry. We felt so honored that the hotel management trust us so much that they borrow us the key card to all the 500plus rooms for doing the task. However, one concern was that we were so afraid to meet some troublesome guests and who is going to be responsible if we had done something wrong like send to wrong rooms etc.

Day 5

Today, which is the last day of attachment, we followed one of the supervisors, Jack, again. We followed him on the first day. He explained many things related to his tasks too. He also shared is us what are the some problems that he met such as he is keen to go for English courses before he become supervisor officially but it seems like the management keeps delaying. Hope Jack and other Chinese speaking workers will have more chance to excel in English language in the coming months. ^ ^ After that, we were invited by the Executive Housekeeper, Mrs. Lee, to dine at Feast at East buffet restaurant. We had a big feast today!!! I had chocolate fondue, mango pudding, durian paste and cake. Durian paste is the most famous signature dessert for this restaurant. I will recommend this restaurant to u all… It's really delicious but a bit pricey for dinner. After lunch, we went to Mrs. Lee's office for information sharing session by Mrs. Lee. We really learnt a lot more today about what is the role of Executive Housekeeper.

fio in formal wear

I really hate Loong's 假设性relationship question man! I still remembered last time he used to ask me what if the guy whom I like stay in Jurong, will I be with him? It came true! Now he asked me what if Kenneth confessed to me when we were watching movies and hold my hand. What will I do? Now it somehow come true half of it. He passed me a gift before we left. It' a shirt from body nits. He puts in effort in preparing this gift as he used paper strips tear from magazines and placed it inside the box with the shirt. I asked him why he bought for me. He said because he likes me. I was trying to avoid this answer. Before he went offline just now, he said the same thing again. I don't know how to handle this anymore. I know clearly I am not suitable to be in relationship now. I don't have the mood to do so. I feel that it's better to be single for the moment. I told Loong about how my feeling towards him on Tuesday night online. He seems to be persuading me to go for relationship with Kenneth now but I have my own stand. I prefer to go out with guy and gal friends now but not boyfriend now. I started to feel awkward when he said that to me tonight.

2nd day of Housekeeping Exposure Program

It was a boring day in the first half of the day as the Executive Housekeeper of the hotel wants us to attach to the Housekeeper co-ordinator who is the one answering all the internal and external phone calls. We were sitting beside the HK co-ordinator and observe what she was doing. We were observing her ever since before the lunch break until one plus in the noon after the break. We went to NTUC supermarket with the Executive Housekeeper after lunch break for a while as there were two staffs that were hospitalised. Coincidentally, they are in the same hospital. We went to help and shop for some fruits. That was super heavy. The three of us each carry a very heavy bag back to the hotel.

During the second half of the day, we were instructed to count the number of torchlight in the 3 big boxes for her. That was really a tough process as we were wearing skirt and had to squat down to do the counting since we can't carry the boxes up. After that, we went into the Executive HK's office to have a chat. She had shared a lot of information with us regarding the whole hotel's operation. I am now clearer with the whole picture. She even went through the Profit and loss statement for room department with us! So shocking when I knew that as it was considered a private document of the company. I am now feeling very tired as I had not been sleeping well last night. I thought I could sleep so well since I was tired but I tossed in my bed till 1plus I think. Tomorrow has to report at 8am, which means I have to wake up by 6.15am to do my hair. Then I will be meeting the 3Cs for early dinner at Marine Parade since Mercure Roxy is just located opposite Parkway Parade. CY will be joining me, my cousin and her friend for Chinese Orchestra concert at NYP tml night. Hope it will be worth watching or else it will be a waste of my energy and time….

Fun days

It has been one week that I did not update my blog. So sorry about the delay as I was quite lazy to update when the day times started. Haha!

Last Tuesday, I had my finance accounting paper in the late afternoon and that was really badly done. When I realised that I had done one of the question wrongly, I have no time to alter my answer by then as time's up. Haix. I had to console myself by going for a big feast after the paper with Loong,Fungyi, EeLing and her brother at Tampines Mall Seoul Garden. So happy that the store manager allowed me to have10% discount even though my OCBC debit card has not enough money to be entitled for the discount. When I first saw Eeling's brother, I was stunned as he changed a lot in terms of appearance. He has become taller and bigger in size. He seems to be very shy on that day maybe because if long and my presence as I heard from Fungyi that Eeling's brother is not like this during last few meetings.

On Wednesday, we started on our project work as we were in the rush of time to finish it before Purdee is flying to Cambodia tomorrow. Then on Thursday, it was also a long day. We split into 2 groups. Loong, Purdee and Rachel went to Sentosa for site inspection while Michelle, Angelia and I went to Jurong for site inspection and enquire some information. After that, we met at cityhall for further project discussion. We sat at Starbucks until 5plus. That was a tiring day. When the project ended, I headed to Raffles Mrt station to collect the NTUC back to school vouchers. I think I had spent more than 5 bucks on transportation for that day….=_=''' so heartpain la.

