Long long time that i didn't update my blog again....Should have keep a habit of blogging frequently but i still didn't manage to do so... Where shall i start from?
Em.... Let me start from Sarah's 18th birthday celebration. This celebration was held at Pasir Ris chalet during our study break. I was there even though the following Monday was our Accounting paper. We had lots of fun for that night... Drink raspberry vodka with soft drinks until we were so bloated. I was the last one to fall asleep in the morning. Loong and Sarah couldn't make it. Wenyi left the chalet in the early morning. Overall, i can see that Sarah has enjoyed herself. Glad to see her to had such a wonderful 18th birthday.
After that, we had 2 papers to deal with. One is Accounting and another one is Tour and Travel Operation. Let's see how i fair in about 2 weeks time. During my study break, i sent out many resumes to different jobs agency. Finally, i was being offered as receptionist by Kelly Service Centre to work at a film distributor (Beuna Vista Tristar Pte Ltd). So far, it was my fourth day at work till today. I enjoy working there as it seems like there isn't much restriction by the company. I can use the internet and phone most of the time when i have nothing to do on hand.
So far, realise that most of the important people are not around in the office most of the time. As for today, i think there will only be about 7 person present including myself out of 14 person. 2 of them on MC, 2 of them on leave and the 2 big bosses are out of town for business reason. Although office job can be bored at times, it is an easy way to earn money for part timers like me. My workplace is now full of Wall-E standies, posters. Just like my previous workplace at Video Ezy, so many movie stuffs.
Tomorrow, i will be setting off to Malacca with my school. It is an educational trip that allows us to tour in a 5 star hotel back staged operation there. So excited! I can go aboard again. The tour fees can be remburised from the edusave account. Therefore, i used the money that my dad first used to pay for the tour fees to buy myself a creative xi-fi mp3 player last week at the Comex fair. I do not wish to buy one but my i pod mini is spoilt long ago. Since then, i used my handphone to listen to that few patheic songs and FM.
Yesterday, Jerald had give me a big scared! He didn't reply my message the whole day. I didn't want to call him cause i was afraid that i may disturb his progress on the project that is due today. At first, i thought he did not bother to reply as that's what he do sometimes. So i started to get angry. I called him in the night time and found out that his phone didn't receive any msg until he restarted the phone on the spot. I learnt my lesson from now on. Do not message him unneccesarily, give him a call straight!~ Hope he will change his phone soon.....
Today, it is our 2nd month anniversary!!!! Time flies... I always have a feeling that we two have been together for a long long time already. Actually, if u ask me if i'm happy with what i have now.... I will reply yes and no partially. I'm definitely happy to be with him as i can confirm that my feeling for him is getting stronger each day. I told myself not to commit too much in the inital stage of a relationship but i could not do it everytime. I'm getting unhappy sometimes as my mood is affected by his mood too. I can feel that he is really stressed-up with many things. That's when i feel so guilty of being unable to lighten his burden. I always wonder, by going into a relationship, will it be a burden to him? I need his care and attention too. Will he be able to meet my expectation as an ideal boyfriend? A little concern expressed by you will brighten my day, do you know that?
You made me upset when i saw your friendster profile a few days back. I cried instantly when i realised how much you love and care for your ex. Till now, i hope i'm not a replacement of that gal. If not, i really do not know how to deny this cruel fact. U explained to me that is the past and did not log in for a long long time. I decided to let it go and look forward. I'm sure i will be able to open your heart to me one day. Let time prove everything to us...
