Fiona

4th week of SIP

2009-09-27T11:16:00.002+08:00

It has been the 4th week of SIP life that we are going through now.

Life goes on as usual for me... Doing filing, generating documents, handle enquires, make bookings...

Erm... Just feel that i am quite careless at times... Rushing to finish a task yet never check through thoroughly.... ><

This is my sotong characteristic lor....

In every company, more or less, there will be office politics...

This company is still quite alright...

Even there is, I try to refrain myself from getting involve... hahaha...

Last Friday, my bebe went to have lunch with me at Fu Lin Yong Toufu... He is also tempted to give it a try lor... hahah... It's such a coincidence that my colleague was busy with meeting that day and lucky my bebe came down to meet me for lunch... Or else, I think I might have to eat lunch alone.

Probably on the month of Nov, the cruise department (back operation) will shift from amoy street to china street to merge with the retail outlet once the renovation work is done. It will be more convenient for both front and back department to work more efficiently.

Fungyi's birthday is on 22nd of Sept and we will have a belated birthday lunch with her on either coming mon or tues. Although I am quite broke now but still must have a meal with Fungyi and Eeling... We are friends since primary school! hahaha...

Entering the 4th week of SIP

2009-09-21T13:33:00.003+08:00

Coming week, it is the 4th week that I have been with my SIP company.

Erm... How should i say?

Life with this company is quite stable and peaceful.

I have been doing admin work since i entered this company. This is what I have been longing for it.

I am really happy that the mangement posted me to the back operations instead of the retail department.

Although i didn't deal directly with clients and travel agencies, general knowledge on the cruise products and cabin configuration are essential. I need to provide them with all these necessary information before they make bookings for any cruises.

On the 19th and 20th September, it is the travel fiesta fair. Too bad they do not need so many staff this time round and it is also a good opportunity for me to sleep more. hahaha...

For these few days, i have been waking up around late morning. Feeling really shiok ah!

Good things have been happening around my close friends.

Feel so happy for them.

Weina and Joey seem to have a great start and probably going to have a new life journey soon!^^

As for wenyi, dream come true for her as her SIP company allows her to tour lead overseas on sat.

Hope she has enjoyed herself throughout!

As for Sarah, she gave up for overseas SIP. We didn't blame her but just hope that she'll be able to secure one job placement asap. Last week, I am the first to know that she has been selected for Regeant Hotel locally for SIP! Wohhoooo! Fantastic! She will be starting work tml already... Guess she'll going to have a fun time overthere but tends to be difficult to ask her out since she'll have shiftwork.

My Bebe ah... Having a 3 weeks break now. However, he has some project to rush out before she starts again... Hope that I will be able to meet him more this time round... Hahaha...

Today is my brother's 17th birthday... Hope that he'll grow up to be a more independent guy who can handle everything by himself. That's fast! Next year, he'll be 18 and i'll be 21st. We all are grown up kids! hahahha... Time flies ah....

SIP started

2009-09-06T12:33:00.000+08:00

It has been a week that my student internship started. Up till now, i still haven't fully adapt to the daily routine. I need to wake at at 7am daily as more time is needed for preparation in the morning such as make-up, change clothes etc...

For the first week of SIP, i realised that most of the people at Citystate Holidays are quite friendly. It is a very nice environment for interns to gain many useful tips and knowledge that is related to the travel industry.

On the first day of our Orientation, Purdee and I were quite bored at the later part of the day as we sat at our workplace from 1-6pm to read up all the company related cruise brochures.... It was really a boring day which time flew very slowly!!!

For the past 4 days, Purdee and I had been helping our Manager of the Cruise Dept to do admin related work such as printing, checking and filing of documents. Sarah is very nice to us as she gave us a lunch treat on Wednesday at Amoy Food Centre. We ate seafood such as toufou, symbal crayfish and sweet n sour pork. I like the crayfish a lot as the owner removed the shells for us! So delicious!! There are so many delicious food there but most of the stalls will have a long long queue. That's y Purdee and I don't really like to walk there as it is some distance away from our office.

For the 1st week of intern, i was very contented as i had Purdee to accompany me the whole day. However, she will be going over to the other side of the retail store which is about 5 minutes walk away from the main office. I will be staying at the office to assist the cruise depart.

I have to work on the 2nd and 4th Saturdays of the month. However, on the 19th and 20th of sept, there will be a travel fair which Purdee and I have to be involved... Although it's going to be very tiring (no off days for me for the coming 3 Saturdays)>< , I can earn extra money... hahahha...

Coming Monday, I think i will be quite lonely if i stil stayed at the current seat... Wondering if i have people to accompany me for lunch from tml onwards... There is one graduate from Tourism Academy of Sentosa, who is very friendly.... Hope i can learn more tips from her during this trip... hahaha...

Since the day which i went out to eat dinner with dear after work, i doubt i will want to go out after work during weekday. I really can feel my body aching, insufficient rest... Very tired.... I guess is the travelling part which makes me very tired. From tanjong pagar to my workplace, it is quite a distance way. The heels which also adds on to my physical tiredness.... That's y i went to buy a flat shoes for myself yesterday. I will wear that flat shoes at least twice a day so that my feet will not be suffering throughout the 5 months.

20th Birthday Celebration Part2

2009-07-19T12:29:00.021+08:00

At Tamp 1 JCO

Dining at SAY CHEEZE

Loong's Food

Veralyn's Food

Weina's Fd

Mine Food

Dining with Fungyi and Eeling at DTF on FRI

Last Friday, i went out with Eeling and Fungyi for dinner at Tampines Mall, Ding Tai Fung. Finally have the chance to eat something that i always craved for... hahha... The food that we ordered were super nice... Yummy!

However, Fungyi's feeling unwell that day... That's why we ate something light for that night.

I received a handbag from them as a gift and i am thankful that they chose that! hahah... Cuz i need a new handbag for coming internship.

We chatted while eating until the restaurant called for its last order. I realised that life will not always stay at certain level.

I hope Eeling and Fungyi's life will turn for the better in the coming days...

On Saturday, i went out to eat with Loong, Veralyn and Weina at Say Cheese ( Tamp 1). The food quality is considered as quite alright.

However, the restaurant was a little busy since it's a weekend. We had no other plans after We all were craving for some small dessers to eat except for Loong as he was too full. Finally, we decided to sit at JCO as the cafe was cozy for chit chating and gossiping.

Loong and Weina gave me a mousey series of pencil holder and mouse keychain plus fancyful paper clips from precious moments. Very cute!! Thanks ya!! ^^

I was even surprised that Veralyn gave me a box of eye shadow of 6 shades. I also need a new eye shadow for the coming days of work life... Thank you my dear frens...

Hahha, Veralyn still thought i'm 19 this year... Feel so young now... Keke...

OMG... 2 of my friends (Weina and Eeling) are going to turn 21 this year... Have to start thinking what to get for them as a meaningful gift..

Later going to watch harry potter with joey and my brother. By right, caryl is going with us but she has to work last min. so we will be going to hav dinner tml lo... ^^ hahha

Project Meeting at Bugis

2009-07-15T21:39:00.003+08:00

This afternoon, i had a project meeting with my team members at Bugis TCC.

It is really a costly restaurant for us to have project discussion. I ordered a green tea cake which cost me $7 including gst and service charge.

I regretted ordering that cake all due to my craving voice inside me><

It seems like this project meeting was a bit rush as most of us have something on after meeting.

We started from 2pm to 5plus.

I hope we can finish on time....

Thanks Sarah for her effort to help in collating the work and to ensure that everything is on the right track... ^^

I have to admit that sometimes my attitude to my friends may not be that good. Sorry friends...

I will try to change for the better.

For those who are very close to me will see my turn face... hohoho...

After meeting, Liyuen and Lyefong accompanied Sarah to meet her sis as Sarah's sis wanted to buy a camera... As recommended by CK, i really hope that ppl around me who want to buy a new cam, pls buy canon if u r pursuing for a cam that can capture clear photos even in super near distance. The zooming power is superb! However, the night mode is not very good. as i had used it once. I had difficulty in adjusting the mode to adapt for night lightings....

After that, i went to CK's house for dinner... kekek.... save money afteralll... ^^ we watched 金钱帝国 which is a HK movie at tudou... Not too bad afterall except a little violent!! Such a coincidence that my dad is playing this show when i reached home... hahah...

Still wondering if i have to attend sch on fri???

This fri, i'll be having dinner with funyi and eeling... It's like we only meet up about once a yr... hahah.... hope to have a gathering soon with the two of them...

On sat, i'm going to have a meal with loong, weina and veralyn lo.... hahahha.... but dun know where we are going also... hahaha

On sun!!! It's the day which i have prayed for it to come... Harry potter and the half blood prince... I'm going to watch with Joey and Caryl.... kekek... so happy la....

Going to get my work done asap... ^^

20th Birthday Photos Part1

2009-07-14T21:13:00.006+08:00

Treat from dear at Kenny Roger

Gift from Sharon- pink n yellow shirt

Treats from Sarah and Wenyi

Gift from Dear

Gift from Mum n Brother

My birthday cake from family

Celebration with dear at Kenny Roger ECP

Celebration with Sharon at Ichiban Sushi

Lunch with Sarah and Wenyi at T3 Swensen

Taiwan Videos...

2009-07-14T16:26:00.006+08:00

Taiwan Photos Part 2....

2009-07-14T15:50:00.020+08:00

At fo guang san

The one with Hello Kitty's flyer

Qing Ren's Bridge

A long long post

2009-07-14T15:24:00.001+08:00

Oops... It has been super long that i didn't make a blog post ever since school started.

I have to admit that i am quite lazy to post... hahah....

During the June break, i went to Taiwan for vacation with Joey, my aunt and aunt's fren. It was quite an eye-opening trip as i really enjoyed myself there even though we had to keep rushing here n day for the 6days. The tour guide is very bored as he seems to have generation gap with us... He always talked about politics in taiwan etc...

We had been attached to another tour guide on one of the afternoon as our coach had crashed onto another vehicle while on our way to chiufen. The tour guide is very successful in getting our attention even though we'r very tired...

I spent a lot of money for that trip and now i have been curbing my spendings ever since i return back to Singapore. The total expenses for taiwan trip was about S$1600including accomodation, air tickets, dining and shopping.

However, i was quite unhappy with the flight delay while heading back to Singapore. Because of a lady who smoked in that plane early on, they had many procedures to follow up which leads tp about 2 hours delay. We were so tired at that point of time and we slept during the flight.

Jetstar's seat is really terrible and i will not recommend people to take this if the flight is more than 2-3 hours. Cuz the space is really small... Just like sitting in a sbs bus ><

Ever since the 3 weeks term break ended, my frens and i were chasing for deadlines. Almost every week, we need to hand up 1 project except for this week. Should i say we are lucky or unlucky? One of my classmates was diagnosed with H1n1 and all of us including the tutors have to be qurantine at home. We cannot go back to school for the entire week. I was having a terrible headache yesterday ever since i woke up. I have no choice but to postpone the birthday dinner with loong, veralyn and weina. I was so worried that i was down with h1n1.... ><

Hopefully, we can arrange a day to meet up for a meal again soon... sobz.... On last thursday, wenyi and sarah treated me a meal at T3 Earl's Swensen after our ticketing and reservation test. It was really a worthwhile meal due to 1 for 1 main course promotion. This promotion will end on 31Aug... ^^ Recommend u all to go n try ya... The food at Earl's swensen are fantastic!! After that, we had a chatting session at Popeye. We were all very worried about our future once this semester ends. Worries on attachment as well as after graduation... Uni entry & fees? Work?

On friday, i went to meet sharon at ichiban sushi parkway. We had a simply dinner as she had to attend 2 chalets on tat day. She's really busy for july due to many july babies... hahahha.... I loved the tee shirts which she had bought for me... really comfortable... ^^ thanks sharon!

Then on saturday, i went out with ck to parkway followed by ECP. We shopped at parkway for a while then went to ECP to eat kenny roger. I was quite surprised that kenny roger at ECP is a self-serviced restaurant. The food presentation is not that appealing but all the side dishes taste good! I don't really like the roasted chicken.. The meat is a bit tough... Quite disappointing that it started rainning after our meal. Our plan was to go and sit at the beach but it rainned! However, i was very happy that we really chat a lot... That's beyond wat i have expected. Now, i know more about him and his expectations.... No more doubts... ^^

I received many birthday wishes since i woke up this morning...

Thanks everyone... :) (winks winks) OMG! Fiona!!

U have become 20yrs old... no more 19 ><

Taiwan Photos....

2009-07-14T14:01:00.014+08:00

Taipei 101

Their toilet's entrance

A very special restaurant at Taipei

Changing of Guards

National Musuem at Taipei

Xi Meng Ding

Most famous CD shop in Taiwan

Recommended to stay at this hotel in visit xi meng ding

Famous Ah Zhong Mee suan

Yam Ice dessert

Xi Meng Ding

2nd wk of sch

2009-04-27T21:45:00.003+08:00

Today, my school starts officially as tutorial classes start from week 2 onwards. I did try to wake up earlier than usual but i was still unable to get up onto bus 23. I was so stunned that i couldn't get up onto 2 buses this morning. I was late then... However, i took cab to TP with 3 other TP students at my house bus stops. To my surprises, one of the Malay guy among the 3 asked me what's my previous school. In my memory, he is really familiar but i can't tell who he was. Then after a short and rush chat, we knew that we'r in the same batch of primary school! That's such a coincidence.... I think he was in class 6/4 while i'm in class 6/3. Haha, next time, if i'm really going to be late for morning classes, i can get the 3 of them to share a cab... Or else i hav to incur the full cab fare of $6 plus even though of short distance due to the extra 30% surcharge.

I rushed into the classroom and i was slightly late only. Luckily, the tutor was alright with us since it's first wk of tutorial class. Sarah was also late as she also faced the same problem as me. I think we have to go out earlier than today for the time being since we cant squeeze up the bus nowadays. ><><>

Today, Sarah gave me a big surprises when she walked into the classroom. Her hair style has changed completely. She permed her hair and i feel it's quite nice. This suits her more... ^^ Look like a korean gal. I always wish to perm hair but i am very afriad of the results such as becoming straight again in a short period of time and need to apply cream every time after hair has been washed. Haiz, i think i will not go for any hair style changes for the time being. I want my hair to be longer!!! hahaha.... Ohya, thanks Sarah! I love the biscuits that you bought from Taiwan!!! Super duper nice! I'm being addicted to it now!!!

A Random test

2009-04-26T20:29:00.001+08:00

I happened to see this test from Wenyi's blog.

You may want to give it a try… ^^

人与动物之间有很多相似的特质，想不想知道隐藏在你身体里的动物特质是哪一种？

　　1. 公车靠站，车上已经载满了人，下一班车要一刻钟后才到，你会怎么办呢？

　　◎不想再等下去了，再挤也要上车──请答第 2 题

　　◎人太多了，还是等一班吧！──请答第 4 题

　　2. 旅行途中的你突然头很痛，这时正好有热心人拿药给你吃，你会如何抉择呢？

　　◎说声谢谢后马上吃药 ──请答第 6 题

　　◎找理由拒绝对方的药──请答第 3 题

　　3. 某部电影很让你感动，你有何反应呢？

　　◎会跟身边的人讲故事情节，推荐给别人 ──请答第 12 题

　　◎将感动藏在心里，不需与人分享──请答第 7 题

　　4. 一辆红色的面包车开到湖边，你认为里面坐的是什么人？

　　◎一队情侣或一家人──请答第 3 题

　　◎歹徒──请答第 5 题

　　5. 画面上有一颗桃心，你会联想到什么呢？

　　◎爱情──请答第 12 题

　　◎ 扑克牌 ──请答第 8 题

　　6. 朋友说她要去参加一个聚会，你会怎样呢？

　　◎要求带你一起参加─ ─请答第 9 题

　　◎除非她主动说要带你去，不然的话只有保持沉默──请答第 10 题

　　7. 和男孩子一起用餐，餐费是他主动付的，好像花了不少钱，你有什么感觉呢？

　　◎觉得过意不去，之后会跟他平摊费用 ──请答第 10 题

　　◎男生埋单天经地义，会道谢但不出钱 ──请答第 12 题

　　8. 参加同学会的时候发现你最要好的朋友却没来，你会怎么办呢？

　　◎觉得很没趣，早早回家吧──请答第 13 题

　　◎硬着头皮敷衍到底──请答第 12 题

　　9. 你希望多少岁的时候步入结婚礼堂？

　　◎ 21-25 岁 ──请答第 11 题

　　◎ 26-30 岁──请答第 10 题

　　10. 星期天在家，手机和座机同时响起，你会怎么办呢？

　　◎ 先接其中的一个 ──请答第 15 题

　　◎两个一起接──请答第 16 题

　　11. 如果你抽奖中了一栋别墅，你希望它位于何处呢？

　　◎ 海边或湖畔 ──请答第 14 题

　　◎小岛上──请答第 15 题

　　12. 拥挤的车厢里一位漂亮的女孩子被人踩到脚了，你认为她的表情应该是怎样的呢？

　　◎疼得叫起来──请答第 16 题

　　◎非常生气，责怪对方──请答第 17 题

　　13. 一位跟你不是很要好的朋友请你吃饭，你会有什么感觉呢？

　　◎对方发财了──请答第 21 题

　　◎必然有事相求 ──请答第 17 题

　　14. 朋友送了一份你不是很喜欢的礼物给你，你会怎么做呢？

　　◎平静地说谢谢──请答第 18 题

　　◎假装很开心的样子──请答第 19 题

　　15. 大卖场四折大清仓，你会怎么做呢？

　　◎疯狂大采购──请答第 18 题

　　◎不一定要买什么──请答第 19 题

　　16. 你是否将人家送给你的东西转送给他人？

　　◎有过──请答第 19 题

　　◎ 从来没有 ──请答第 20 题

　　17. 一位妖精女子在等出租车，凭直觉你认为她要去做什么呢？

　　◎去跟男朋友约会──请答第 16 题

　　◎去夜总会上班 ──请答第 21 题

　　18. 突然有人从背后重重地拍了一下你的肩膀，你猜这个拍你的人是男生还是女生呢？

　　◎ 男生 ──请答第 22 题

　　◎女生──请答第 23 题

　　19. 你比较喜欢喝冰红茶还是珍珠奶茶呢？

　　◎珍珠奶茶──请答第 18 题

　　◎冰红茶──请答第 20 题

　　20. 你和好朋友一起乘车，你会主动帮对方买票吗？

　　◎会──请答第 24 题

　　◎ 不会 ──请答第 21 题

　　21. 对于酷酷的异性，你有接近他的想法吗？

　　◎有──请答第 25 题

　　◎ 没有 ──请答第 23 题

　　22. 一男一女在街上勾肩搭背，你认为他们是什么关系呢？

　　◎恋爱关系──答案 A

　　◎ 没有 ──请答第 23 题

　　22. 一男一女在街上勾肩搭背，你认为他们是什么关系呢？

　　◎恋爱关系──答案 A

　　◎ 纯友谊关系 ──答案 B

　　23. 每个女孩子都有玩家家的经历，回想一下，孩童时代的你比较喜欢扮演妈妈还

　　是小孩呢？

　　◎喜欢扮妈妈──答案 E

　　◎喜欢扮小孩─ ─答案 C

　　24. 在游乐场玩耍，你比较喜欢玩以下哪一个游乐项目呢？

　　◎摩天轮──答案 F

　　◎秋千── 答案 D

　　25. 跟朋友在一起好像总有说不完的话题似的？

　　◎ 是的 ──答案 G

　　◎不一定──请答第 24 题

　　

