Why like that?

Today, my lesson started at 4pm. By right, it should end at 6 yet the lectuerer let us go before 5.30pm. OMG.... I went to school for just a few hours only. Waste time.... Somemore, school just started... We have to pay a lot of money for the notes which are prepared by the lecturers. The worst was that i had to buy those thick thick textbooks which each costs more than thirty dollars. I must claimed the money from my dad or else i'll be broke soon... After school, there were many of us who wanted to eat our dinner. However, there were many of them who wanted to go TM but Elieen and i did not want to. So the two of us went to the canteen at Design School. We thought that there will be more variety of food there but we were wrong. Overall, Elieen and i felt that we did not have a sense of security in with our classmates as we still have not got a stable click yet. Hopefully, i can get a click soon... Tomorrow, a group of us will be going to eat our lunch at TP's Jupiter Cafe. I hope i can mix well with them as i feel quite left out with some of them. Maybe i'm too quiet already... Haha, must start to be talkative!!!! Elieen and i have thought of going for movies tomorrow but watching movie on Mon will be cheaper. So maybe next mon, we'll be going for a movie... But i'm wondering if it will cost us a bomb on the eve of public holiday?

After the dinner, i went to Bedok interchange to meet my mum. We went to collect her medical report. I was really relieved and worried when the doctor explained to us about the report. Her blood pressure and cholesterol are normal. However, the red blood cells are slightly smaller than normal ones. Then there are two possibilities. Firstly, it may be due to lack of iron. Or maybe due to a condition called thalassaemia trait(some sort of anaemia). I was really worried because the doctor said that if my mum really get thalassaemia trait, the chance i'll be inherited from this will be 50%. This disease will not have any symtoms but it will carried on to the next generation. I really prayed hard that she is not suffering from this or else i have to go for a blood test to confirm. Please.... I don't want my future kids to suffer!!!

Overview of TP

On last thurs and fri(19/4/07-20/4/07), it was my school orientation. Actually, i still had not recover not sickness by thurs yet i insisted to attend the event. I was very determined because i didn't want to miss the fun and miggling with friends. I felt really terrible on the first day because of nose block, cough and sore throat. Finally, really could not "tahan" already. I went to see my family doctor after i had my dinner at home. My mum accompanied there as i was really tired after the shouting and dancing in school. I really like the TP mass dance and chicky dance!!! It was really fun to dance around with my classmates. I really didn't regret going for the orientation. My class SL are jasmine and yingxiu. They are really nice leaders who mix well with us and keep encouraging us to interact more with one another. I was really surprised that jasmine is of the same age as me. Intially, i thought she is in year 3 this year. haha! On that day, we also had a inter-business school cheering competition. And.... The winner goes to H H HTM!!!! H H HTM!!! ------- Hospitality and Tourism Management.........YEAH! I was really happy as i cheered on that day even my throat wasn't really well. So.... My effort wasn't wasted!!! Hehe...

On the second day of the orientation, we met our care person and gave us our matriculation card which is used to access in some places of TP. On the later part of second day, it was the inter- schools olympia competition. There were many of my classmates went to participate in various games. That is way i didn't manage to talk to some of them until today, i got the chance to see all my classmates. I had intended to go home before the dragonboat competition starts but i chose to stay and watch. The student union told us that business school is the overall champion for the past 2 years. It was really amazing that Business school won again this year!!! The students from business school really put in a lot of effort in order to win in every games. Yeah!!! Well done everyone....

Today-23/04/07, it was my first day of school at TP. I find that the timetable for first week is really free and easy as there will not be any tutorial lessons. So today, my class started from 9-10am and 2-4pm. In between, there wre four hours break. I went to tour around the school with a group of friends. The library is really cool as it's 10 stories high which is the second tallest library in Singapore. We can even watch movies on the 4th storey. We were slightly late for the lecture at 9am as we chose to wait for some of my classmates who were late. Luckily, the lecturer didn't mark us as late.... Or else 3 times late will be consider as absent. See, the school is really strict on punctualilty. As for the communication skills tutuorial at 2pm, i felt really tired and sleepy when the lecturer was talking. He is from China but he went to NY to work before. I find that his voice is quite monotonous as many of my classmates also feel sleepy. Haiz, no choice... I've to be focus and pay full attention in lesson from tomorrow onwards!!! By the way, i will only be studying from 4-6pm for this tues and wed only. Really slack right? So i'll be working on wed evening... Haha!

Luck is all around me

I am very glad that all people around me are very lucky.... Yesterday, i woke up at 7 in the morning as i need to accomany my grandma for an appointment at TTSH. THe process was really tiring because i need to push her in a wheelchair around. The worst thing was she need to go toilet in a very short time. That's why the whole process was delayed. Even though it was tiring, i'm relieved that she has recovered fully since she can start to urine by herself.

A few days ago, i was really shocked when i got to know that one of my collegue, Faten had met a car accident with her husband in a van. It happened when a white vehicle just came out and crashed onto them. Faten's husband lost controlled of the car and crashes onto something beside the road. I feel really lucky because faten happened to have a minor injury.... Normally, they will ride a bike. If they were to ride a bike on that day, i don't think they will be that lucky already. The driver who had hit the van, drove away immediately instead of stopping his car. The driver was really unresponsible!!! I know the driver must be very scared but if he was to be caught in future, he wil be in deep trouble then.

