a new post for update

Really apologise for the long abandance of this blog. I couldn't be bothered to update so many things that happened to me for the past few months. Where shall i start lei?

Okie, since sch term starts for year 2, i have known a few 'ga gi'- gd frens whom i always hang out with them during break time or after school. I very fortunate to have such great friends around me. I feel very comfortable sharing my personal life matters with them. They are always there to give me advice on what i should do especially relationship problems. I will also nt forget my old frens ok... =)

I feel that i have a very 'wang' love destiny in this yr.

Before 17th May 2008, one of my sec sch fren, yuki, suddenly popped up in msn n ask me if i'm single etc. I felt quite weird n to be my surprised, she introduced one of her bf's fren to me. When i got to know that he's 26 this yr, i started to reject him mentally. This is because i prefer guys that will not have a huge age gap from me. However, i dun mind to know one more guy in my social circle. Initally, the guy and i were quite embarrassed during the first few days of our chat. As we get along, we seem to know each other quite well...

On 17th May, which was my mum's birthday. So my family and i cut the cake in the late noon as i need to rush to my another fren's belated birthday celebration at Zouk. I was somehow surprised that chemistry had appeared bwt me and another guy. This guy is actully my fren's fren. I was somehow drunk at zouk. He was there to take gd care of me when my cousin joey was having fun at interval. I feel very touched by what he had done. I know tat we both have interest on each other. He aksed me out after 2 days which we had met. I went out with him to watch the jap movie, accuracy of death. As time passed, i had went out 3 times with him. And i realised that he'll called mi on every fri night to hav a chat. Initially, i was quite upset as he admit he's nt the type that he will always msg the one whom he likes. But nowadays, we did chat over sms regularly.

The guy whom i chatted online is quite pity as i always reject my fren n his invitation for thier outings and i went out with the guy whom i kwe from zouk. Finally, last saturday, i went out with my fren n the online guy to watched the movie, wanted, and had dinner besides the esplanade. I feel that the online guy is also quite sweet, jus like the guy who i knew in zouk.

Sometimes, i feel that it's a torture for a person to 2 time at once. Dun know y some ppl still can manage a relationshp bwt 2 people. Haiz...I jus kanna food poisoning yesterday during my pract in SSM lesson. Puke n puke, diahorrea. NO choice, i skipped my ssm lectures n asked my dad to come n fetch me. My dad insisted me to hav a jab. After the jab, i was up with fever. That feeling really sucks... I was in a state blurness since yesterday evening to this late afternoon. I felt so touched that my grandma n mum take gd care of me when i was being tortured by illness. At that moment, i really hope the guy from zouk will be the one to concern more about me. I know i was being self-fish. The online guy is very concerned about me n he thought something bad had happened to me when i didn;t reply his msgs since yesterday.

I was on MC today... Feel so bad as i didn't go for a list of lessons for tues. Every tues, my lesson starts from 9am to 7pm. Haiz, missed the psycho lect for this week. Hope there's someone can lend me the notes tml.

On my birthday, the guy whom i met in zouk will nt be able to accompany me. He has to go for re-servicst. The bad habit of his is that he will always be late for meeting and ask a person out in the very last minute. I admire him a lot as he seems to be a superman to me. He has to work, study at SIM for one more semester and go for re-servist. I can't imagine how can he manage his life if he was to hav a gf now.... Maybe he need a god to save him from his busy and hectic life. =D

The online guy has also touched my heart as he helped me when my psycho video roject screwed up. He helped me to convert the raw video into a compatible format which window movie maker can read. Without his help, my fren will nt be able to finish editing the video asap. However, my psycho project was screwed as we were unable to played the video. After another round of editing by my fren, we hand up the video on the next day. So lucky that my tutor was lenient enough as she said she'll deduct marks if we hand up later than fri.

So....i also dun know how to choose bwt the 2 of them. My colleague once advised me that choose the one whom u misses a lot n make u happiest. I alo dun know the anwer to these.... Sobz. Maybe let me know more about them be4 i result into a state of delimma.