　　答案:

　　A. 梅花鹿

　　谨慎小心，待人和蔼可亲

　　外冷内热的梅花鹿做事谨慎小心，很少鲁莽行事，这类型的人有完美主义倾向，自尊心又强，最瞧不起懦弱的表现，更不喜欢让别人看到自己的缺点，有时外表看似漠，其实却有颗温柔坦诚的心，是慢热型的人，偶尔也会被周遭的人或事感动得落泪，也不排除歇斯底里发泄情绪的时刻。

　　【如何排除人际烦恼】

　　过于追求完美的你无形中与人有隔膜，你应该主动敞开心扉，表现出最真的你，将深藏的热情与坦率展现出来，大家才会对你刮目相看，不妨将你的心事与身边的朋友分享，他们会理解你的。

　　【对异性的态度】

　　你一直都在苦苦找寻能真正读懂你心的人，因为你那起伏不定情绪极度缺乏安全感，所以你需要一位能包容你，值得依靠的蓝颜知己。

　　【职业预测】

　　你拥有绝佳的想象力与品位，适合自己创业或在艺术领域里发挥所长。

　　
　　B. 海龟

　　协调性强，对人温柔体贴

　　海龟派的协调性比较强，做事脚踏实地，内心温柔细腻且易碎，所以经常要承受过大的压力又不大愿意将烦恼说出来，这类人的个性为内向害羞，一般来说，很少与人发生争斗，更不喜欢在众人面前出风头，举手投足间充满温柔恬静的味道，感性的你很容易为别人流泪，也很为他人着想。

　　【如何排除人际烦恼】

　　厌恶阶段斗争的你为了保持一团和气，有可能说些善意的谎言，你从不敢抗拒长辈的要求，也不好意思拒绝别人的请求，所以许多工作都落到了你头上，不用过于在意别人的想法，你应该更重视自己的感受。

　　【对异性的态度】

　　你向往细水长流的爱情，就算拍拖，行为举止也跟平常差不多，此外，你对另一半的依赖心比较严重，适合你的人必须成熟稳重又体贴多情。

　　【职业预测】

　　医生、护士、幼儿园老师、客户联络员都比较适合你。

　　C. 折耳猫

　　注重外表的时髦派

　　爱出风头的折耳猫，有着异常可爱的外表，不论走到何处永远都是众人的焦点，这类型的人感知流行时尚的能力超好，懂得如何打扮自己，展现自己的优点，虽然有点臭美，但绝不会盲从，因为天生的好品位，所以你很擅长打造属于自己的风格，言行举止略显夸张的你也是社交高手。

　　【如何排除人际烦恼】

　　好恶分明的你，只要是自己不愿意做的事就会明明白白地拒绝，你绝对不会勉强自己去配合别人的步调，与志同道合的人交往或共事，能给你带来快乐，你也会在他们的帮助下不断成长。

　　【对异性的态度】

　　异性面前的你自信满满，你对另一半的要求很高，他一定会跟你一样优秀或更出色，才能在征服你的心，你那魔女般的气质，将周遭的男生迷得团团转。

　　【职业预测】

　　品位出众的你社交能力超强，适合朝演艺界发展。

　　
　　D. 牧羊犬

　　忠心，目的性比较强

　　牧?犬对主人百分百忠心，为了完成工作不惜付出一切，这类型的人非常遵守规章制度，对于朋友拜托的事都会如期完成，人缘很不错，有教养又懂礼貌的你不喜欢出风头，只要做好职责范围之内的事就尽情沉醉在自我的兴趣中咯，闲暇时候的你那副悠闲自得的模样，很是令人羡慕。

　　【如何排除人际烦恼】

　　因为个性随和的缘故，所以你跟任何人都能和平相处，对人缺乏防备可以说是你的最大缺点，也是你烦恼的根源，心太诚太善的话，很容易被人利用，你必须提高警惕，才不至于让吃亏上当。

　　【对异性的态度】

　　你非常享受谈恋爱的感觉，对于不入眼的异性相当冷漠，一般来说，你很少为爱受折磨，就算有喜欢的对象也不敢主动告白，不过一旦爱起来将是那么热情难挡。

　　【职业预测】

　　你的好耐心是大优点哦，适合当医生、会计师、电脑工程师等。

　　
　　E. 金丝猴

　　知性外表下有颗坚强的心

　　金丝猴具有大智慧，非常聪明，所以这类型的人大多理性又有才华，自信的你就算有再大的成就也不会骄傲，虽然从内心来说，也很希望得到他人的赞赏，但却表现得很沉稳，一副宠辱不惊的样子，你一旦遇到自己喜欢的事就会大把大把投入时间和精力，甚至有可能到废寝忘食的地步哦！

　　【如何排除人际烦恼】

　　你虽然不会主动攻击别人，但却蛮喜欢和别人抬杠！当你与人争论时，总是一副理直气壮的样子，让对手无法招架，对人际关系也有一定的影响，注意一下你的语调，口气不要太严厉了。

　　【对异性的态度】

　　你在感情上是相当自我的人，表面上对恋人百依百顺，其实却很有自己的想法和原则，你讨厌被恋人命令和束缚，一旦分歧过大，你便会主动提出分手。

　　【职业预测】

　　你是最佳的配合者，比较适合做经理助理、经纪人等。

　　
　　F. 长颈鹿

　　知性优雅，默默等待爱情

　　长颈鹿是位冷静的思考者，这类型的人知性而优雅，喜欢研究问题，为人成熟稳重，进退自如，绝不会做出令人大跌眼镜的事情来，人缘不错，大家都很喜欢你，不管遇到什么状况，你都能冷静处理，但也因为在一些小地方上过于保守，可能会白白错失不少机会，当机会降临时可要抓牢哦！

　　【如何排除人际烦恼】

　　你从不会拒绝别人的请求，不管身边的朋友拜托你做什么，你都欣然接受，这样一来，很容易把自己累坏哦！别人喜欢依赖你，而你却找不到可以依赖的人，你必须向别人请求支援才能为自己减压。

　　【对异性的态度】

　　你很少主见主动追求别人，你好像一直在默默等待有缘人的出现哦！过于温吞的个性是你恋爱路上的绊脚石，你必须积极行动起来才能牢牢抓住手中的红线。

　　【职业预测】

　　你的理性和知性，适合做心理咨询师、访谈专员、顾问等。

　　G. 野象

　　自由奔放的霸道主义者

　　野象从小就生长在丛林里，非常热爱自由，高大醒目的外表很是抢眼，这类型的人开朗乐观，自由奔放，颇得众人的喜爱，豪放起来有点不拘小节，不了解你的人可能会被吓一跳哦！你具有积极进取的精神，为人坦率直接，行事果决，不管遇到大事还是小事，都不会犹豫，越能激发你的斗志。

　　【如何排除人际烦恼】

　　你有点小小的霸道，有时候让人很反感，建议你最好控制一下自己的坏脾气，多为别人着想，人际关系才会更加顺利，此外，开玩笑要掌握好分寸，少跟小心眼的人在一起，即可避免不必要的麻烦。

　　【对异性的态度】

　　你能大大方方地跟异性相处，很容易交到男朋友，你的霸道主义有时会让另一半受不了，也很可能会脚踏两条船，唯有心胸宽大的异性，才能给你完美的爱情。

　　【职业预测】

　　你的领导欲超强，不管什么工作都能得心应手，最适合自己当老板

Last Week of Vacation

2009-04-18T20:39:00.001+08:00

Today, it's my last 3^rd day of vacation. I still feel that my vacation is not long enough for me. <I do not need to go for lesson on mon since I can crash lect on tues morning> ^^

Last Sat, I went to sim lim sq to buy the M2 card for my brother's phone. I manage to find a good deal at one of the store located at level 5. 2 GB M2 card costs $13 only. Initially, I wanted to buy a router for my desktop but CK is willing to give me his old wireless modem since he's re-contract his home broadband on wed. With new modem, I will then be able to give my brother the desktop.

On wed, I went to Tampines One Shopping Mall to meet Cousin Daniel and collect the masks that I've ordered from him online. He drove his new car there and I really like those small sized cars!!! On that day, I was contented as CK treated me Sushi Tei. I was craving for the paper hotpot for very long time. The next item which I craved next was ice cream. The very first visit to Sushi Tei at Vivo City, I ate the green tea ice cream while this time, I ate the black sesame ice cream. Haha!! I was addicted to both ice creams!

On Thurs, I transferred 800plus dollars to my aunt's account due to the Taiwan fees. I can feel the pinched on my heart but luckily, my dad sponsored me $500 even though we had bargained earlier on.

Yesterday, I had a steamboat gathering with Cs, Ck and Sharon. Location didn't change and it's still at Cs's house. Thanks to Sharon as she initiated this idea. Overall, we had a very full dinner as usual and before the steamboat, we had a short mah-jong session. I am glad that things didn't change. We are still the old bunch of people, mingling happily like the past. Guess this is our last gathering during our vacation before our school term starts officially on coming mon. < even though Ck's vacation has ended a wk ago>

TP's timetable was out on Thurs. In fact, I knew which class I was in on wed night. I was somehow disappointed that Wenyi and I are in different class. And on the same day, I knew that Regina and Candy whom they are in the same class as me in Sem 2.1, also got into the same class as me on the coming semester!!! So happy! On the next morning, I received an overseas call from Sarah and she broke the news to me that we were in the same class!! Wohoo! Even though Wenyi and the 2 of us are in different class, we are lucky enough to go lectures together as well as lunch…. =D

Today, I stayed at home for the whole day. And I finished chasing most of the dramas and I still 2 more books to complete my fruit basket comics which my cousin has lend me a yr ago. Tomorrow, I think Joey will not be joining us for the temple visit at Wan Fatt Lim Temple as her exams are around the corner… Jiayou, Joey!! I know u can do it man…. ^^

Weeks of Joy

2009-04-10T16:38:00.004+08:00

It has been a long time that i did not make a post for this blog. Lazy... Since March ended, i do not have to go for work. I have been enjoying myself for the rest of my vacation. I did visit places which i haven't been before. For instance, marina barrage. It is a very place for people to chill out with friends. I went there wih CK with our home made food such as salad. We had a fun day over there. I'm sure it's going to be even better for people to visit once the Integrated Resort starts its operation. After that, we headed to bugis, the new shopping mall called Iluma. There are many vacant shops which are still under renovation. Currently, the most happening shop in that mall is Filmgarde cinema. They are having a promo price at $6 until today.

On 28th March, Ck n i went to meet my cousin and ex-Video Ezy colleagues at Siglap. We went to have supper at Mas Asyu. It was rather awkard as Ck is very shy... =.= I hope next time, it'll be an even better gathering. It has been a long long time that i didn't meet Vivien and Caryl! I missed them lotz. Glad to know that they are still the same... Not much changes. haha... After that, Joey and i headed to our grandma's house to stay for the night as we had to tomb sweeping event to attend for the next day. This year's tomb sweeping event was a smooth one. Just that i had an unpleasant encounter in my grandma's house on that night. SobZzz....

I also manage to get a replacement for my Fosil watch as it's not un god condition. Initially, i wanted to get back the same Fossil model a it's the Valentines' Limited Edition for either yr 07/08. However, there isn't any more stock in their warehouse. Therefore, i chose to get a new design from Michael Kors. The watch is rather elegant than the previous one due to its design. I like it very much. However, i had top up a total of $90 due to $60 of difference and $30 for the previous Fossil crown which i was the main reason why i sent it for repairing services. I am rather contented as i got a new watch out of no where.

Yesterday, i went out with Sharon and Ck to downtown east and watch the movie, Handsome Suit. This movie is rather similar to the movie, 200pounds beauty. Storyline is all about appearance. Both'r trying to tell the audience that appearance doesn't means everything. There are more to cherish than rejecting themselves or other people based on appearance. Overall, not too bad, but i still prefer 200 pounds beauty. After that, we headed to expo as there's a courts mega sales. I was looking out for M2 memory card for my brother's phone as he had dropped his old samsung phone into the toilet bowl... That's very careless of him! However M2 card is considered of a higher pricing as compared to other cards. We didn't manage to get the card at the fair there as there'r not many items being exhibited!!! Quite disappointed though.... Long time never go out with Sharon already. That's our first time to go out during out vacation!! Had a fun day ya.... Thanks to her that she has excess cash with her when we'r very hungry at the expo, just before heading home. When went to buy the hotdog bun from orange julius. The hotdog was great! Just that we didn't do a good job when adding mastard, chilli and tomato sauce. Will pay her back next time when we meet again^^

During this long vacation, i had chased finished many dramas:

-星心的泪光 (Taiwan drama)

-盛世人杰 (HK drama)

-大冬瓜 (HK drama)

-甜孙爷爷 (HK drama)

-坚人奸 (HK drama)

-Piano No Mori ( Animae Movie)

-爱情全保 (HK drama)-- want to start watching today but tudou's web is really slow!!

I was relieved to hear from Sarah that she's recovered from sickness last week! Ohya... She can finally have a peaceful vacation before school is going to start soon. Next week, i'm going to have an outing with Sarah and Wenyi... Haven't decided on the details yet, probably go to Escape Theme Park or Wild Wild Wet or K box??? Wenyi has finally finished her English Course at British Council this week.... wohooo! And she did quite well for the overall test! Congrats ya~~

Good things happening....

2009-03-27T23:41:00.003+08:00

I went to take Final Theory test at Comfort Delgro Ubi on Wednesday. I was so very nervous for this test so i kept revising and with the help of online test questions from singaporetests.com. I kept doing the the questions from there for the past few weeks in order to be familiarised with the style of the test. I managed to finish the test in a short while as luck was on my side.Most of the questions which i had for the actual test had appeared on the e trial test. I was so happy to choose test 1 and 10 during the e trial test!!! Or else i will make quite a lot of mistakes for it....

I was surprised that Joey took a longer time to complete the test. I got to know that she received a more difficult set of questions which were more tricker. I was very happy that both of us have passed the 2 theory tests together!!! Sisters rockZzz.... ^^ After that, she went to my house for dinner and we talked crap until 8plus. It was really a fun time with her. We even took funny pictures using the web cam on my lappie, making stupid and funny faces.

Then on Thursday, i went to Ck's house as he cooked for me omu rice but it turned out to be fried egg with onion tomato rice... Hahah... Very funny but still not too bad since it was his first try on omu rice. ^^ After that we went to collect our rings at PS. I called the fossil repair centre and they told me no more exact design for the exchange. My current watch is not in good condition and they cannot fix for me. Since it is under warranty, they allow me to do for an exchange. Initially, i wanted to get back the same design but it was out of stock since it is a Valentines' Day limited edition. It's a bit wasted to go for an exchange but i feel it's worth it as i am aiming at a newer and nicer design which need me to top up around $60. I will not mind to top up the money as i don't wish to see something that will remind me the past events. The person said that they will take about 2-3 days to deliver the stock from their warehouse to the store at Pacific Plaza. Haha, can't wait for the new watch to come....

Today, it was my last day at Trolley. Overall, i enjoyed myself for the last day as i am the first to hit the sales target unknowingly. There were 2 person who came to buy corporate gifts that's y they bought in bulk. They bought 20 boney thumbdrives which cost $700 over dollars. I was feeling very stressed as both of them kept asking for more discounts and request. At the same time, there was another customer who want to choose the doggy mobile charm and he's a little indecisive. He made me so stressed as i need to find and packed the boney thumbdrives for the corporate gifts as the 2 ladies kept nagging at me to pack for her stuff first. Luckily, i managed to pull through and hopefully, i didn't make any mistakes for the transaction.

After that, there's another guy came in and bought the air mail recycle wallet. Haha, i was very happy that my luck's with me today. My boss came in just before our store's closed for the day. She saw Ck and Ck even went to help out to carry stuff from her car into our store... That's so nice. Then i started helping my boss to do some admin work before i went off. I was really surprised to hear from her that i am the first to hit target in fact. ^^ She even gave me a hug before i went with Ck. I was very happy.. Real happy as i didn't know she will give me a leaving hug. Touched!!!

However, i am very upset to haer from Sarah that she kanna preumonia. I am worried for her and she didn't inform me that she's hospitalised!!! Haiz, she's still under treatment by taking anti boitics. Hope she will recover soon so that we can chit chat, go out again. Another person i'm worried is Wenyi as she seemed to be troubled by family stuff yet i cant do anything to help her.....

Changes

2009-03-25T11:58:00.003+08:00

Long time that i didn't update my blog. Lazy i guess.. Haha...