As for me, i'm not really lucky because i started to be a little sick ever since i returned from the hospital on sat. First, my throat was really uncomfortable then became sore. This gradually subsided but cough came now... And, a litlle of runny nose. So sian, hopefully i will be fine in a few days time as thurs n fri is my sch orientation. Haiz, this carefree life is going to end soon... No more sleeping till late noon and sleeping in the early morning already... I want my holiday forever!!!!

Luckily

Yesterday, i was woke up by my mum. She told me that my grandma can't urine ever since 2am. I was really worried because this happened to my grandma once about three years ago. Immediately, i did the washed up and accomapanied her to the hospital. The A&E unit was really full of people so we waited for about 1 hour plus before it was her turned. When we entered the unit, we had to pay $70 consultation fee. I had a shock cause the last time i went to A&E unit last year and paid $60 only. Hiaz, no choice man... Still have to pay the full amount. Intially, i thought she must be hospitalised but the doctor told me that it's not necessary to stay there. Because there are germs in the wards and it's easy to take care of her. Luckily, my grandma started to urine by herself today even the stuff to allow her urine is still attached onto her body. Now, i'm relieved that every thing is fine now. Tomorrow early morning, i still have to bring my grandma back to the hospital for an appointment. Hopefully, she will recover soon!!!

Another i'm really angry was that there was a nusience call from the same person for many weeks already. This person is really crazy man... When he/she called, this person will hang up the phone once we picked up the call. When we called back, the handphone is always being switched off after that. Hopefully, this person will stop thhis childish act, please!!!

What a scary day!

Today, i accompanied my mum to a clinic at bedok to have a body check. I'm always about her health because she's considered slightly severe overweight. The doctor told her that her BMI is now under high. So, she must start losing weight or else it'll be very dangerous. I don't really want to view her medical report which is to be ready in a few weeks time. I'm really afraid that we'll receive news that i don't wish to know. However, i know this kind of thing can't be avoided. So now, i just hope that my family will all be healthy and happy. Nothing much... Today, when i witnessed my mother taking a blood test. I felt so uncomfortable when i saw blood in a big syringe.

Argh! An hour ago, i saw blood again. An accident occurred when my dad helped to to replace a new light bulb in my room. I was sitting on my bed fixing my mum's phone while my dad when to the upper deck bed to change the bulb. Just then i head a cracking sound of the glass and a big piece of broken just dropped down in between my legs. I was stunned at that point of time!!! I still can starred at the glass for a moment. Then i made a big fuss about it. I'm thinking that i was lucky that i sat in that position or else there will be a scar on my legs already. However, i found out that my dad's wrirst was hurt and bleed quite a lot. I started to panic and i walked around the house finding all sorts of medication. Actually, the wound on my dad's wrist wasn't very serious but i kept worrying that he coudn't take it. My dad is really calm when he got a cut. Unlike me, i should try to be calm in future whenever there's an emergency.

Everything is clear now....

After a long tome of consieration, i think i will want to be transferred to siglap when my school starts. This is just a temporary decision as i do not know if i can cope when i work and study at the same time. Hopefully, i can make a balance between this two tasks. On last mon, i went to work at siglap... As expected, it was really a tiring day. I felt fainting and sleeping when it was arounf 8plus as we had to serve the customers continously. Another thing is that i'll be able to earn more at siglap as the customers purchase from us the packages very frequently. So i will be able to earn some comissions when customers choose to top-up their credits. On monday, i have sold $200 worth of credits. haha. If i work on weekends, the chances i will be earning more comissions are higher...

Hehe, the rashes around my neck has gradually subsided after applying the medication which is given by the doctor. Now, my mood is also getting better already since the rashes have subsided. I could still remember the feeling when the rashes came. It made my mood to become very irriatated. Actually, i had been waiting for a person to conme online ever since last sat morning. I thought this person kept avoiding me. Now, it was just a misunderstanding... Haha. This person is really busy with attachment programme. So i then knew that it'll be very tiring to come online on weekdays in the night time. I've sent some good night messages to this person yet there wasn't any reply. Until yesterday, i finally received a very touching message by sms after i put my msn nick: is it very hard to reply mi?.... Haha, so happy!!!! i think i must be crazy already. Hopefully, my wishes will start to come true... Yea! < ", >

I feel so sad!!!

Today, it was such an upset day... It was my last day of work at the branch loyang point for my cousin and i. My cousin has to quit since her attachment programme is starting in two weeks time. I felt sad because i might not be able to see my other collegues again as we all are going our seperate ways due to studies and NS. Hopefully, we still can meet up if possible.

For me, i had to stop working at loyang point as i have to work at marine parade and siglap from tomorrow onwards. When my school starts, i can choose to work at one branch only which is either marine parade or siglap. Actually, i love marine parade more as it was the first place where i started working. Somemore, i have adapted to the environment. It was a plce where i find it the neatest among the three stores.

I had gone to siglap to work for three days before. I find that siglap is smaller than marine parade except for the storeroom which is a toilet!!! When i'm working at marine parade alone, i either have to tolerate or to close the shop. I don't like to close the store cause it's really troublesome!!! Now, i'm still considering where shall i work when my sch starts... It's really a headache... If i go to siglap, i will be able to earn more money due to the package sold n i noe seniors there. They are my seniors who are from mp and lp. They are transferred to siglap from tomorrow onwards. I feel really happy when i work with them.

Haiz... It's really frastrated to have rashes around my neck ever since last thurs night. I'm really unlucky sia!!! I have rashes on my right arm for months already which comes on and off. Now, ther is another problem... AArgh..... i have spent quite a lot of money on medication from pharmacy already... OMG!! Pls let me recover from rashes... It's really painful to keep on stratching....