On Friday, there was no project meeting as Rachel has something on. Therefore, I took this opportunity to go out and have a great day!!! I went to party world ktv at Woodlands Civic Centre with cuiyue and chikeung. Cy and I were craving for ktv and ck seems so shy to sing. Hope he will sing more of his favourite songs of Gu Ju Ji when we go ktv next time! Don't be shy le la, Ck! It's a pity that we can pull Cs along. He was not interested in k-ing songs with us. Sharon didn't join us for k session as that was her last day of school. I didn't tell her in advance as I do not wish to affect her attendance in school. It's really a bad influence to ask her skip school man... After that, we met CS for lunch at Pastamania. After that, Sharon went to causeway point and met us for movie, Twilight. I felt very bad for asking CK to pay the full movie ticket pricing of $10.50 while the rest of us paid student price at $6. The show is fantastic but it's a shame that CS, CK and CY did not really understand and appreciate the storyline. The show didn't have any subtitles as it was a sneak preview. Actual screening is this coming Thursday. Luckily, Sharon and I still managed to catch the main storyline of the show even though everyone had difficulty catching what the characters were speaking. After the show, we headed to Market 85 by bus number 168. I regretted for not taking 168 to woodland in the first place. It was really quite fast as compared to mrt. On the way, I used my lappie to watch show, butterfly lovers starred by wuzhun and HuGe. It was really a sad show. After watching the show, my mood was super low. The meal with secondary classmates was not too bad. Jermaine was not feeling very well so he didn't go on that day. Those who were present were, the usual us with Marcus, Karen, Alvin and Jian Xian. I was really grateful that CK and CS helped me to carry my heavy lappie on that day. Thanks ya! I rejected Sharon for coming to my house to stay on that day as I was really tired after a very eventful day outside. HopeS Sharon will not blame me for my indecisiveness these few days. There are too many things I always wanted to do but I can't possibly do all at once. So sometimes, don't take my words too seriously ok. You just need to confirm with me again for any plans in future. Overall, it was a great outing on that day! Thanks friends. We shall have our outing soon this week again ya…. ^ ^

On Saturday and Sunday, I stayed at home the whole day to complete my assignment; culture individual project. Finally finished! Yea! Thanks all the effort to Kenneth. He did help me to do some research on Bali's culture. Yesterday, I was quite nervous about today's housekeeping exposure program. I could not sleep well initially but eventually fall asleep as I was tired.

Today, the exposure program at Mecure Roxy Square Hotel was very exciting. Another from HTM also went to the same hotel as me. Her name is Elieen Goh. We've learnt a lot of things about housekeeping department. It was not like what we had expected initially. I thought housekeeping is all about cleaning rooms. But today, the program has proved me wrong. Housekeeping is coordinator between public area, room attendance, decorations of festive season, laundry and administrative staff. Each section has its own duties to fulfil. I feel that there is really lack of local manpower in the housekeeping industry. There are many workers who are in Nationalities of China and Malaysia. It seems like what I had learnt in finance accounting has come into application this time. The admin worker of housekeeping department shared with us more information about ordering and receiving procedures of goods. Initially, I thought the manager of the housekeeping department, Mrs Lee, was a very strict and stern person. It had proved me wrong as she is really a nice person after all. She brought the two of us around in the first part of the day and handed us to her subordinates to bring us around. I can understand why she did this as she is tied up by a lot of work. She even treated us a drink at the lobby café this morning before lunch time. We had quite an interactive chat today. That's why we started to realise that she is a nice person. We had done a lot of walking around the hotel rooms today, felt so tired now. I'm sure that I'll be able to have a good night of sleep today. However, on wed, we have to report by 8am! OMG! This is because the person whom we're attached with is working morning shift for that day. We'll be able to go home by 4pm on wed and I can head off to watch the Chinese Orchestra Concert at NYP. My uncle has bought these tickets because of business goodwill and one ticket costs him $100. That was really costly la!

Life now is just like holiday

I have been staying at home ever since last Friday. I had resisted any temptation for me to go out to relax as it will cost me a bomb if I were to do so. I promised myself I will spend money after the mid semester test which is tomorrow. I started my revision for finance accounting ever since Thursday night. Therefore, I feel very irritated whenever I forced myself to revise the work again and again. Somehow, I am sure that I know the concepts well except that I have no confident on the level of difficulty that the teacher is going to set.

 

I am really glad that Sharon has settled her relationship stuff with her boyfriend once again. Hope she has gained and learnt something from this incident. Everyone is learning including me. Learning is part of parcel in life. Somehow, I feel very relax during this period of time even though my paper is tomorrow. For these four days, it is like heaven to me. Don't need to worry where to get my food. My mah mah will always be there to prepare food for me whereas I am alternating my time with eating, watching my drama shows and sleeping. Haha… Sound very lazy right….

 

Tomorrow is the one and only paper for this mid semester test yet no one has initiated where to go after that. Haiz… That Sheng Loong confirms want to go roller blading one. I hope to do something which is more towards my interest like singing at k, watching some relaxing movie or chill out at some good places. Let's see how the plan will be tomorrow ba.