On last tues, i started to fall sick as my throat was in pain ever since mon. I went to work even though i know i was not feeling very well. Therefore, i suffered alot on that day. I had a slight fever and feeling very drowsy and wobby. Thanks to Ck as he sent porridge and panadol for me in the late evening. If i didn't take any panadol, i think i would still be in an unconcious state of mind.

However, it seems like my sickness had worsen the next day. Luckily, i managed to find another colleague to replace me or else i'll have no mood and energy to serve any customer for the day. Therefore, i went to see doctor on wed afternoon. I stayed at home for many days to rest and went to work for 2nd shift on fri. Luckily, i have sharon to accompany so time flies very fast as compared to be alone in the store. Thanks, gal! ^^ When we reached Bedok station, i was surprised that Ck was waiting for me at the exit of the station. He likes to give surprises... Hahaha... Sharon even thought i had arranged with him before hand... haha...

Then i went to work on Sat for the first time as one of my colleague went to Japan for holiday, so i was there to cover him. Ck, sharon and Cs went to play badminton on that afternoon. So far so good i guess.... haha...After that, Ck went back to bath and meet me for dinner. We went to Ma Manison at Bugis Junction. It was recommended by Joey. I reall love the style of the restarant. Very dark and romantic and we waited for more than half an hour just to get a table. There are limited seats and table and i don't really like the bar table seats. It was an enjoyable dinner and our favourite dish is the omu rice with tomato sauce! The green tea jelly is also very special. I love the tuna garden salad too. Very fresh! I will want to go to the branch at Clark Quay in future as i heard from Joey that the scenery is nicer over there.

This week i am supposed to work on tues, thurs and fri. But there are internal changes going on. So i am left with Friday to work. I know that i can no longer work for many days from now on with the changes going on. I will not feel too upset as i can have another mindset. I can use this holiday to rest well and be energised when school starts. This is my last academic semester in school, therefore, i must have the fullest n enjoyable holiday before my poly holiday ends.... My attachment will start on the semester break in Aug.

On monday, i went to Taka and passed Sharon the store keys as she needs it on Tues. Before Ck and i went to Taka, our first destination was Plaza Singapura. We went to get couple rings... haha... But it will be only ready on Thurs as they need time for the lazer engraving. That will be our 2nd month anniversary gift. Today, i woke up earlier to prepare udon curry for him. I'll be passing it to him before i head for FTT at Ubi later.

Yay! Can get to eat home made omu rice tml!!!! Hohoho, but i'm not the chef, chef is him!!! I am there to enjoy the delicious omu rice!!!

Ok, i shall stop blogging and get back to my last minute revision for final theory driving test ah!!! All the best Joey and myself!!! ^^

ohya, confirm that i will be going to taiwan for 6Ds on 6th June oo!!! So happy. Going fr Joey n her mum n more..... =D

Up! Your Service Course

2009-03-12T21:35:00.002+08:00

I went for Up! Your service enrichment course as make-up lesson. The original slot was actually on Monday and Tuesday, 9th and 10th. I couldn't make it as i need to prepare for the SLG presentation.

Luckily, Sarah helped me to ask the tutor on my behalf and i can actually attend a make-up session.

I feel that the class was more interesting yesterday as the tutors are very interactive as compared to today's one. One of the tutors in our class yesterday was a counsellor in the area of future studies. He made recommendations about what are the possible routes that i can take when i graduate from TP. Probably social sciences route in local uni??

When i received a sms from TP, i was very disappointed with my own Sem 2.2 results. It's really hard to score as i really had put in my best effort to score as high as possible. I was disappointed with Finance Acc as i only got a Bplus as i thought an A might be possible initially. Club, Resort, Spa's paper is also a killer, i still maintain a Cplus even i thought i could have done well for the final exam paper. I was quite stunned to know that i got a Cplus for my elective, Tourism Cullture and Society as i heard from my group mates that the tutor said my individual culture report was not too bad with only bits of plagarism. Travel and Transport Business is as expected to be a C as we all know we can't score well there. Contemporary Special Interest Tourism is a B same as Festival Event Mangement. So overall, there are 1Bplus, 2 Bs, 2Cplus, 1 C. This caused my GPA to fall even further from 3.42 to 3.37 and finally to 3.24.

My mood was really bad once my service course ended yesterday. Initially, i hope to meet him but he seems to be quite sick, so i didn't wish to disturb him resting. I knew he was worried about me. I also couldn't control my emotions well so i chose to return back home to take a nap.

Today, i met the course leader for Finance Acc while i was on my way to TP's bookshop. Surprisely, she remembered me as i was in her lecture class only. She asked about how's my Finance Acc results and i told her a Bplus. She said not too bad but i personally may have a higher expectations.

Many people consoled me not to be disappointed and i am trying to let this burden down if not i will kanna depression sooner or later....

Once i received the sms from TP yesterday, i have been considering if i should quit from working PT once sch starts. I told myself to decide in a later time but it seems like my boss need my schedule for the period when sch starts on April 20. So i finally gave her a msg about quitting after my course ended. I was surprised that she said no worries. However, i was very concerned about how my boss felt cuz right from the start, she told me that she's looking for permenant part timers yet i have to quit halfway.

Presentation With Sentosa Leisure Group

2009-03-10T22:28:00.002+08:00

Last Sat, it was my Cousin Joey's 21st Family celebration. It was a funny combination as Ck and Sharon were invited to her birthday dinner. At first, my brother cousin is going to bring his friend along for mahjoing session but his friend didn't come last minute.

I went to look for Joey in the late morning at Downtown East for shopping of groceries. Then we headed to her house to prepare the food. I was so unlucky to be poked by the prawns on my leg as well as my hand. My Second Uncle and Joey's Mum said the prawns want to get revenge before they are being eaten by us. Hahah, so funny la.

When i went to fetch Sharonn Ck at the bus stop, they had alighted at the wrong stop. Therefore, i had to walk one bus stop away to find them in the heavy rain. I somehow regretted not to heed Sharon's advice to let both of them take cab to my cousin's house where they were. I was totally wet when i fetched them not even to my Cousin's house yet.

Luckily, Joey has extra clothing, both top and bottom, for me to change after bathing. Joey also lend Sharon a Tee Shirt to change. Too bad, we don't have extra bottom for Ck to change.

It may seems werid that the dinner didn't include Joey's friends but don't worry, she is going to have many birthday celebration this week. Feel happy for her. So, Sharon and CK's presence make the atmosphere more lively. Especially, Sharon, because of her bubbly characteristic. We made fun of Joey when it came to the cutting of cake session. Overall, it was an enjoyable celebration with all of them even though there may be parts where Joey was unhappy about.

Sharon and CK headed home around 12.30pm after a short mahjiong session. CK and I had somem issue for the night and things are fine now. All because of Sharon's help as a middleman. Thank you, my dear Friends.... ^^ My family and I stayed at Joey's house for the night and i went for project meeting around 5pm at TP. All because of the Sentosa Leisure Group's PPT that we need to prepare before hand.

Therefore, we spent sun, mon and tues together as a group to prepare for this evening's presentation. The presentation was delayed for at least half an hour. When the presentation ended, we were somehow disappointed as there were some points we forgot to take into considerations. I consoled Loong not to be disappointed but i was upset too. We must think on the bright side saying that at least we were the one of the 2 groups in HTM course being short listed, and we knew where are the areas we have done wrong.... After that, i went to TM to meet CK for dinner. He was still feeling quite unwell as what i've been observing.

Hope everything will be ok... Pray hard for tml release of exam results thru sms.... =_="

A shocking news

2009-03-05T12:41:00.003+08:00

This morning, not long after i woke up, i received a msg from loong. He said that our group is short listed for the Festival and Event Management project - by Sentosa Leisure Group. OMG! Out of so many groups that existed,we are one of the 5 or 6 groups that are selected for the formal presentation on the coming tues. It happened to be on the last day for UP your service course. I'm not sure of what i should do. Just waste the $20 over dollars for this presentation?? Haiz...

Somemore, Michelle and Rachel seem to object on this idea of being attached to Sentosa Leisure Group from start. So, i'm wondering what shall we do? Rachel may not be around in Singapore today as what i have heard from Loong just now. The only day i'll be free for project discussion for this 'Pipe Dreaming in Night Race' proposal. It's going to be a super ultra formal presentation i guess.... Oh GOsh!!!!

If we'r really being selected for the final event concept, it's a great opportunity for us to work as a team again. I love this combination man!! haha.....

Yesterday, we went to Kallang for ice skating as a team but Purdee didn't join us. I was surprised that none of us fell down yesterday... hohoho... I started it with a very scary feeling as it has been a long long time that i didn't pick this up again. Although i'm not as pro as my other 3 friends, at least i have started to pick up some skills on skating... hahaha.... It was a fun day overall but mood was disturbed by a very rude animae shop owner in Kallang Leisure Park. Forget it, i'm not that petty.

This week, i have been working quite long hours as i'm a new staff who need more familiarisation on how the store runs. Later, i'll be doing the 2nd shift for work alone and i'm very happy that dear is willing to accompany me until my shift ends. The stores around my working place are mostky closed by the time my shift ends for the day and there are only night clubs that starts their business operations along the amoy street.

Tml, i'll be working with Eunice for full shift again just like Tuesday. Then for sat, it's my Cousi Joey 21st birthday celebration with our family. We'l be having steamboat at her house for dinner and i'll be staying over to help her clean the kitchen. Hope she is going to have a fun day with us! hohoho....

First day for training at work

2009-02-26T21:09:00.002+08:00

This morning, i woke up around 11plus just to ensure i will not be too late for work. I managed to reach there before 1pm and my boss didn't go down the store to give me personal training. Instead, Sharon's cousin was there to brief me on the product knowledge. Now, i finally understood Sharon's feeling after she went down for first day of training at work there.

It was indeed not an easy task to remember all the products' pricing and information in such a short while. However, i did try my very best to ask as many questions as possible. On coming monday, my boss will be giving me a personal training. Started to feel even more stress.

Thanks to Sharon's offer as she helped both of us to buy our lunch for the day. However, i forgot to pay her the money for the lunch. I'll pay her next time when i see her ba...

Why should i torture myself after last paper for the semster. Now i have so many things to do. To be familiarised with the store configuration, know clearly about the product knowledge and to start revision for my final advance theory test. OMG... Falling sick once i reached home just now. I think i kanna flu again... =-=

Tml, i'l be going out with dear for my anticipated movie, Marley n Me. We will also be going to buy his havannas slippers and our newbie tee shirt... Ok, going to rest soon. Headache.... =-="

Exam is OVER!

2009-02-25T22:22:00.007+08:00

Today was my last day of paper. This semester, we onlyhave 2 written paper to take. Yesterday was accounting paper and today was Club, resort n spa business. During my study break, it was a routine for me to take afternoon naps and watch my series show at the same time. Or lse, i don't think i can survive for the entire week just for revision on two papers.

Besides that, during my study week, i did also enjoy myself with my friends n cousin Joey... A warm hearted meal by dear on last wed, went out to register for advance theory test with Joey and dinner after that, went for a job interview recommended by my friend, Sharon, on last sat. Before the inteview, we went to arcade at Bugis Junction as Sharon was craving for Initial D3. Seems like she has mad a lot of improvement =)

Thanks to my sharon darling! I will be going down to the shop again tomorrow for briefing and familiarisation. from 1pm to4pm

Before my exam, i managed to meet dear for a short while as he also need to head towards TM to buy some stuff. So we took bus 23 together. I am very happy when finally have the chance to mee him again after sat. Seeing him before exam allows me to gain more energy and confidence for the coming exam. hohoho....

Today, i went out with Sarah and Wenyi for a big meal as early Birthday celebration for wenyi. It's a pitty that we didn't get a cake for her. Hope we still can get her one next week. Actually, we decided to go Bugis's wang jiao cafe for our dinner, however, it was raining super heavily and we decided to take mrt to bugis instead of bus 23. We'll confirmed get drench if we alight at Sim Lim Sq's bus stop. When we reached Tampines, we decided to eat at TM's area as we were feeling very hungry. Haiz, no neoprint n hk's style food today but we were lucky to dine at Swensen in TM. The service and food over there are considered above average. I am very satisfied with the overall dinning experience. The staff over there are generally very welcoming and service-oriented. I am very willing to go back there for another meal next time. This meal was our treat to Wenyi as her birthday treat. Hope she has enjoyed the overall dinning experience too.

However, i was getting listless at the later part as i was drained out of energy from the exam. We have all agreed to make arrangement for our next outing with singing session, neoprint session and HK cafe meal at Bugis.

Haha, also need to arrange one day for our this semester group's outing... Ah loong ah, pls arrange oo... ^ ^

Ok, going to sleep soon le.... Yay, exam over le but now need to concentrate on my final theory driving test....

Sarah's meal- sambal fish

Wenyi's meal- chix cutlet

Fio's meal- fish in pocket

our share meal- chix pasta
wenyi's ice-cream

sarah n my ice cream

fio n wenyi

sarah n wenyi

sarah n fio

Study Break

2009-02-18T20:55:00.005+08:00

Study break started officially on last sun as i've been staying at home most of the time unless i really need to go out for some reason.

Yeterday, my cousin called me out to register for th Advance Theory Driving Test and our test date is 26th March. That is fast =-= i need to get go with the revision once my school exam ends on next wed. Time flies. Feel that my revision week flies so fast. After registeration, we headed to Hougang Mall to eat our dinner and search for Caryl's birthday present. Finally settled her gift le. =) So disaapointing when i bought one of the dessert from Hougang Mall, so sweet until i can't swallow well. =-=" Haiz.

Today, i went to Recruit Express at Tampines CPF building for an interview. The guy who arranged with me went out for lunch at 12pm... Initially i was quite angry but forgot it, he's the one who may help me to secure a holiday job. After 45min of loitering, he is finally backed from lunch. The guy who inteviewed me is quite gd looking in nature... Strong voltage ... Haha, joking.... However,it was a shame that i didn't know my phone rang after an hour once my interviewed ended. I forgot switch from silent to normal mode. Haiz, their work efficiency is really good this time but i hope i didn't miss this job opport.

After that, i went shopping for groceries with dear. Haha, because he promised me that he will cook for me a meal. So decided it's today. He cooked spagattii with botton mushroom and my fav pork balls. Hoho, very nicely cook. Taste just nice. He was busy preparing the meal while i wait patiently by watching my online show at Tudou... That portion is meant for 2 person as i surely cant finish it even though my stomach may hav become bigger nowadays lo....

Before we decided to go his house to cook a meal for me, he kept warning me that his mum is very scary and his house condition will give me a 'wow' feeling. However, i feel that this time was quite alright as his mum haven't show her true character in front of me. Am i consider lucky or unlucky ?? Haha. His house may seem older but still can continue to stay with major rennovation in the coming years will be even better...

Just before i went home, CY came back. I knew he did it purposely to avoid me. He act very cool before he headed out again to swim. I had no idea how should i react when we meet again in future. His reactions are damn obvious as if i had offended him. Forget it, just hope this ice will be break soon.

Poor mum n dad. They both fall sick since 2 to 3 days back. Both of them are coughing very badly as i can hear from my room. Hope they will recover soon.... ^ ^

Valentine's Day 2009

2009-02-15T18:10:00.012+08:00

It has been a long time that Valentine's Day has become meaningful and enjoyable for me....

Although plans were came up together, we still enjoyed ourselves yesterday. My TTB online test ended super early than expected as those who finished the test were allowed to leave the area. I left the room with Loong and went out to discuss about the test.

We were both waiting for our partners to arrive. He and his gf had a very simple and sweet val time as they don't wish to go crowded area.

As for me, we went to Tampines mall and i hopped onto bus 23 which he had first boarded the bus from my house's bus stop. Initially, i don't intend to eat lunch as i had eaten left over rice at home before i went to TP for the test. However, i think something is very wrong with me nowadays as i will become very hungry in a very short while, probably increase in digestion rate. So our first activitiy was to eat Tappanyaki at TM B1, which i have craved for a very long time. It's getting more expensive from $5plus tp $7 currently. It's so nice that i can't resist the temptation.

Next, we set off all the way to Bird Park at Boon Lay area. The travelling time was really long that i can fell asleep while heading back home aroun 9plus. I managed to see my fav snowy owl there. The area where owls are kept was super dark... I really pitty those owl as visitors kept using flash to take photos...

It was a humid and sunn day and we kept sweating. Lucky i wear simple clothing. Brought my new cap but didn't wear... Haha.... We took a a lot of photos yesterday. That was fun and in the night time, we went to Jurong Point to eat our dinner. All the restauarants were packed and the waiing queues were long like a dragon. -_- Initially, i wan to eat ding tai fung but too many people and i don't want to waste money. So we went to a foodcourt with no aircon and eat my fav hokkien mee in banana leaf. That is of high quality food which i love to eat.

Before we went to Jurong Point, i was prediciting i might see someone whom i don't really wish to see. As expected, i saw someone's dad at the Hokkien Mee queue frommy seat area while he went to queue on my behalf for the food.

It is going to be 2 weeks that we've been together.... I feel that everything is getting alright as i can sense he really care about me.

I do not know why some images of bad experiences flew pass my mind just before i went to take a short nap just now. Those people who used to disappoint and break my heart just appeared. I guess i may be worrying something that is unnecessary.

I think it's very normal as i always have this kinda of feeling when things are getting too good than i thought. I'll start to worrying god my want to change our fate and let me face the feeling of separated with people whom i care.

~~i just wanna a simple yet lasting one, will this come true?, i asked myself~~

Last week of the School Semester at Sentosa

2009-02-13T17:33:00.002+08:00

This week's tuesday was the last day of my class over at Sentosa camous. Somehow, i will miss the times where lesson were held over there because of the long travelling hours...

However, it's a regret that i didnt bring my cam on tues to take down some unique moments which we had.

On wed, i had a self declared off day since it's only a 2hours tutorial at Sentosa. I went to Raffles Place with him to buy Bird park tickets. It was my first time to walk from NTUC building at Raffles to the merlion park, esplanade, citylink, marina sq. It was really a distance away but i had a fun time. There are 2 merlions over there next to palm beach restauarnt where i worked there before. I prefer the big merlion as it looks more attractive...

On thurs, it was the last official day of school for me and we had about 5 hours break in between. Initially, Loong and Purdee wanted to go home and sleep but we all dragged them further away from their house... ^ ^ So we went to e hub at downtown east to eat our lunch. i started to like the restauarnt, BBQ Chicken as that was the 2nd time which i had dine there. The first time was with Sharon.

After that, we went to hav a bowling session and it was really fun even though i had the lowest scores among the 5 people.

When the bowling session ended around 2.40pm, and our lesson was pushed forward to 3pm instead of 4pm. We took cab back to TP and begged the taxi driver to accomodate 5 of us... Haha... such a fun day....

We also took a lot of photos with our classmates and 2 of out fav tutors for the day.

Today, i locked myself in the house as tml is the 25% TTB online test at Tp. Such a lame subject... =-=

Hope tml is going to be a fine day ah...

Suki Sushi @ Cineleisure

2009-02-09T21:16:00.004+08:00

Today, i did not went to school. Instead, we arranged to go for a make up birthday treat for our mr loong... His birthday has passed but we want to celebrate for him. It seems like he ate a lot more than the rest... This mean that it's worth the price that we paid. However, i think i didn't eat much as the sushi is very filling and i might have eat too fast initially. I didn't have any breakfast this morning and specially wait for this big feast. There were many food that i like a lot such as the cream puff which has ice cream inside.

After that, i went to shop around while Loong, Kelvin, Veralyn n her bf went to DOuby Ghaut to play games. Heard from Loong that Veralyn played until she fell asleep there.. Haha, think she is very tired ba.

When i managed to get stuff that i wanted, i went to his school area to find him. After that, accompanying to walk back to his house. It is really near-by... =-= so envy la...

After so many days of internal conflict in myself, i finally thought through it. I will not want to make him worry about me with the tears that he had seen.

I shall be less emotional and make things move on.

~Time is the essence & remedy for all of us~

Happenings

2009-02-08T21:02:00.004+08:00

It has been a whole week that i didnt update my blog for some personal reason. Things get so complicated that i may not be able to explain over here.

I just can say that 2nd Feb is the day where everything started officially.

However, things did not get as smooth as i thought. The brotherhood matters is the greatest challenge to him now. I knew it is not easy to make a decision between brotherhood and the person whom he likes. I will not force him but to support him whatever he needs to do.

I will like to thanks Sharon who helps to be the middle person this time round as there's a person who misunderstood. Also, Loong, i knew you have been a very great friend and wish to help me solve this problem by posting some comment on the blog. I also spoke to Joey about my problems and sorry to make her worry too... No matter what the consequence is going to be, i am very gratful for those who have been there for me when i was very confused at that time.

I can't deny that i really feel bad towards the consequence of their brotherhood just because of my presence. I also need time to let this pass and i don't wish to affect this relationship which has just started.

A rest day at Hm

2009-01-31T22:44:00.002+08:00

It was a rest day for me today. As promised, i did stayed at home to revise my work. I really tried my best to absorb what i had revised but seems like i'm still in holiday mood.

I started revision in the late afternoon as i was chasing my Hk drama when i woke up in the early noon. However, i dosed off in the late evening while i was revising. I think i did not have enough sleep last night. As expected that i will have leg cramps whenever i walked too much for the day... I think the cramp was gone when my mum went into my room to off the air con around 5plus in the morning, after that, i did have quite a nice sleep until noon time.

I was so happy tat someone help me to get the formal pants at Bugis G2000 today.... So happy la!!! But i think need to be altered to suit my height... Haha....

Memorable Outing

2009-01-30T23:31:00.002+08:00

I went out with someone this afternoon to Parkway Parade to do some window shopping.

The first thing we got was Each a Cup bubble tea. I haven't drink that for a long long time. My fav drink over there is Honey Milk Tea and i found out he what he actually likes to drink already... HAha...

When i managed to find a suitable pants for formal wear, the black colour was out of stock... Feel quite disappointed that i could'nt get the 2 pants together at G2000 today. Cuz it's more worth it to get 2 pants at once due to promo rate. Thanks to his help for walking here and ther to get sizes from the sales person. Maybe i can try my luck on sun at TM before we start our CNY house visiting....

We went to eat at the Parkway Market for early dinner. I somehow missed the food over there ever since i stopped working at that place a year ago... The next destination was the Pet Shop near to the market... The dogs are not of much variety but i feel that the hamsters and rabbits are so cute. I finally managed to see how rabbits jumped... KEke...

Last destination for the night was ECP. We sat on the high rocks along the beach and chatted for quite sometime... Time flies yet it was really an enjoyable outing... Thanks for giving me such a wonderful memory even though thing we done today were simple.... It's really an opportunity for us to know more about each other...

Recently, i kept avoiding Kenneth's inviting to go out with him. He even msg me in the afternoon and asked me if i am willing to accompany him to shop at Bugis tml... I didnt reply him and he called me in the late noon to ask if i can have dinner with him tonight. I rejected him... And i sounded quit secretive over the phone call just now. I do feel quite bad to reject him everytime as i knew it was my fault to be like this as i didn't clear things out with him. I also don't wish to give hin false hope everytime but i can't bear to hurt him if i tell him straight.

Cousin Joey asked me for mahjong session for tml late night. I promised myself to stayat hm the whole day tml to start on my Tourism Culture and Society (TCS) revision as the test falls on next thurs. I am really scare what if i can't do well for the test again... I received my results on online yesterday about my previous CRSpa test. I got a B grade. Very very disappointed with my own results. I really try my best to answer the questions yet i didnt do well for it.

One presentation down

2009-01-29T22:55:00.002+08:00

This morning, we had make-up tutorial at a lecture theatre. The whole theatre belongs to our class... haha...

Yay! From tis wk onwards, our acc tut will be shift to thurs so that we don't need to go to school on Tuesday. This means that we have a 3 day week for the remaining 2-3 weeks left.

Just know that my exam papers fall on 24th and 25th Feb. That means we will have quite some time for revision... However, the last paper will be in the late noon. We will not be able to enjoy ourselves after the paper for long hours already...

Tomorrow outing with Sarah and Wenyi is cancelled as i received a sms from wenyi that her aunt just passes away yesterday. So sorry to hear that... Initially, we are going to watch movie as wenyi has 3 free movie passes but too bad, tml is the last day of validity. Hope she is doing fine now...

My mood today was not very good due to my attire. I decided to wear pants today just because i cannot wear high heels shoes for the moment. I though by wearing long pants will not make my ugly ah mah shoes so obvious. But the pants are still very baggy... Not very fitting at all. Guess i must be too use to tight fitting wear....

Today's presentation, most of my team mates were so nervous about it. Including me. I don't know why i have phobia speaking in front of many people even people whom i know. I thought it will be alright until it's my turn to speak. I knew i had done quite badly as i forgot all my lines when it's my turn. I can feel the heat coming out from my neck area for that few minutes. Thank God, it's Purdee, who managed to complete her last sentence before the 20min was up.

yey! My group presentation for a combined project falls on next wed which means we have a longer period of time to prepare... ^ ^

Love matters

2009-01-28T20:40:00.003+08:00

This morning, the lesson lasted less than 2hours and we headed to project room to have a start rehearsal and compiled the powepoint slides for tomorrow's presentation.

After the meeting, i headed to Tampines to watch Love Matters. Some ppl said it was not nice at all whereas some said it is super funny. Tickets were sold out in GV so i rushed all the way to Century sq. So lucky that i'm unable to get the tickets for 2.45pm show. So i went to take lunch before the shows started. Overall, i find the show interesting with a lot of humours that are super duper funny. But there's a lot of sexual content, really not suitable for young kids. Luckily, they rate it as NC16. Haha...

Tomorrow is going to be a super long day as lesson starts from 10am to 6pm with only 1 hour break from 12 to 1 pm. This is due to Finance Accounting Make-up tutorial lesson for first day of CNY.

~~--等待中&享受这种奇妙的感觉--~~

^ ^

First & Second day of Moo Moo yr

2009-01-27T21:11:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, i woke up as early as 9.30am as i was afraid that some of my relatives will visit us early like last year. Since i woke up early, i started my dressing session first once i went for a bath. I stayed inside my room most of the time as i'm not used to mingling with my father's side relatives. All the cousins are not very close to me also. SO i stayed in my room and i watched a new taiwan series: 心星的泪光. It's quite touching and makes me feel like continue to chase for the drama.

My family went out around 2plus as soon as all my relatives have arrived. We headed to Sentosa for the flower festival and it started to rain when we'r on the vehicle. After that it stopped but things went wrong. The vehicle queue to Sentosa was super long and we waited for more than 45 minutes just to get into Sentosa. We regretted of my parking our vehicle at Vivo City and take the monorail train inside. We paid for the entrance and vehicle fees ($8)but decided to head to my grandmother's house. WHY?! Because of the "GOOD" planning by Sentosa. They sealed he road towrds Imbiah Lookout where the Flower Festival was held. They want vehicle owners to park our cars at Sentosa Cove which super ulu and far away from the center of Sentosa. They expect us o take a free shuttle bus from Sentosa Cove to Imbiah Lookout. We were super fed up as the queue for the shuttle bus was super long also. We left the place with a stomach of anger! Such a waste of the entrance fee. In the past, the Sentosa mangement allowed us to park our vehicle at Imbiah Area but now they changed theit plan! It was so "brillant" man! I will never go there again fr the flower festival in future. ARGH! My plan was destroyed!!!!

When i reached my grandma's house, my second uncle left the house soon. Haiz, no more an united reunion dinner this yr!! They are so 'filial' to our grandmother man! This yr, my grandma cannot prepare steamboat cuz her body is getting weaker. So if we were to order food or go out and eat, they have to chip in. Haiz, they just gave excuses and went off just ike that. I'm very disappointed with the adults who are setting bad examples for us, the younger generation. So.... We ordered KFC and Pizza Hut for our dinner for the day.

After that, they came to my house for a visit as i need to pack my clothes and spectacles since my cousin Hui and I were heading to Cousin Joee's house to stay overnight for a fun night. It's a pitty that my brother didn't join us as he's feeling very tired due to insufficent sleep. We played mahjiong from 11plus all the way to 2plus. It's a 3 person game as we couldn't find the 4th player. I didn asked Sharon if she can join us but she cannot lo... Haha... Now i have somehow mastered how to play the real mahjing in 'TAIS" under the guidance of Cousin Joee... Cousin Hui also know how to play le... Keke. I won for the night! First time leh! Haha, cuz it's easier to win big in a 3 players game.

Today, we woke up around 10plus in the morning to prepare simple breakfast. That was so delicious ya! My parents and brother came and fetch the 3 of us around 1pm. Our first destination was my 四婶婆's house. We went there to 拜太岁爷& 虎爷. This yr, ppl born in the yr of Snake has to 拜虎爷. My 四婶婆 is so funny. She is very good at predicting our future and is quite accurate too. She asked if i like to sing and dance by pridicting from my 生辰八字. Haha, quite accurate as i do like singing, The last question was even funnier. Cuz she asked do i know how to cook? I smile at her and said no. Haha, she said to me, must learn how to cook, it's good for me. Seems like she is hinting to me that i should get this cooking skill... Ok, i shall learn how to cook as soon as i have free time. ^ ^

After that, we went to 2 other relatives' houses for visiting and our last destination was my big uncle's hosue. They invited us for steamboat dinner!!haha! That was my 3rd steamboat for this new yr.... I was somehow sick of the varirty of food for steamboat now.. I will try to avoid this for the next few months ya... Keke.... Overall, i feel that this yr cny past very fast and we did not have enough time to visit more relatives as well as to go out with my family....

Fio before going out to 拜年

Fio & Cousin Joee

Cousin Cheng Hui

Our Breakfast today ^ ^Fio- 2nd day of CNYDad's van- described by my cousins that the van look so miniature like a toy van... KEke~

Last day of Rat Year

2009-01-25T21:01:00.002+08:00

Oh yay! This is the last day of Rat Year in the calendar... I woke up this afternoon with a very heavy head. Probably slept too late last night around 3am. Plus, drank a bottle of beer last night. That makes me kept waking up throughtout the night of sleep. I knew this is very common whenever i drink too much beer to alcoholic drinks.

Today, didn't go to Sentosa for the flower festival cause my dad came home late from work and we have many stuff left undone. For the whole afternoon, i was on my lappie watching shows, printing notes. Then my parents started the dinner early just now around 7pm. After that my brother and i helped our parents to do some simple housechores like sweeping and mopping the floor. Very tiring as our house is very messy and dirty before we get our work started.

Finally done with the cleaning part for the day, now can relax a bit..... Happy New year! Hope it will be a better year for us... Moo Moo!~ Welcome our mr ox! Bye, mousey! ^ ^

CNY celebration with my friends

2009-01-25T00:58:00.004+08:00

This morning, i really feel like i'm a fool walking up and down the stret with the market trolley while looking for my grandma. I finally managed to find her after i shopped for groceries at NTUC as well as Sheng Shiong Supermarket. All the supermarkets in Singapore are packed with Uncle, Aunties, Very scary. This had worsen my condition of my leg since then.

After that, we had a festive gathering at CS'house today. The supermaket over there was also packed. I think i waited for more than 15minutes just for paying the groceries. Sharon forgot to bring the sparkles so CK accompied her back home to take.

While waiting for them, we started preparing the food for the steamboat. I was a little guilty for a small accident that occured to CS while he was preparing some food for me. I kept complaining that i'm hungry so he get thing started with the frying pan. Unfortunately, the oil has splashed onto his eye. Luckily, not a very serious problem. When both of them came back, we started on our Mahjong session. It was the first mahjiong session for CK.

Our steamboat session started at 8pm and ended around 10pm. When we helped to clear the messed that we've made, Sharon and I started to get high and talked nonsense. I knew that was nonsense but i enjoyed it! So fun as both CK and CS also joined our nonsense act. I think it's because of the Hoegarden that i've drank. Made me so high... haha... Loong, don't worry la. I only drank one bottle of that beer today. What i'm worrying is the amount of food intake la. Haha! Eat so much nowadays, surely get fatter when cny is over.

Finally, it comes to our last activity for the day which is playing the sparklers before we went home. It has been a long long time that i didn't touch this kind of thing... What a fun day.... ^ ^

Tml, not sure of what time my dad will come back from work. If too late, i dont think we'l be going to Sentosa for the flower festival le... =-='''

Luckily, i managed to reach home a few minutes before my parents or else i will be nagged and nagged by them. yay! ^ ^

Before Meal starts

My Hoegarden Beer

Sharon

CK- good at running away from cam

Fio

After meal

Night view from CS's house area

Final activity for the day

Done with room spring cleaning

2009-01-23T23:15:00.002+08:00

Today, i managed to work up as late as i planned, around 12 plus. After that, i went to Bedok Central's NTUC to shop for steamboat's groceries with the 2 'macho' men. I've spent less than the budget which my dad gave me. Hopefully, the food is enough for 5 person on sun evening. I tried to cut down on the quantities due to past yr experiences. There will also be a lot of leftovers on the reunion dinner.

We also bought food for steamboat needed for tml's dinner at CS' house. It's another festive that we are going to dine together. However, this time, CY is nt going to join us. I did ask him once again online just now but he didn't intend to reply me. That was what i expected long ago.

Msg for Sharon:
Don't be too afriad to accept the challenge of ur new job... give it ur best shot and see if you really like the nature and pace of the job. All u need is time. Time to see if u r able to adapt. ^ ^ Jiayou!!!

Didn't join CS and CK at CS' house after shopping for food in the afternoon as my grandma will definitely nag at me if i go home late today again. She knows that my leg is still not fully recovered yet. They had a drinking and eating session with Henkkien beer and maggi noodles with the new steamboat heater that we bought at NTUC earlier. Haha... CS finally trained his alcoholic tolerance level. I knew he's going to be alright with the drink de...

I carried on with my drama show and proceeded to the final stage of spring cleaning of my room. Basically, everything is cleaned and considered quite tidy by now.

Yay! Tml can eat steamboat and drink beer lo. I think i have to sleep soon as i need to wake up quite early tml. I'll be accompanying my grandma to the supermarket to buy some more groceries. Her legs are not in best conditions so i decided to accompany her there for safety issues.

Finally a break~

2009-01-23T01:10:00.003+08:00

This morning, i woke up earlier than expected. Probably worried for the test which starts at 2pm. It was an online test. I heard from my friends that most of the stuff came out from the glossory section. Yet most of us didn't touch that. I didn't really score that well as compared to the first test of TTB... My score was 30 out of 30. Quite disappointing but i didnt feel much this time. Probably it's what i've expected. Before the test, i went to collect the 'Housekeeping Certificate' from Ms Quah. I was waiting for this since that time i went for the programme at Roxy Hotel. WOOSH~ This can help me to beautify my portfoilo a little... ^ ^

We stayed back after school from 6 to 7pm to do some touching up for the project that is going to due in a few hours time from now. I am really happy that the report is going to be done soon after our dearest Purdee are done with editing of the overall report, Rachel done with editing of the F&B menu, Michelle done with hr mindmap... Jiayou everyone...Seems like i have done my part for the report.... How i wish they can assign me something to do now... Feel so bad to go offline again this time....

My condition of right ankle: I think still in slight and unexpected pain especially when i need to walk down a staircase.

While i was on my way back home, my mood was super high because i am going to enjoy a 5 day CNY holiday from tml onwards. Tml dun need to go back to school to hand in the project as Rachel and Michelle will help us... Thank you so much!!!~ Means that i can wake up naturally again... Tml, i will need to go and shop groceries that are needed for saturday and sunday steamboat session.... Luckily, i have 2 macho guys (even though both are skinny.... Keke) to help me carry the food items...

Tiring and fun day

2009-01-21T23:16:00.002+08:00

Today, we requested to crush tutorial with the 11am class as we dont wish to stay back until 2pm for lessons. It such a waste of time. So nice of our beloved Mr Low... Haha... He specially opened a lecture room for us to combine 2 classes for that slot of tutorial lesson. After that, we headed straight to rachel's house at Serangoon for project meeting. She woke up late today... =-= so she didnt go to Sentosa for any lessons.