Ever since yesterday, I feel that my right eye is swollen and pained. I was even so silly to think that I'm going to be blind soon! Silly…> < I was somehow touched that Kenneth had given me a surprise today. I was out from bathing not long ago and I received a call from him. He told me to go down as he was around my area. So touching as he especially bought me an eye cream from face shop and travel down to bedok and passes it to me. I am really shock of what he had prepared. However, I do not know why I had an inner voice telling me to stay awake; do not accept any guys so easily from the previous heart breaking experience. From this I can judge his character half way as I do not know if this is only the courtship attitude. I know clearly what I want eventually. A guy who is really true to me but not to impress me. I will heed Loong's advice to observe people more clearly especially guys before I make any decision. Anyway, I still want to thank Kenneth for his special thought. ^ ^

I was quite shocked to know that wenyi cannot go for the housekeeping scheme next week due to some issues in student passes holder. It's such a waste that she cannot go to 4 seasons hotel this time. It's ok, I'm sure she will definitely have other opportunity in future… Jiayou, everyone!!!

One day of hard work

I was at home today the whole day. I finally had the opportunity to wake up around one in the afternoon. I received a sms from a person from Roxy Mercure this morning. I was really surprised I was chosen for the housekeeping scheme after a short phone interview yesterday during my travel and transport class. The person said she will call me before five in the afternoon yesterday but I was somehow disappointed that I did not receive the call. That's why I was quite shock to receive this news when I woke up. Initially, I console myself that if I didn't get into this scheme, it's a good opportunity for me to rest at home and rush out my 2 other individual assignments that are going to due on early Jan of next year. It's a pity that I didn't get into the same hotel as wenyi. She has been posted to 4 seasons. That's so lucky =)

 

Therefore, I decided to rush my Contemporary Special Interest Individual assignment today. I sat down in front of my com from 1plus until 7plus just for this assignment. Phew! Finally finished! Oh yeah! I just need to do some editing to polish the whole report. I was able to finish today because I had done a comprehensive research a few weeks before. Now, I just need to concentrate fully on my finance acc revision as the mid semester test is on Tuesday.

 

Last night, Sharon called me. I just got to know that she's unhappy due to her relationship problems. It seems like I was bad at consoling people. In the end, she seems to feel like I was not there for her as friend. I was really upset when I saw this in her blog today. Even though I may not agree how she is handling a relationship, all the things I said just hope to ease her unhappiness. But in this case, she doesn't think the same as me. I really hope she can take things easy and be a cheerful person like in the past. All the things I said can only be advice for her. It all depends on how she is going to deal in her relationship. The only way to stay free from unhappiness is to look on the brighter side of life. This is what I have learnt so far. The more you are tense up on a particular thing, the unhappy the person will be. Therefore, I feel that I am becoming a more carefree person in this few weeks in terms of relationship aspect. However, I am now more concern towards friendship. I feel that friends are very precious. Maybe I am too tense up in studies that are what many people feedback on me. I should try to chill myself down. Don't be too concern with the coming deadlines. I just need to have myself pace.

 

One last advice for my dearest Sharon darling, please don't be too bothered in relationships matters le ba… I just hope to see your smile…. =) Cheer up.

disappointed with finance acc test 1

Today i just received my accounting test 1 result. At first i thought i can score at least a B+ for it. To my disappointment, my group mates and i score around 26-27 marks upon 40. I and loong lost most of the marks in Q1c which weights 9m. We merely get half of it. Sobx.... I really study very hard for this test yet stil cant score for it. The marking scheme is like very vague to us. I was somehow disheartened when i knew i did quite badly for it. Next Tues is my acc test 2 yet i dun hav confidence in this area anymore. I think i really need to go temple and bai bai liao la....

Last Saturday, i was my travel and transport test 1. It was held at TP campus in the late morning. I was quite surprised that i can score 36/50. Not too bad. After that i went to meet Kenneth for lunch and to collect my bag which i ordered online. Lesson learnt. I will never order bags online again. The quality is really nt there. Looks like it will spoil after a few times of usage. The some of threads on the outer layer bag has already drop off. Argh!

After that, i went to met Joey at white sands and we went to shop for grocery at NTUC. Haha, we cooked curry noodles on that evening. That was so delicious and full!! We were watching some cable tv taiwan variety show while eating our dinner in the living room. That was so realxing man.... After that, we had a ktv session in her ktv room. That was so shiok man, i had a mini personal concert for that night. ^ ^ Feel so happy when got to sing out my feelings finally! I headed home on sun afternoon while Joey went to meet her friends for an outing trip. Poor her that she fell sick once her exams finished. She must be too weak after using too much of her brain cells.... Must take care wor, everyone, especially term test is coming....

Yesterday, i didn't head hm straight after my lesson. I went to meet the 2 C(yue and keung) for dinner as keung helped me to buy a laptop cooling fan at IT fair on sun. So surprised that he is gd at bargaining la! He helped me to get that at 10 bucks instead of 19. Thanks pal! Must bring him to shopping next time and help me slashed price la. Like that can save more money. Hahah!! Too bad Sharon and another C-Chun Sing cant join us. Sharon said she had promise her mum to dine at hm for that day while Sing is tied up with project stuff till late evening. It's ok, our gathering is coming soon! Yeah.... =)