We started from 2plus to 7plus. A long day but still manage to get on the right track. At least most of the major things are settled. Today was also a very fun project meeting due to or mr loong... Haha... he always made us cry and laugh out loud!!! Just finished compiling and meddling with the Appendices section. Super tired ever since i was on my way home. I dont even know if i can absorb the revision if is start now... Tml afternoon, we have one onlin test from topic one to seven... Going to cry out loud this time. I don't have much confidence this time round as i haven grasp the main points yet. Tired tired plus my anke is still not fully recovered yet...

Cant wait for Friday to come!!! Festive mood will be there soon... Wait for me ya! ^ ^

A tough day

2009-01-20T22:02:00.002+08:00

I went to school this morning quite late because i skipped two lectures for the day. These 2 are not compulsory as we are not going to be tested in the final exam. ^ ^

I felt that today i was in great inconvenience as i couldn't work like a normal person. My groupmates had to accomodate to my speed of walking.. Felt so bad about it. Now i feel that there are many ppl who do care about me... Feel so touched... haha...

I can feel the pressure on my right foot when i was about to reach home soon. Probably i had walked too much for the day. How i wish the campus is at TP lo!!!

Finally removed the bandage before i went to bath in the evening. The itchness made me go mad once i removed the whole bandage. Now, without bandage allows me to walk easier as compared with bandage on on ankle. But i can still feel my ankle quite tight and pain in some areas.

Hopefully, i will be able to walk down the staircase without difficulties or else i really have to spend the money again plus going through the super painful process!!! I don't want!

First in my life time

2009-01-19T21:52:00.003+08:00

Today, i finally went to see chinese physician after my project meeting. I couldn't stand the pain whenever i wanted to go down the staircase. I was quite afraid when i asked my mum to take number queue for me. Luckily, Sharon was free around that time and she went to see doctor with me. I was very touched that she was there to talk with me, at least i will not keep thinking o the unbearable pain i had. First time in my life that i went to see this kind of doctor for sprains. The nurse told me not to worry as the doctor didn't say that i need to go back on wed. This means it was only a mild ankle injury. So, thanks Sharon!!! Love ya.... U r the best! ^ ^

I am wondering how am i suppose to go to Sentosa tml. OMgosh!

My right ankle look like a 猪脚 now.... =-=

When i reach home, i realised that the bomb among the 3Cs has burst again. I guess i am always the cause of it. Due to my self-ishness or neglectance, everything is in a chaos now. I do not know if my reunion dinner with 3Cs and Sharon will still be on this coming weekend. Once again, my mood is in a mess again. How i wish everything will remain unchange...

Project meeting on sunday

2009-01-18T22:32:00.002+08:00

Today, i woke up very unwillingly as the sunlight is shining into my room far too much as comapared to usual. Without any curtain on my window is really bad... I woke up with puffy eyes and headache. I realised that my ankle hasnt recovered when i tried to climb down from a chair while hanging up my curtain on the window. My right anke has once suffered from pain when i accidental fell down from my secondary school staircase during night time in a band camp. From then, that was my old wound even though it has recovered. Now, i don't know what's wrong. Whenever i am going down from a staircase, i have to be extremely careful or else the twist can cause super pain for that moment.

Today's project meeting started offically around 4plus even though it was said to be 3pm... =-= At least today's meeting was quite productive or else, i really have nothing to say... Jiayou on project that is going to be due on fri morning and thurs online test ba!!! ^ ^

Shopping at Orchard

2009-01-17T23:04:00.002+08:00

This afternoon, i woke up naturally without any alarm ringing. Finally manage to sleep until so late for a day. Then i stared my room spring cleaning on my window area as i haven't clean there fo a long time. Finally took the curtain down to wash. Tonight, i may feel a little werid as the room is not going to be as dark as before. Haiz.

I went to meet the online blog owner at doby ghaut station before i headed to Orchard and meet my cousin Joey. The gal was late for the meeting. But never mind, since i was not in the rush as my cousin Joey was also late... Haha.

I bought 2 cardiggan from far east plaza. Currently they are having a promo so i bought the 2nd one at $8 only. Then when we went into That CD shop at Pacific Plaza, my cousin Joey was attracted by one of the Chopping CD which she always wants to buy. So... I bought it as her 21st birthday present! Really happy that i manage to buy something for her that she always want. She is very into classical music. I think she is going to enjoy her anticipated classical music now.. Haha.. Seems like it is the first present that she has received for her 21st birthday!! Eh, no la.. Should be 2nd. Cuz her mum just bought her a digital cam as her birthday present a month ago... Keke...

Initially, we wanted to watch some movie for the day but seems like the timing of he movie is not so appropiate for us. So we went to eat our dinner at cineleisure's foodcourt and have a short chat over there. It was very inconcident to meet Kelvin Heng and Yutong at far east plaza and cineleisure foodcourt in a day... ^ ^ Both of them look very sweet as a couple... hahaha....

Seems like i have walked too much for the day... My foot is very uncomfortable now. I even kanna 3 times of super pain when i was on my way home. Now it was m right ankle that is making the pain unbearable. The pain is not always there. It will only strike if i didn't walk in the correct position. Omg.... Pain pain, please go away.... Or else i really don't dare to wear high heels in future le....

2 projects down

2009-01-16T23:08:00.002+08:00

Today, one of my group mate handed up her individual assignment very late. We hope our tutor will be lenient towards her eventually. This morning, i could see all of my groupmates very very tired as most of them didn't sleep for the night and to rush out their work. However, they said that i looked even tired as compared to them even i did sleep for the night. It's because i couldn't wear my contact lenses this morning as my right eye are very red and swollen. Then i look very shag when i reached school. I didn't really sleep well last night probaby due to the caffine effect. I drank a small cup of ice moccoa from our school business canteen on yesterday afternoon.

This afternoon, i went to cs house together with ck for lunch session as i need to return cs's thumbdrive just in case he need it urgently for projects. We went to eat around that area and continued to watch my bolt which i have stopped halfway last night. I find the some funny and entertaining but not as fantastic as Ratatuoile. Finally understand why Loong always said that the hamster, Rhino, is a crazy animal! HAhaha!

Tomorrow, i'm not joining with Sharon, Cs and Ck for badminton session. I can still feel my ankle area very uncomfortable. Luckily, still can walk like a normal people. Tomorrow, going out with my cousin Joey in the late afternoon. Timing is just nice as she need more sleep. She is having mahjong session with her poly good friends and i expect they will play till next morning around 7 or 8plus. Why do i know so well? Haha, cuz i played with them for a few times already. They are really power! Can tahan for such a long hours of session in mahjong! Ok, all the best to my Joey!! Must win money hor... Keke.. I go sleep le ba, feeling very tired. Night night ^ ^

Shopping for chinese new year goodies

2009-01-15T21:34:00.003+08:00

I woke up early as expected this morning. Probably i had enough of sleep for the day. I was determined to go for the lecture and tutorial today. Indeed, i jus skipped one day lecture and tutorial last week, i started to feel a bit lost about the topic. I was very glad that Loong actually rushed out the report and went to school today. At least i'm not alone. As promised, i treated him our favourite appetitizer, potato and bacon salad that is available at BiZ Park. I will not want to miss this food whenever i am back to TP campus in this semester. I missed the food at TP!!!! So much cheaper than Sentosa and more edible!

Attandence for culture's tutorial today was quite unexpected as there were many people who went for Mr Png's class. We are good students... Keke... After class, i went to meet CS at IT school. I was a little lost as i seldom went up to the higher level of the IT's school building. Luckily, he managed to find me at the other side of the lobby area. Finally, he passed me the movie, bolt, which i have anticipating for. I shall watch later if i still have the energy. Recently, my body will feel very tired during this time. Getting older, i guess... Haha....

My dad went to school to fetch me and we headed to buy our CNY goodies at the NTUC which is near my house. We used the NTUC discount vouchers and allowed us to save as much as $20 when our actual spending was about $100plus. We also went to ShengSiong to buy so more food items as the variety is very limited at NTUC. So this year, my dad spend about $120plus on CNY edible items. Haha, much cheaper as compared to last few years. I enjoy buying CNY food everytime... So fun~ However, it seems like my left foot is getting even more pain when i was heading home as compared to this afternoon. OM Gosh!! I think that salonpas also dun help me to ease my pain and it actually worsen my condition....

Today, i just handed up my individual project with Loong. This is supposed to due tml morning at 9am. Jiayou for those for are still rushing out, specially Angelia! Her desktop has some technica problem and she was very down during lesson just now. I felt so bad as i am nt very good at consoling her.... Haiz.... Jiayou for my project meeting tml morning too!!~

FEM Presentation Day

2009-01-14T19:31:00.007+08:00

This morning, i woke up one hour later as compared to usual timing because my first lesson of the day is Club, resort, spa project consultation. Ours is the last 2nd group which was 10.10am slot. Now, i have a clearer view of what to include inside our project for this module after the consultation with our tutor. We will be starting on this project from fri onwards as currently, we are tied up with one individual cultural project and one group transport project which both are going to due on this friday.

I was very impressed with Rachel as she is able to rush out out site plan for our Go kart event presentation for this afternoon. It was a very successful site plan which she created with 3 hours inclusive of buying the materials from Daiso at Vivo City.

Before the presentation, i was feeling very nervous not to say during the presentation. We were the 2nd group to go for the presentation. We met some technical computer problem which caused us to be unable to project our powerpoint slides on the big screen in the classroom. Alternatively, we sat around the table with our tutor while presenting. I feel this way is less stressful as compared to standing. The first group didn't met this problem. But we did! Haha...

Btw, i can very happy that we had impressed our tutor on our event concept which is go kart night racing at Sentosa island---- Pipe Dreaming in Night Race. Thanks to Purdee! She had managed tp convience our tutor regarding the sponsorship issue and risks involved. With that, the presentation ended in a very cheerful atmosphere and laughter of our tutor. Our tutor fell alseep at some parts of our presentation as he was really tired. He had presentations since morning 9am until 4plus in the afternoon with no interval break for his lunch too! However, we were also very worried what if he really choose our group to hold the event in reality since he is really impressed and convinced with our plan? OMG, we were praying just to get good grades will be enough. We don't wish to be involved in this actual event as it is really going to be really really physically and mentally straining during our attachment program on later of this year. I will like to congratulate all my grop members that our FEM project is going to end soon with the last reflection paper that is dueing on next tuesday. Well done! Ps: Loong, Thanks for being such a good leader man!

I was surpised to know that there is a major project for my course too! I thought our course don't have to do major project. Now, i am somehow excited as i hope to group with wenyi, sarah and Loong! If possible, weina or veralyn too!! I am very happy and willing to work with them....

This coming weekend, i guess i willbe quite busy with group meetings but i think i'll be quite free on sat evening as my friend has to attend a dinner on that night. I think i will be heading to Plaza Singapura on that evening as i have arranged to meet a gal to collect on apparels that i ordered online. Going down to meet her allows me to save money on postages man! Keke... But so far, i don't know who is free to accompany there.....

Tomorrow is a day where 3 or 4 out of 5 group memebers do not want to go back to TP for lessons as they want to rush out their individual assignment. I was also influenced on the idea but i think i will want to attend the culture lecture and tutorial tml. I had missed then once last week due to TP OP already even though i have leave of absence to cover. Haiz, who knows the travel and tour transport consultation tml, i may the only group member who is there to face the tutor. =-= Please la, Loong.... Accompany lei.... I don't want to be left along tml for the whole day....

One more thing to add... My foot hurts today man! Because of that new high heel shoes for formal wear. It look nice to be put on but it is really not easy for me to adapt to wearing such a high heel shoes. This was the first time that my foot went numb for wearing such high heel shoes. I was standing throughout the journey on bus 23 from Boon Keng station to Bedok Reservoir. I have no choice as there were too many people in the single decked bus. Haiz, served me right..... Choose to look nice but need to suffer!@@

Kanna captured in the camera without knowing... ^ ^

Smilez with our yellow board- site plan & mini version of our poster =)

The day before Festival & Event Mangement's presentation

2009-01-13T21:58:00.002+08:00

Today, i managed to jap chicken curry at vivo's kopitiam for my lunch which i had craved for the whole morning... After that, Loong, Michelle and i went to Starbucks again to continue on our poster editing. We really hd to thank Michelle's hard work on editing the poster just like what Angelia had used to do her operational plan a week ago. I knew it's not easy to preserve and continue editing over and over again.

I can't wait for tomorrow to come as it is the day when we can wear formal as a group and take photos with our completed posters. Now, i then know that it's nt cheap to print posters and mount them onto a board. It costs us $8 for an A2 size poster. It's so lucky that we managed to rush back to TP before the design's school printing shop closes at 7pm. I am also very glad that one of the accountant is willing to stay back for about 15min to wait for my arrival to collect the cheque from their finance department at TP. HAhah, now i can't wait to deposit the money cuz my bank amount has been dropping with no increase.

I really feel the financial burden ever since i started schooling at Sentosa. Expenses are also much higher than i expected as i can feel hungry easily nowadays. And the main course is not as cheap as what TP's canteen is offering. OMG, now i started to wish that my life at Sentosa will come to an end asap! My allowance tat my dad give has never increased ever since secondary school.... So.... Haiz.....

All the best for my group presentation tml!!! Jiayou!

Monday...

2009-01-12T20:33:00.006+08:00

This morning, i was surprised by Loong's breakfast treat! Thanks man, the bread from BoonKeng was very delicious! So nice of him to treat me when he thought i was feeling down again this morning... Good buddy ya...

Today, i was a very kuai student once again as i didn't skip the 2pm lecture this afternoon. I had missed 2 lectures for this module so far. Feel very guilty already so i must start to attend the lectures from today onwards.I cannot miss this lecture because i have to take a final paper in feb for this particular module too besides finance accounting.

Before the 2pm lecture, my friends and i went to the semi formal dinning restaurant to eat our lunch. The food are as listed below.... =) it costs us 7.5 per set meal with appetitizer, main course and coffee/tea. I was quite upset that they removed the dessert from the set meal... Now we have to fork out $2.50 more just for the dessert of the day. I can feel the pinch if i do order that today but luckily, i managed to resist the temptations... Keke!

my chicken soup with a dumpling in the middle of the soup--- taste nice but can be even more delicious

My terriyaki salmon with jap rice- nt toobad but eating more can be tired of the taste

Tenderlion-- looks nice but cant eat =-=""

Purdee and I headed to National Library at bugis straight when our lecture ended around 3plus. On the way, we were disucssing about our hazy future when our poly life is going to end in about a year time. We were very lost and worried that we cant enter the local govt uni. Haiz... I have been thinking what is my plan when my poly ends next year. Typically, my only academic semester left is year 3.1 only sonce 3.2 is our attachment programme, going out to work.... =-=

I just bought my new formal high heel shoes today at bugis for only 19.90! Finally can buy a new pair cuz my old court shoes are damaged from wear and tear... I like the new shoes a lot cuz more trendy! Kekek....

Now, i am prepare to spend my long weekend (fri to sun) with my project mate cuz another big project is going to due next fri.... OM Tian!!!

A fun day

2009-01-11T22:18:00.002+08:00

Initially, i wanted to sleep more until noon time but i woke up around 10plus in the morning. Maybe i was too concerned of what would happen later when i tell my parents that i'm going out today. Indeed, my mum and dad made a big fuss about this. I finally manage to pursade my dad.

It's a pity that cy didn't join us for the birthday gathering today due to some project issues. We gave Ck a birthday surprise. Hope he has enjoyed himself and like the present which sharon and i had given him. We even bought a cake for him and billy bombers's staff sang birthday song for him too... That was so nice of them! Even though we spent quite a lot on dining today, it's a meaningful and enjoyable one so money shouldn't be a great concern today.

After that, we headed to the Arcade in the basement. We played quite a lot of games. Sharon was seriously addicted to Initial D 3! Hope she'll be able to master the skill of driving that machine soon with more practices... It's not easy to drive that but it's exciting! She spent the most money in the arcade today.

We then went to OG for window shopping and i bought a hash puppy polo shirt for my dad. I was quite disappointed with myself cuz the shirt ends up a bit bigger for my dad. I think my dad should wear XS size instead of that S size. Lucky sharon didn't buy the same shirt for his bf cuz it maybe too big for his size too. But i'm sure my dad will still wear the shirt that i have bought for him! Haha....

Sometimes, i feel that rumour is the scarriest thing that i'm afraid the most. I didn't know that marcus heard about some rumours that i have many ppl wooing me nowadays... That proves me the power of rumour that is circulating around me. Don't care and don't want to bother.

Kenneth is another person that makes me very irritated. He kept asking me out every weekend whenever he has the chance. OMG, how am i suppose to reject and avoid him again and again??

I am surprised who a person who manage to interpret my meanings on my last blog. I am very happy to stay in this situation eventhough there maybe external pressure. I am also very surprised of my reaction towards certain issues that happen yesterday. Now, i have an answer from myself.... ^ ^

Bad mood

2009-01-10T22:28:00.002+08:00

My mood was interupted by a few things today.

My project starts from 10am to 4pm just now and i was grumbling hungry throughout. No proper lunch today as we were rushing for the project.

After that, i went to find sharon, ck and cs who were playing badminton happily. I rushed down to the bread shop after i went to meet the three of them. At that time, i was feeling very unwell, feel like fainting anytime. Y am i so weak? Can'ti survive without any proper lunch for a day? After their badminton match, we headed to cs's house. This time round, cs and sharon prepared maggi noodles for us. Thanks for the effort.... Btw, thanks cs for allowing me to use your printer today. We all went home around nine plus.

I didn't know my parents hve such a big reaction and they complaint that i went home so late and still want to go out tomorrow. I am really upset why should they control me until this stage. I'm a grownup person and i need my freedom too! That's y i told many of my friends that i really wish to be 21 soon! I'm sure tomorrow morning, i will sure have to urgue with my family about this issue cuz only my grandma know that i'm going out tomorrow cuz of my friend bd celebration. I really hope i can hav my own freedom to go out as i wish and i am not that kind of daughter who always go home after midnight. Seriously, I had enough of this! Feel like crying out loudbecause of this matter again. This happened a few months ago too but suddenly it become so frustrating to since it's accumulative anger! What should i do? Why am i so angry with them? I feel that they don't respect and trust me anytime. Even my grandma asked me if i have any bf yesterday. I knew she is just concerning about me but my family don't show concern in the correct manner. They don't even ask about how am i doing in school for a long long time. They are just expecting that i wil be at home to be their guai guai gal everytime....

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Sometimes, i realy feel very upset with the person i care the most. The actions are really hurting eventhough one may not realise... Did it purposely in order for one to feel relief for oneself??? but you even thought of how i feel???

TP Open House 2009

2009-01-08T21:55:00.002+08:00

Today, i was supposed to report at TP around 11.30am. I was quite irritated by the morning disruptions from rennovation of houses around 8plus in the morning. Luckily, still manged to go back and sleep for another 2 more hours.

Today OPen house was quite fun. The most common question students will ask is the difference between hospitailty and tourism mangement & leisure, resort management. I was put in charge among the 7 student counsellors. Haha, i was commented to be so kanchiong cuz i kept asking them go drink more water and go for lunch break. I'm like a mother today, kept nagging. Haha. Our throat were easily dried up cuz we talked a lot for the 5 plus hours.

I also managed to psycho my tutor, ms chua, to developed our group photo on the spot that was taken before the OPEn house started officially today. She is really nice man... Haha...

I just finished my part for festival and event ppt slides. Need to do compiling once my group mates sent theirs to me by tonight. I doubt i can compile tonight as i can feel my eyes going to close soon.

1 Major Gp Project is over

2009-01-07T21:27:00.002+08:00

OM Tian! It was the day my team members and I were so excited about. Last night, I was about to sleep around 11plus but I felt so bad about it. All my other group members are staying up to do some last minute editing work. I initiated to ask around what I could help for the touching up. Good work, everyone! Rachel stayed up till 4plus to do the printing whereas Angelia and I went offline around 2plus. I was super sleepy and tired at that point of time.

This morning, we handed up the finalised project before 9.30am. We were also quite satisfied with the pace of our combined major project: CRSPA and CSIT after consultation with our tutor. At least he seems to be quite impressed with our hard work and enthusiasm. Haha! Feel so high ever since the consultation was over. We went to Carl's Junior for our brunch. That cost me a bomb at around $12 plus. Feel a little heart pain cause I am not working now…. But I console myself that it was a day which we should treat ourselves better with good meal and fun tours at Pet Safari + Arcade.

BUT, we did a short meeting on what to prepare for FEM presentation next week before we went to fun. So at least we had get the most important stuff done first before we went crazy like mad women and man!

I like one kind of dog breed, corgi, which is the same as on my lappie's skin. After that, we went to the Arcade to distress ourselves. I played twice on the basketball shooting game. Feel super high and energetic after that.

However, our mood sank down once we went for the FEM tut. I really can't stand the tiredness and I fell asleep at interval during the class. Feel very bad as it has been a long time that I didn't dose off during lesson time.

I came across an article saying that one should laugh for 1min which is equivalent to 45minutes of exercise. Therefore, we should laugh more… wahahah! Interesting fact man….

I intend to sleep once I had taken my bath when I reached home just now but I didn't. Guess I will be sleeping early today as my dark circle is getting darker!!!

Omg, haven't iron my formal wear which I need them for tomorrow TP Open House. Need to get things started before I lose all my energy level…

Staging at Vivo City specially for countdown

Christmas Tree at Vivo- i think should be 28feet high ba =)

A gift from Sarah- Xiao Pink

At Vivo's Starbucks- nice ambience

At Vivo's Starbucks in the evening

Corgi!!!!--- about 3 months plus already

This is the photo that i like the best =)

This dog above is about half year old- looks bigger than i first saw a few weeks ago

Like its fluffy fur!

Cute hamster!-- see one of them is sleeping with its stomach facing the ceiling ^^

Exercising huh?!

SO many hamsters like to squeeze in one place-- think it's a best method to keep warm, haha!

This cat is considered a 'PR' cuz its always there in the cage ever since i first saw. We said that this cat is watching 'horror show'---- grooming of dogs by the vets.... wahahaha! TAke a look at its stomach!!! So fattish!

Surprises

2009-01-06T20:15:00.002+08:00

Today, it was a day where i overslept for school. My lecture starts at 9am yet i woke up around 9am. I was feeling very tired and i couldn't get myself up. First time in my life i actually wake up late for school. I felt very guilty as i promised my tuto that i will attend her class at 9am but i broke my promise. She had expected that most of us will not be there for the guest lecture on adventure tourism due to project deadline on wed. I'm also very guilty to Rachel as i told her i'll be going for the lectur with her.

I went to meet my project mates this morning after their lecture ended and we went back to Starbucks at Vivo City to continue editing on our project work. It has become our common place for us to do our project. But this time, i was the one to buy some food in order to stay there to do our work. We skipped our lunch because of project. I was feeling super listless throughout the day. I need some fun to cheer my mood up. We were having a picnic at our Acc tut in the afternoon. Our tutor, Mr Chua, is a vey understanding who allows us to eat and snack in his class. When we got back our mid semester test accounting test paper just now, we had all sorts of reactions. I was quite stunned to received not a very bad result afterall. I thought i would did quite badly for it. It's a B+, i think. My dear friends, if we didn't do quite well for that previous 2 tests, let's work even harder for the 60% weightage on the final paper in Feb. Jiayou!!!

After accouting tutorial, Loong and I stayed back in school with our team mates for a while to do editing work but we left around 4pm to TP for student counsellor's briefing. We arrived about 20minutes late as the travelling time was longer than we expected. After the briefing, i got to know that this year round, we only need to do one day shift as student cousellor for TP OPen house. I thought we need to be there for 3 full days. So happy, can rest on Friday and Saturday! I'm anticipating for Thurs as it is my first time to be involve as helper for TP Open house.

During the briefing,i heard froma teacher that the GPA for local Uni admission currently is at least 3.7 for poly students. I was deeply affected with his fact. I think only private Uni can accept me with my current results as i know it's near to impossible for me to shoot my GPA up from 3.37 to 3.7. It's easy to drop but not easy to raise.

A very productive meeting

2009-01-05T21:45:00.002+08:00

I didn't manage to have a good sleep last night. Maybe my mind was not very settled down with too many things that are going on. I woke up this morning with not fully charged energy level.

During CSIT Tutorial, i was starting to feel very impatient. Just hope to finish our Festival and Event project as soon as possible. After our lunch at Vivo Kopitiam, we headed to Starbucks to get our project started. I like the ambience of the place very much an most importantly, they do have power socket for our laptops. I was very impressed with our efficiency as we started from 1.40pm to about 8pm. Phew! I was feeling very hungry around 4plus, managed to tolerate the hungeriness with my team mates too. Purdee and I started to get very high in he evening as we were so tired and hungry. We kept shouting for food to come! Haha! It's a pity that our leader, Loong, didn't lead us in today's intensive meeting as he had some personal matters to attend. I will like to apologise to Loong that i was a bit fierce today. I knew that if things are in a mess or not the way that i expected, i will vent my frustrations too. Just like what you did in Acc lect this morning too... Hahaha.... So dun blame each other le ok? ^ ^

So, this report jus need some editing work and touch up to be printed tml. yeah!!! All of us were about half dead when we were on the train home just now. Feeling so tired that we just want to take a nap on our seats. I guess i will be resting early tonight =)

Project Meeting

2009-01-04T22:36:00.002+08:00

Today is a Sunday yet we had group project meeting from 2plus in the afternoon till 6 plus in the evening. I was quite surprised that there were quite many people from HTM staying in TP during their weekends just to rush out the major projects that are going to due soon.

I was quite satisfied with the progress of our work today. Everyone is trying our best to rush out the necessary parts that are allocated by our leader, Loong.

I went off around 6plus as i had to meet CK and CY. CY need his thumbdrives back. Lucky i didn't leave the place later as i got to know both had to head to Yishun to collect CK's uniform. I was stunned to know that CK hasn't prepare his uniform yet his school is starting tml. Haiz, he doesn't have a sense of urgency de... But i guess he is quite worries deep in his heart. Haha! Ok, now, we have all students working hard to graduate soon. So, CK, here i shall wish u all the best in your coming school semesters. Work hard and play hard too. As for my Sharon Darling, your school is also starting tml le, hope you will find the next half semester a smooth sailing one too!

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I hope my group members and I will complete our project smoothly before Wednesday morning. I was feeling quite guilty as i seem to have neglected Loong. I didn't know that he was troubled by some home matters yet i thought he was playing games for nights. So sorry, Loong... I wasn't observant enough. I hope you are feeling better now. =)

New Year Resolutions

2009-01-03T22:56:00.002+08:00

It's time for me to set new year resolutions for 2009:

-Spend more time with family, show more concern
-No more part time work during school semester
-Work hard and play hard
-Study hard to aim for better GPA of at least 3.5
-No more rejections against my will
-Keep my room as tidy as possible

-fio- ^ ^

Why do i always need to reject?

2009-01-03T22:39:00.002+08:00

Today, i went to Downtown East with my Sharon Darling. It seems like it has been a long time that we didn't have our honeymoon. Haha... Just joking. We went to eat BBQ chicken restaurant to eat our dinner then went to shop around. When we finished shopping E hub, we walked to White Sands to shop. It happened that i had an urge to cut my hair today when i reached White Sands. So, we went inside a Saloon for a hair cut. Sharon had her hair cut yesterday already. So she was sitting beside me while i got my hair cut. Now, my fridge is shorter and my long hair was trimmed by a little only. Overall, i want to tell Sharon that it was really great to go out with her! It's really fun as we always laughed at each other's actions and argued about small little issues to make the outing fun. ^ ^

I was somehow stunned that i received a call from Kenneth just a few moments ago. He told me he was at my house area again. This time, he bought supper for me! @ @ I rejected going down to meet him. If i were to go down, my family will be suspicous about my actions. In my own thinking, i feel quite bad to reject his offer afterall. But i still don't wish to get things even more complicated. OMG, can this kind of things stop happening to me. I really need a break. It's really tiring to keep thinking for the other party's feeling especially guys.

Back to Square 1

2009-01-03T13:14:00.001+08:00

I finally realised that to become back as square one is the most appropriate solution.

Sometimes, it's better to let things kept unknown then saying out loud.

Is back to square one the best solution to the chaos? I hope so.

Any extra feelings should be forgotten as time pass by.

I shouldn't be too concern with such situations from now on.

Let natural takes it course….

No more high hopes pin on guys except me, myself

I finally sorted out my thinking, to keep a distance with guys to prevent any misunderstanding.

Little Girl is no longer a little girl.

I am just an ordinary girl after all…

Focusing on living to the fullest is my priority in life….

I knew I can forget unhappiness in a very short time.

Jiayou, Fiona!!!

-fio-

2nd Post for the Day

2009-01-01T16:56:00.003+08:00

I just woke up from a short nap. I don't think i can sleep moe, the more i sleep, the sleepier i will get.

I don't think my stomach is in good condition. Feeling weird. Not very sure of how to describe the feeling.

One thing i was very angry with myself.

The money for Malacca trip had remitted into our bank account. I was so happy to receive the letter last night. But i realised that i forgot to inform the school administrative people that i've changed my account number.

After confirmation with the POSB customer officer last night through phone, i was relieved that i can get back the amount of money as the money will not be able to transfer to a closed bank account. They school will be informed about this matter.
Phew....

Happy New Year 2009

2009-01-01T15:23:00.001+08:00

It is the first day of year 2009. I really hope to have a good start from today. I think the upcoming weeks will be becoming more hectic due to projects and tests deadlines.

I think my stomach is feeling better by now le. But I am suffering from headache… Feel like sleeping more but I was disturbed by my mum and brother this morning. I'm afraid I can't sleep now as my house is quite noisy. Hope I can take a short nap later so that I have energy to go and complete my tutorials and assignments.

I think I have to make it clear on some issues as I can no longer tolerate the strange feeling anymore. I'm sorry to say that I don't have any feeling for CY. I treat him purely as friends since the start. I hope when he sees this, he will know what I mean. I just wish to stay in this way and nothing more than that.

I think it hurts to say something to a person but I don't wish misunderstanding to turn worse in future.

However, I wish that friends will be there for each other when we need them anytime and vice-versa.

I could hear sounds made by fireworks at 12am but didn't get the opportunity to see the sparks from my house area.

It's alright; this is an indication of a brand new year.

Let's work hard to achieve our goals in life together!

Better grades and happenings around us…. =)

15 minutes more to Year 2009

2008-12-31T23:44:00.002+08:00

In a few more minutes' time, year 2008 is going to end soon. I think it is overall a year that I had unlimited joy and sadness. I really want to take this opportunity to thank those who are always there for me no matter what's my mood every time.

Yesterday, I went to sleep very early after my revision around 10plus. I was so tired as I didn't get proper sleep for nights. When I woke up this morning, I was very very tired and don't feeling like taking the test. It's a lucky day for me as I feel the test paper was quite easy, not as difficult as I thought. My luck saves me for not receiving other sets of test papers in the room. I just hope I can pass fairly well but it's unlikely to get an A.

Just now, we went to Top One Ktv at Bugis for our k session. I was with 3 Cs and Sharon. We had lots of fun today there. CS's very considered quite participative today in k session at least he is willing to pick up the microphone and sang some songs. After that, we went to eat dinner at Billy Bombers. Some dishes are quite nice such as soup of the day, mushroom soup, which is very tasty.

We decided to head to my house's block to have chit chat session as it was still early for us to go home. We chatted quite a lot and it's a good chance for Sharon to ask as many questions as possible. Haha.

Joey called me around 9plus and asked me to join her, Deborah they all for drinking sessions in a pub at Raffles. I rejected her as I doubt my dad will be happy when I tell him I will not be going home tonight the very last minute. Feel it's a pity to miss out the fun with them once again. The last time was during Christmas Eve.

My stomach is so weird since the afternoon. The feeling is on and off but when I eat something light, I can no long feel the uneasiness. I'm really afraid my 'hao peng you' will visit me just like last year. Please, I hope there will be no sickness on me….

Btw, I want to thank CS for the gift, cap, even though it's a little big in size. =)

Also want to thank CY for sending some movies to me and watch.

Also want to CK and Sharon for accompanying me on the last day of 2008, unlike last year this time, I was working at VE.

Big thank you to all my dearest friends and Cousin Joey!!!

Hope 2009 is going to be a better year for all of us ya….

Happy New Year ^ ^

My mind just can’t stop thinking

2008-12-30T19:15:00.001+08:00

Last night, I finally knew part of the incident. I chose to know even though my mood might be affected.

2 confessions in a day. That was really shocking. I didn't know this will happen. I'm happy that there are guys who actually appreciate my characters but upset because I don't know what my feeling towards the two of them is. Maybe they really help me to get out of depression period that's why I like to mingle around with them together with my darling Sharon. Because of this, I guess the three of us couldn't get proper sleep for days. I even think until I can't concentrate on my revision. I can't feel the sense of emergency that the test is coming until yesterday. I went offline very late and tears just couldn't stop. I guess it's the pressure that kept me so upset throughout the night.

However, for the time being… I will not make any decision as I don't have a clear mind of what I want now. I'm sure it also applies to the other two. We shall take this as cooling period to see if the feeling is a form of impulsion. Who knows I may consider either of them in future? I don't know… =) Only god knows I guess… Haha.

I just wish that everyone is happy and everything is back to normal… No matter who I will be with, that is future's matter. So I shouldn't think so much right now. I need to let all of us to place down all unhappiness and face a brand new year. I hope you guys will not give me any pressure anymore. I knew my limitations very well. I don't wish to lose you all.

Today, I heard from Loong that we two, michelle and purdee had a C + for Festival and Event Management individual project. I was really upset. Plus, our accounting teacher said we really did very badly for the test 2. Haiz, I am somehow demoralised. Many people said the Club Resort and Spa test is super hard. I hope I can get the easy paper tomorrow.

Tomorrow, our school operates for half day only. I felt so relief that I am able to go out and chill as I had finished my individual report that is going to due on Friday. I jus handed up today.

Why do i care?

2008-12-29T20:11:00.004+08:00

I don't know why i am so concern about things that are happening between the 3Cs.
Am i the cause of everything? Can someone just tell me the truth? I feel so unsecure about what is happening just like a bomb may explode anytime. Things may seen peaceful on the surface but behind it, it has many hidden things that can't be revealed to me.

It seems like this has become one of my big worry now...

Can this be solve asap...?

I need to study for my test peacefully....

=_=

Falling Sick

2008-12-29T17:44:00.001+08:00

It was really ridiculous that I started to feel unwell after I took a bath in the afternoon just now. It seems like flu virus is going to attack me. Luckily, I still have some flu panadol medicine left with me. After that I went to take a nap. Feeling better now already. I'm rushing my revision for Club Resort And Spa test which is on wed. I heard from Wenyi that this test has different sets of paper. The tutor is so clever so that it's nt easy for the students to leak out the answers to those who haven't take the test. One bad news, the supplementary will be tested! OMG! Want to die le… Feel like giving up but I know I can't! Must work harder for this semester….

This morning, I wake up early for nothing. I thought the online session is interactive mode but I was wrong. The reflection will be due on 5^th Jan which means I don't need to wake up so early. We still have so much time to complete before posting it online by 5^th Jan…. So silly….

I had a bad dream around 3 plus in the morning last night and was shocked to awake again. I don't know why I was disturbed by weird situations for two consecutive nights. I dreamt that I had dropped into a fast rushing river that was when I jumped out of bed and to go toilet for a break. Hopefully I can have a peaceful night of sleep tonight. Tomorrow have to wake up early as school starts le…

幸福不灭

2008-12-28T23:30:00.002+08:00

幸福不灭罗志祥
篮球火插曲

没原因就是喜欢你在初次相遇又重逢的心情深呼吸让心动隐形完美的爱情是无声的旋律

听我听你不确定的语气等我等你放下你的犹豫嘿如果你轻轻闭上眼睛我会明白你做的决定

Cause I Believe 那幸福不灭的定律在你手心会有谁给你的美丽静者恒静就让我的心安静地守著你

你等到你爱上他的姓名爱如果你没有我的日子你难道你可能努力的心才证明坚定被忘记 (不确定的段落)

Cause I Believe 那幸福不灭的定律在你手心会有谁给你的美丽静者恒静就让我的心安静地守著你把祝福送给你

I believe

Cause I believe 那幸福不灭的定律你的手心不一定要由我握紧就像恒星总会有发光的原因

Oh I believe 你值得被珍惜

Being frightened to awake

2008-12-28T21:30:00.002+08:00

Last night, i went to sleep around 2am. I was frightened to be awake around 3.30am. I could hear quarrel sounds and banging sounds in my room. At first i thought my house was hit by earthquake or not as the banging sounds had vibiration effect on my whole house. Immediately, i rushed to my grandma's room and told her about the scarry sounds. I could sense that my heartbeat was super fast at that time of time. I felt that i was like a little gal who needs a sense of security with someone avaliable to console me. I nearly cried out last night. It has been a long time that i didnt feel this way. Maybe just like what the 3Cs said ba, i'm just a little girl to them no matter what.

Yesterday, finally managed to clean half of my room with the help of my parents. That was really tough as it's really dusty. Lucky my nose was not very allergy this time round. Felt so touched that my dad knew that my nose is very allergic to dust, so he helped me to clean some parts of the room. He also paid for me last month and this month phone bill. I don't know why i feel so touched that my parents do care for me. All the while, i thought they don't really care about my personal life. Feel so fortunate. =)

Today, i went to my friend's house at Serangoon to do project work. I was super hungry throughout the meeting. Finally meeting ended around 7plus then we went to eat at her house nearby coffee shop. Initially, we intended to go Chomp Chomp food place at Serangoon Garden to eat but it was quite late and i was already very hungry. Can't wait or the long queue at Chomp Chomp anymore. Maybe next time, i shall go there again for a big feast...

School starts again tomorrow but i don't need to go to school. Haha, because of some special arrangement of CSIT tutorial. Must remember to log into the internet for online session at 11am will do le... Tomorrow, i really have to start studying my Club resort Spa test! It's coming soon - this wed ,yet so many things to cover within these few days.

Touched…

2008-12-28T01:16:00.001+08:00

A moment ago, I received an email from CK. He was really resentful of what he had said this afternoon. I really didn't blame him from the start. Silly ya… Don't brood about it le la. I'm alright. Cheer up alright?

I was really touched by your story just now. It reminds me of Chailert. I really regretted for not sending him off on his departure day instead of going to work. Ck, u are really strong. I know you can hold on de.

Sometimes, even have the destiny to meet someone, whom you like, not if there is not fate, there is no choice to be together. I know this logic very well…

To wrap up, in life, do not let regrets by passes you. Do whatever you can when you are able to do so…. Do let regrets follow you throughout your future.

--Fio---

Unconscious

2008-12-27T22:54:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, I went to Images of Singapore at Sentosa with my group mates for our make-up field trip. We had lots of fun there with all kinds of stupid poses and comments. Refer to Facebook for the whole photo albums ba.

After that, we went to take away our lunch at Subway in Imbiah Area. There were so many people visiting Sentosa this period as its festive season! We then headed back to Sentosa Campus for our project meeting. The most surprising thing is that I was stung by a mosquito on my thigh even though I wore jeans! So weird la, others didn't kanna yet they were wearing short sleeve shirt and shorts whereas I was in long sleeve shirt and jeans!

After that, I headed to Tampines Mall to meet the 3Cs for movie; IP Man. It was such a great show, really being impressed by the actions. I went to shop for late Christmas gift for Cousin Joey too. I've bought something practical for her; a makeup pounch even though the picture on it was a bit wrong; forever friends bear. Haha. Then she came to my house and we exchange gifts. She also passed me Deborah's gift. Thanks Deborah, I love the bracelet very much…. =) Joee, thanks for the calendar too. Look so sweet and it's very useful to me…

I felt that I was such a slow thinker and feeler. Something big was happening concurrently for weeks yet I didn't even realise anything. After I knew that I am the cause for everything, I really hope I can hide somewhere where they can never see me again. I don't wish because of my presence, their friendship was affected badly. How I wish everything can be back to normal where no one will mention this matter again. I don't wish to lose any one of my dearest friends. My mood was seriously affected today and I felt I was to be blame until my cousin came to my house and I started to regain my own self conscious. Laughter is the best medicine I guess. I knew everyone starts to erase the post that they had made today. But does this means that the problem is solved? I hope so. Everyone is equally important to me. I don't blame anyone for this incident.

PS: CK u are really silly… It's not your fault. I just saw your msn message. Don't be too resentful towards yourself. It also applies to CS and CY ok? Let's put everything behind. I'm feeling better le, no worries. Fiona is not so easily beaten down one! Just remember that I'm not a weak person ok….

Looking forward for a brand new year…

Christmas Celebration 2008

2008-12-25T18:41:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, it was Christmas Eve of year 2008. I felt that every one of us did enjoy ourselves for the whole day at Chun Sing's house. Thanks buddy for allowing us to use your house as the place of the celebration.

CK and CY went to my house to carry the steamboat heater from me and we headed to CS house. Sharon went straight to CS house and meets us. After that, we all proceeded to the nearby Shop and Save Supermarket to buy extra ingredients for the steamboat. We bought a very big bottle of orange juices and 2 tubes of ice-cream at an offer price. After that, Sharon and I had made a mess at CS' kitchen…! That was somehow quite embarrassing for the three Cs to know that we did not really know how to prepare the food! But we still manage to do it! Yey…! Just need more practises in this area if I have the free time. ^ ^

After that, they went to have a short gaming session especially Sharon who is totally addicted to Viwawa! Haha! Our dinner started around 7pm just when CS's brother woke up from his long hours of sleep. So surprised to know that his brother actually cooked for us cheesy spaghetti for us. CS's mum just ate a little with us as she had eaten at her workplace before heading home. Then our meal was accompanied with guessing number game! Whoever guessed the correct number will have to eat one item from the steamboat as we still have quite a lot of leftovers. This game was initiated by CS's brother. Thanks for his ideas that helped us to make the meal more exciting!

Our meal ended around 9plus at night and we cooperated to clean the house together. Washing the plates was a challenge as it seems that everyone was fighting for some space to wash the used plates. However, I felt very heart warming to experience this as I was washing my own plates at home alone. The dinner was great!

After that, we started our mah-jong session around 10plus. We had to play very softly as we don't wish to disturb the neighbours. CK did not know how to play so he just sits beside CS to observe. It seems like I'm always not at the winning end when playing mah-jong every time. In the end, Sharon won the most chips from the games. When the clock stroked 12am, I initiated to exchange Christmas present.

The results were:

-CS received my Christmas gift; famous amous

-Cy received Sharon's gift; chocolate- JING SHA

-Ck received CS's gift; a mug with some chocolate in it

-Sharon received CK's gift; hand-made stars and craft (most sincere gift) ^ ^

-As for myself, I received CY's gift; can be placed for decoration with a bear in the middle at the ring. ( I love it, thanks ya!)

After that, we went to watch Young Kindaichi's short movies which I borrowed from my cousin Joey. During that period, I started to feel very sleepy. Luckily, I have snacks and red wine to keep me awake. That CY and CK drank most of the red wine. Although the quality is not really there, the two of them drank the most! CY seems so afraid that I will drink a lot and got drank. Haha! I think he still don't know that I love to drink a lot especially wine until he saw that yesterday… I will just be a little high after drinking wine every time but I knew I am still sober.

After that show, we went to SHOP AND SAVE supermarket again around 5plus to buy some cooling drinks. I was quite surprised that CK was the first one to be down on CS's bed when we were back from the supermarket. I was the next one to be down beside CK as I was too tired to talk with Sharon and CY. CS was the next to be down… CY and Sharon were very energetic to stay awake throughout the night. I was envy of Sharon and CY why they manage to keep chatting when we were taking a short nap. I can hear many WHY questions from Sharon… Haha, cause I couldn't really fall asleep deeply. We all headed home around 9plus in the morning as CY and CK have some church event to attend. Poor CY that he didn't manage to take a glimpse of nap for so many hours. CS also had to head for project meeting this afternoon. Whereas, Sharon and I went home to sleep until the late afternoon. I am still feeling tired and sleepy now. Such a good weather to sleep deeply but I forced myself to wake up or else I will not be able to sleep at night later. Tomorrow, I still have to head to Sentosa- Image of Singapore for some make-up field trip and followed by project meetings.

An hour ago, I received a sms Christmas greeting from Jerald. I was somehow very angry to receive any sms from him. I just hope we can live our own way of live without popping out in each other lives. Maybe I still couldn't put down this terrible relationship experience till now. I hate to say this. I can still feel the pain whenever I had flashback of the memories. I want望情水… Who can serve me this drink?? Nah, I doubt there will be such a drink in this world. It only appears in fairytale land ba…

Ok, I shall stop mentioning the unhappy memories. Irritating memories… Argh!

From here, I will like to thank Sharon, CY, Deborah, Loong for the Christmas gift…. =)

Personal Gift from dearest Sharon

_Thanks ya, you know i love care bear!
So sweet of you =)

Present exchange: Cuiyue's gift

-I love this, coincidentally, the bear has a swarovski crystal at the middle of the bear's stomach!

^ ^

Personal gift from Cuiyue-Unique as i can find in Singapore, it's the characters from Beijing Olympics 2009

HOHOHO! MERRY CHRISTMAS, everyone!!!! SEASON GREETINGS! ( ", )

Next festive season will be A BRAND NEW YEAR! Can't wait for a new year to come!

The day before X’mas Eve

2008-12-23T21:04:00.002+08:00

Today, my cousin Joey just received her exam results. So happy for her that she passed all her modules regardless of her afraid she might fail for the most challenging module! Jiayou wor, Joee! Work even harder for the road ahead….

I went to Tp campus today for project meeting from 1pm to around 4plus. After that, I went to Tampines Mall to buy a gift for Sharon. I hope she will like it as the thing is really cute! I love it myself too.I was quite happy that my Dad sponsored us pork for tomorrow steamboat dinner! I love my Dad!! At first, I was quite worried as I thought he would be unhappy about it. Nope… Instead, he even helped me to cut the meat after dinner just now and I marinated the meat. I hope the outcome shouldn't be too bad as I just used my feel and intuition of how much ingredients to add.

I was so surprised to receive a baby seal from Sheng Loong today! I thought I could never find xiao bai anymore in Singapore! He was able to find one! Thank you, Loong!

xiao bai + xiao bai no.2= xiao bai 2

Like a Panda but not a Panda! ^ ^--- from CY

Can't wait for tomorrow's dinner! haha!

A day of fun with Joee

2008-12-22T22:44:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, I went out with Joey to Bugis and Orchard to shop for our New Year clothing and accessories. I felt that I had spent more money on Christmas gift more than my clothing for that day. . =_=

Finally, I managed to get a grey short sleeve cardigan at Far East Plaza to match with my pinkish dress which I had ordered online earlier on. I had an enjoyable day with Joee yesterday as we shopped for some ingredients which were to be used for today's lunch. We cooked Japan curry again! I was somehow addicted to that already!! OMG! I had taken some photos on the lightings at Orchard Road yesterday. I did not take many pictures may be I felt that it was too crowded. We went to Orchard because I need to get my Fossil watch repaired. OMG, I need to pay extra $30 bucks for the sworiski crystal on the crown of the watch. I didn't hesitate at the moment as I really like that watch very much. My cousin kept asking me won't I feel sad when I see that watch? Actually not really ba. I just hope that the past is history. Don't need to brood so much about it. The watch shall accompany me as long as possible. I do not know why I like the watch so much. Jus that feeling I guess…

Fio outside HMV Orchard

Fio and Cousin Joey

Lightings along Orchard Road

Then after lunch today, Joey went to meet her friends whereas I decided to go shop for Wednesday's food very last minute. I gave a call to Chunsing and he went to meet me at Simei with Ck. Cy didn't meet us as he was busy. Sharon has to go out with her boyfriend. We bought a bottle of red wine wor! Haha, finally found someone to drink with me red wine le: Cuiyue! I'm sure Sharon prefer beer but I only like Hoegarden beer which she feels that it's nt her type. ^ ^

I have spent all the NTUC back to school vouchers by today. Feel so happy that I got 2 pairs of new shoes in 3 days time without paying any money. Keke… But I feel so regretted that I forget to take some discount vouchers from my mum or else we can save $6 for the food that we bought from NTUC today aiyo….!

Saturday passes very fast ya…

2008-12-20T22:21:00.001+08:00

Today I was somehow very angry with the NTUC organisation as I had asked many people from NTUC where I can use the Back to School vouchers. In the end I managed bought the contact lenses solution with the $20 vouchers at Spectacles Hut yesterday. Then today, I went to Bedok interchange's NTUC. We thought the vouchers can be used there on everything but I asked the cashier today she said can only used on stationary. Then when I was about to make payment with my parents, the cashier said cannot use. It can only be used on the specific files. I felt that NTUC union is really bad at communicating with the public as they didn't state the terms and conditions clearly! Luckily, Bata allows us to buy any kinds of shoes there. I don't really like the heels available there. I just bought a pair of canvas shoes at $30; my brother bought a pair of sport shoes at $79 and my mum bought slippers and heels. Haha, I feel so happy that we are not paying a cent for the stuffs. I still have some leftover vouchers which I intend to go Popular Bookstores to buy some stationary.

Adapted from Cui Yue's Blog:

7月14日生日花：白色羽扇豆（White Lupin）花语：多才多艺（Highly Accomplished）　　一九一七年在德国汉堡市所举行的羽扇豆巡礼展，内容包括：羽扇豆布料、羽扇豆浓汤、起司、酒、咖啡及肥皂、信纸等等。这的确是一种用途广泛的植物，因此它的花语是－多才多艺。　　凡是诞生於这一天的人天赋异秉、多才多艺，唯独在感情上表现得极为笨拙，不过笨拙的模样反而惹人怜爱！

Somehow, I feel that it's rather accurate. Especially about the part where I am not very good at handling relationship situation.

I am finally enlightened by Loong's sentence just now when we were online.-'to touch a girls' heart constantly without betraying them is understanding'--- that is what I am looking for~ ^ ^

Today, I finally arranged our Christmas eve program. We planned to go Chun Sing's house for steamboat in the evening time. So we'll have to go and buy ingredients in the noon time. I guess there will be 5 people- usual 3Cs, Sharon and myself. Then we will exchange present! Yeye!!! Just now Loong told me he have got me a very meaningful X'mas present! Can't wait for tues to arrive man!! Keke.

Tomorrow, I will be going to Bugis and Orchard to shop for CNY clothing with cousin Joey. I guess it will be a very tiring day as we need to do a lot of walking. Then I will be heading to her house for the night. HAha, can go and K songs in the night time at her house again le… =)

Experience in Housekeeping

2008-12-20T00:10:00.002+08:00

It has been really a tiring exposure program even though Elieen and I had fun at Housekeeping Department, Mecure Roxy Hotel for the past five days. We had learnt a lot from the Housekeeping department. We two were enjoying ourselves throughout the five days.

Day 3

We were attached to one of the supervisors, Ivy Auntie, who was a Singaporean. We seem to get along with her well and easily. She is a very out-going person. She shared a lot of her past years experience and we were listening to her with curiosity! Haha. We followed her to supervise the room's cleanliness and tidiness. Now, I roughly know how to check the rooms as a supervisor. Ha-ha!! We even went for lunch together with Ivy Auntie at the canteen. On the second half of the day, we two were attached to the Assistant Exe Housekeeper, Ms Tan for a while. She shared with us how to handle real life special situations that happened in the hotel- housekeeping department. On that day, the Head of housekeeping dept was on half day leave. We also requested to Ms Tan to let us go early as Eileen has CYA-airport duties to attend while I was rushing to meet the 3Cs for early dinner at Parkway Parade. After that, I went to watch the CO concert at NYA with CY and Joey. Joey's friend could not make it last minute as he was sick. So we wasted one ticket. The concert was quite nice. I love the songs especially 菊花台 by the guzheng ensemble as it reminds me of the times during secondary 1 and 2 when I was in guzheng club. I also missed the times when I was in SYF band competition when I was in sec4. The feeling of standing on the stage, making music with your team mates!

Day4

We were attached to the laundry department in Housekeeping. Madam Salmah is a very nice person too. However, she is more likely to ask us help her do things like collect and send laundry to and from guest rooms. We feeling so excited initially as we can go into guest rooms with the card on hand in order to collect and send the laundry. We felt so honored that the hotel management trust us so much that they borrow us the key card to all the 500plus rooms for doing the task. However, one concern was that we were so afraid to meet some troublesome guests and who is going to be responsible if we had done something wrong like send to wrong rooms etc.

Day 5

Today, which is the last day of attachment, we followed one of the supervisors, Jack, again. We followed him on the first day. He explained many things related to his tasks too. He also shared is us what are the some problems that he met such as he is keen to go for English courses before he become supervisor officially but it seems like the management keeps delaying. Hope Jack and other Chinese speaking workers will have more chance to excel in English language in the coming months. ^ ^ After that, we were invited by the Executive Housekeeper, Mrs. Lee, to dine at Feast at East buffet restaurant. We had a big feast today!!! I had chocolate fondue, mango pudding, durian paste and cake. Durian paste is the most famous signature dessert for this restaurant. I will recommend this restaurant to u all… It's really delicious but a bit pricey for dinner. After lunch, we went to Mrs. Lee's office for information sharing session by Mrs. Lee. We really learnt a lot more today about what is the role of Executive Housekeeper.

fio in formal wear

I really hate Loong's 假设性relationship question man! I still remembered last time he used to ask me what if the guy whom I like stay in Jurong, will I be with him? It came true! Now he asked me what if Kenneth confessed to me when we were watching movies and hold my hand. What will I do? Now it somehow come true half of it. He passed me a gift before we left. It' a shirt from body nits. He puts in effort in preparing this gift as he used paper strips tear from magazines and placed it inside the box with the shirt. I asked him why he bought for me. He said because he likes me. I was trying to avoid this answer. Before he went offline just now, he said the same thing again. I don't know how to handle this anymore. I know clearly I am not suitable to be in relationship now. I don't have the mood to do so. I feel that it's better to be single for the moment. I told Loong about how my feeling towards him on Tuesday night online. He seems to be persuading me to go for relationship with Kenneth now but I have my own stand. I prefer to go out with guy and gal friends now but not boyfriend now. I started to feel awkward when he said that to me tonight.

2nd day of Housekeeping Exposure Program

2008-12-16T19:17:00.002+08:00

It was a boring day in the first half of the day as the Executive Housekeeper of the hotel wants us to attach to the Housekeeper co-ordinator who is the one answering all the internal and external phone calls. We were sitting beside the HK co-ordinator and observe what she was doing. We were observing her ever since before the lunch break until one plus in the noon after the break. We went to NTUC supermarket with the Executive Housekeeper after lunch break for a while as there were two staffs that were hospitalised. Coincidentally, they are in the same hospital. We went to help and shop for some fruits. That was super heavy. The three of us each carry a very heavy bag back to the hotel.

During the second half of the day, we were instructed to count the number of torchlight in the 3 big boxes for her. That was really a tough process as we were wearing skirt and had to squat down to do the counting since we can't carry the boxes up. After that, we went into the Executive HK's office to have a chat. She had shared a lot of information with us regarding the whole hotel's operation. I am now clearer with the whole picture. She even went through the Profit and loss statement for room department with us! So shocking when I knew that as it was considered a private document of the company. I am now feeling very tired as I had not been sleeping well last night. I thought I could sleep so well since I was tired but I tossed in my bed till 1plus I think. Tomorrow has to report at 8am, which means I have to wake up by 6.15am to do my hair. Then I will be meeting the 3Cs for early dinner at Marine Parade since Mercure Roxy is just located opposite Parkway Parade. CY will be joining me, my cousin and her friend for Chinese Orchestra concert at NYP tml night. Hope it will be worth watching or else it will be a waste of my energy and time….

Fun days

2008-12-15T21:24:00.001+08:00

It has been one week that I did not update my blog. So sorry about the delay as I was quite lazy to update when the day times started. Haha!

Last Tuesday, I had my finance accounting paper in the late afternoon and that was really badly done. When I realised that I had done one of the question wrongly, I have no time to alter my answer by then as time's up. Haix. I had to console myself by going for a big feast after the paper with Loong,Fungyi, EeLing and her brother at Tampines Mall Seoul Garden. So happy that the store manager allowed me to have10% discount even though my OCBC debit card has not enough money to be entitled for the discount. When I first saw Eeling's brother, I was stunned as he changed a lot in terms of appearance. He has become taller and bigger in size. He seems to be very shy on that day maybe because if long and my presence as I heard from Fungyi that Eeling's brother is not like this during last few meetings.

On Wednesday, we started on our project work as we were in the rush of time to finish it before Purdee is flying to Cambodia tomorrow. Then on Thursday, it was also a long day. We split into 2 groups. Loong, Purdee and Rachel went to Sentosa for site inspection while Michelle, Angelia and I went to Jurong for site inspection and enquire some information. After that, we met at cityhall for further project discussion. We sat at Starbucks until 5plus. That was a tiring day. When the project ended, I headed to Raffles Mrt station to collect the NTUC back to school vouchers. I think I had spent more than 5 bucks on transportation for that day….=_=''' so heartpain la.

On Friday, there was no project meeting as Rachel has something on. Therefore, I took this opportunity to go out and have a great day!!! I went to party world ktv at Woodlands Civic Centre with cuiyue and chikeung. Cy and I were craving for ktv and ck seems so shy to sing. Hope he will sing more of his favourite songs of Gu Ju Ji when we go ktv next time! Don't be shy le la, Ck! It's a pity that we can pull Cs along. He was not interested in k-ing songs with us. Sharon didn't join us for k session as that was her last day of school. I didn't tell her in advance as I do not wish to affect her attendance in school. It's really a bad influence to ask her skip school man... After that, we met CS for lunch at Pastamania. After that, Sharon went to causeway point and met us for movie, Twilight. I felt very bad for asking CK to pay the full movie ticket pricing of $10.50 while the rest of us paid student price at $6. The show is fantastic but it's a shame that CS, CK and CY did not really understand and appreciate the storyline. The show didn't have any subtitles as it was a sneak preview. Actual screening is this coming Thursday. Luckily, Sharon and I still managed to catch the main storyline of the show even though everyone had difficulty catching what the characters were speaking. After the show, we headed to Market 85 by bus number 168. I regretted for not taking 168 to woodland in the first place. It was really quite fast as compared to mrt. On the way, I used my lappie to watch show, butterfly lovers starred by wuzhun and HuGe. It was really a sad show. After watching the show, my mood was super low. The meal with secondary classmates was not too bad. Jermaine was not feeling very well so he didn't go on that day. Those who were present were, the usual us with Marcus, Karen, Alvin and Jian Xian. I was really grateful that CK and CS helped me to carry my heavy lappie on that day. Thanks ya! I rejected Sharon for coming to my house to stay on that day as I was really tired after a very eventful day outside. HopeS Sharon will not blame me for my indecisiveness these few days. There are too many things I always wanted to do but I can't possibly do all at once. So sometimes, don't take my words too seriously ok. You just need to confirm with me again for any plans in future. Overall, it was a great outing on that day! Thanks friends. We shall have our outing soon this week again ya…. ^ ^

On Saturday and Sunday, I stayed at home the whole day to complete my assignment; culture individual project. Finally finished! Yea! Thanks all the effort to Kenneth. He did help me to do some research on Bali's culture. Yesterday, I was quite nervous about today's housekeeping exposure program. I could not sleep well initially but eventually fall asleep as I was tired.

Today, the exposure program at Mecure Roxy Square Hotel was very exciting. Another from HTM also went to the same hotel as me. Her name is Elieen Goh. We've learnt a lot of things about housekeeping department. It was not like what we had expected initially. I thought housekeeping is all about cleaning rooms. But today, the program has proved me wrong. Housekeeping is coordinator between public area, room attendance, decorations of festive season, laundry and administrative staff. Each section has its own duties to fulfil. I feel that there is really lack of local manpower in the housekeeping industry. There are many workers who are in Nationalities of China and Malaysia. It seems like what I had learnt in finance accounting has come into application this time. The admin worker of housekeeping department shared with us more information about ordering and receiving procedures of goods. Initially, I thought the manager of the housekeeping department, Mrs Lee, was a very strict and stern person. It had proved me wrong as she is really a nice person after all. She brought the two of us around in the first part of the day and handed us to her subordinates to bring us around. I can understand why she did this as she is tied up by a lot of work. She even treated us a drink at the lobby café this morning before lunch time. We had quite an interactive chat today. That's why we started to realise that she is a nice person. We had done a lot of walking around the hotel rooms today, felt so tired now. I'm sure that I'll be able to have a good night of sleep today. However, on wed, we have to report by 8am! OMG! This is because the person whom we're attached with is working morning shift for that day. We'll be able to go home by 4pm on wed and I can head off to watch the Chinese Orchestra Concert at NYP. My uncle has bought these tickets because of business goodwill and one ticket costs him $100. That was really costly la!

Life now is just like holiday

2008-12-08T17:28:00.001+08:00

I have been staying at home ever since last Friday. I had resisted any temptation for me to go out to relax as it will cost me a bomb if I were to do so. I promised myself I will spend money after the mid semester test which is tomorrow. I started my revision for finance accounting ever since Thursday night. Therefore, I feel very irritated whenever I forced myself to revise the work again and again. Somehow, I am sure that I know the concepts well except that I have no confident on the level of difficulty that the teacher is going to set.

I am really glad that Sharon has settled her relationship stuff with her boyfriend once again. Hope she has gained and learnt something from this incident. Everyone is learning including me. Learning is part of parcel in life. Somehow, I feel very relax during this period of time even though my paper is tomorrow. For these four days, it is like heaven to me. Don't need to worry where to get my food. My mah mah will always be there to prepare food for me whereas I am alternating my time with eating, watching my drama shows and sleeping. Haha… Sound very lazy right….

Tomorrow is the one and only paper for this mid semester test yet no one has initiated where to go after that. Haiz… That Sheng Loong confirms want to go roller blading one. I hope to do something which is more towards my interest like singing at k, watching some relaxing movie or chill out at some good places. Let's see how the plan will be tomorrow ba.

Ever since yesterday, I feel that my right eye is swollen and pained. I was even so silly to think that I'm going to be blind soon! Silly…> < I was somehow touched that Kenneth had given me a surprise today. I was out from bathing not long ago and I received a call from him. He told me to go down as he was around my area. So touching as he especially bought me an eye cream from face shop and travel down to bedok and passes it to me. I am really shock of what he had prepared. However, I do not know why I had an inner voice telling me to stay awake; do not accept any guys so easily from the previous heart breaking experience. From this I can judge his character half way as I do not know if this is only the courtship attitude. I know clearly what I want eventually. A guy who is really true to me but not to impress me. I will heed Loong's advice to observe people more clearly especially guys before I make any decision. Anyway, I still want to thank Kenneth for his special thought. ^ ^

I was quite shocked to know that wenyi cannot go for the housekeeping scheme next week due to some issues in student passes holder. It's such a waste that she cannot go to 4 seasons hotel this time. It's ok, I'm sure she will definitely have other opportunity in future… Jiayou, everyone!!!

One day of hard work

2008-12-05T23:58:00.001+08:00

I was at home today the whole day. I finally had the opportunity to wake up around one in the afternoon. I received a sms from a person from Roxy Mercure this morning. I was really surprised I was chosen for the housekeeping scheme after a short phone interview yesterday during my travel and transport class. The person said she will call me before five in the afternoon yesterday but I was somehow disappointed that I did not receive the call. That's why I was quite shock to receive this news when I woke up. Initially, I console myself that if I didn't get into this scheme, it's a good opportunity for me to rest at home and rush out my 2 other individual assignments that are going to due on early Jan of next year. It's a pity that I didn't get into the same hotel as wenyi. She has been posted to 4 seasons. That's so lucky =)

Therefore, I decided to rush my Contemporary Special Interest Individual assignment today. I sat down in front of my com from 1plus until 7plus just for this assignment. Phew! Finally finished! Oh yeah! I just need to do some editing to polish the whole report. I was able to finish today because I had done a comprehensive research a few weeks before. Now, I just need to concentrate fully on my finance acc revision as the mid semester test is on Tuesday.

Last night, Sharon called me. I just got to know that she's unhappy due to her relationship problems. It seems like I was bad at consoling people. In the end, she seems to feel like I was not there for her as friend. I was really upset when I saw this in her blog today. Even though I may not agree how she is handling a relationship, all the things I said just hope to ease her unhappiness. But in this case, she doesn't think the same as me. I really hope she can take things easy and be a cheerful person like in the past. All the things I said can only be advice for her. It all depends on how she is going to deal in her relationship. The only way to stay free from unhappiness is to look on the brighter side of life. This is what I have learnt so far. The more you are tense up on a particular thing, the unhappy the person will be. Therefore, I feel that I am becoming a more carefree person in this few weeks in terms of relationship aspect. However, I am now more concern towards friendship. I feel that friends are very precious. Maybe I am too tense up in studies that are what many people feedback on me. I should try to chill myself down. Don't be too concern with the coming deadlines. I just need to have myself pace.

One last advice for my dearest Sharon darling, please don't be too bothered in relationships matters le ba… I just hope to see your smile…. =) Cheer up.

disappointed with finance acc test 1

2008-12-02T20:20:00.002+08:00

Today i just received my accounting test 1 result. At first i thought i can score at least a B+ for it. To my disappointment, my group mates and i score around 26-27 marks upon 40. I and loong lost most of the marks in Q1c which weights 9m. We merely get half of it. Sobx.... I really study very hard for this test yet stil cant score for it. The marking scheme is like very vague to us. I was somehow disheartened when i knew i did quite badly for it. Next Tues is my acc test 2 yet i dun hav confidence in this area anymore. I think i really need to go temple and bai bai liao la....

Last Saturday, i was my travel and transport test 1. It was held at TP campus in the late morning. I was quite surprised that i can score 36/50. Not too bad. After that i went to meet Kenneth for lunch and to collect my bag which i ordered online. Lesson learnt. I will never order bags online again. The quality is really nt there. Looks like it will spoil after a few times of usage. The some of threads on the outer layer bag has already drop off. Argh!

After that, i went to met Joey at white sands and we went to shop for grocery at NTUC. Haha, we cooked curry noodles on that evening. That was so delicious and full!! We were watching some cable tv taiwan variety show while eating our dinner in the living room. That was so realxing man.... After that, we had a ktv session in her ktv room. That was so shiok man, i had a mini personal concert for that night. ^ ^ Feel so happy when got to sing out my feelings finally! I headed home on sun afternoon while Joey went to meet her friends for an outing trip. Poor her that she fell sick once her exams finished. She must be too weak after using too much of her brain cells.... Must take care wor, everyone, especially term test is coming....

Yesterday, i didn't head hm straight after my lesson. I went to meet the 2 C(yue and keung) for dinner as keung helped me to buy a laptop cooling fan at IT fair on sun. So surprised that he is gd at bargaining la! He helped me to get that at 10 bucks instead of 19. Thanks pal! Must bring him to shopping next time and help me slashed price la. Like that can save more money. Hahah!! Too bad Sharon and another C-Chun Sing cant join us. Sharon said she had promise her mum to dine at hm for that day while Sing is tied up with project stuff till late evening. It's ok, our gathering is coming soon! Yeah.... =)

on-going activites

2008-11-28T21:35:00.002+08:00

Last wed, our Club, resort & spa tutor arranged our class to go Spa Bontanica resort at Sentosa for a field trip. It was really an eye-opening experience for us. We managed to tour around the spa garden and resort area. However, due to the bad weather, we were unable to tour the villas. That's really disappointing. The presidential suite costs only 1100+ dollars per night. It is really long in size that can accomodate many people. There's also a walk-in wardrobe which many ladies wish for. The wardrobe area can accommodate at least 10 people at one go. OMG... How i wish i have such a big wardrobe.

After the field trip, my group members and i headed back to Sentosa academy to have our lunch at the RITZ restaurant. I was anticipating for my duck confit. The headwaiter of the restaurant for mon told us that there'l be duck confit on wed but they've made a mistake! So disappointing.... Somemore, the appetitzer doesn't fit my preference. The salad served was too raw. Really hope they will be more accurate in providing information in future.

Then i had an finance & accounting test on last fri evening. Hope i've done not too bad for it. Results will be out on next tues. I also went to have dinner with Kenneth. His birthday fell on saturday, 22nd. So i had an earlt birthday celebration with him. We went to Blue Oasis restaurant at Century Sq. There were too many people indoor, therefore, we took the outdoor seats. I was satisfied as I finally have the chance to eat duck confit. Overall, i feel the service provided was very good. The waiters are very friendly and they took initiative to help me top-up my water.

On last saturday, i went out with Sharon, Chun Sing, Cui Yue and Chi Kueng. That was an early birthday celebration for Sharon. Initially. Cairong was supposed to join us too. But she has something on in the very last minute. We had a great day~ We went to dine at raffles city cafe cartel. I was so blur that i didnt know it was just located at the entrance of raffles city. I walked a big round at level one inside raffles city until i called chunsing to ask for direction. I had bought a small winnie the pooh cake at bangawan solo. Her feedback is not very nice. I shall never buy that kind of cake in future. So sorry, sharon.... Didn't buy a nice cake for you this year. I shall buy a quality cake for you next year then... =) After the meal, we went to watch Madargascar 2 at Suntec City. This was so last minute, haha! Then i even made a mistake in finding the actual seats cuz we had missed the first part of the movie. Feel so paiseh when there were people looking for their seats which we had occupied. After the movie, we went to chilled at Starbucks for a while before we headed home.

Sharon went to stayed at my house for the night. I specially bought Hoegarden beer for us to drink during the night time. We didn't manage to watch any movie except to browse random shows. I should have prepare more shows before hand. We went to sleep at around 4plus as Sharon started to feel sleepy le. That was the most funny part as we two squeezed in a single bed filled with pillows and huggies. Although feel a bit difficult in sleeping properly, i feel so warm-hearted that best friends can actually sleep together in my room. Very rare thing to happen.

This tues, i just handed up one online blog assignment. Feel so relaxed when i completed my assignment long before the deadline. There is also another one assignment dueing on coming tues. I had printed out on mon and binded the report yesterday. Since yesterday night until today morning, i was trying to concentrate on my revision for the coming online travel and transport test tml. However, i feel that i was really distracted by the online shows that i'm chasing now. haha.... Still manage to finish the revision...

Encouragement

2008-11-19T21:59:00.002+08:00

I think it's a great news that i am healing at a faster pace as compared to the past. I still could remember that my first break-up took me more than three months to accept the reality. However, i think lessons learnt from the past have turned me into a person who is able to accept reality more easily. If i say i have already put down this relationship by now, it's still a lie. Even till now, i will take a quick look if he is online and what's his nick on it. Really kapo right. See already, make me feel even more uncomfortable.

Really want to thank one person specially, Joey. She sent me a jap song that is very encouraging to me. The lyrics are very meaningful. Tells me to be strong even i always lost the precious things in life. Really thanks, my dearest sis! I will work hard.... ^ ^

HIKARI - Light

English Translation

The light that makes a journey to find love
Continues to chase after the future captured in my heart
If you open the hesitating door
You can walk into a new tomorrow

Painful memories
Sink deeply in the depths of my heart
The pain of loneliness
That no one else knows

Why do I always
Lose the most precious things?
The neverending rain
Sings of sadness again

Ah, without anyone noticing
I wander aimlessly in this town
Hey, even though
The truth can't be seen
You should believe in the path within yourself, it's there

The light that makes a journey to find love
Continues to chase after the future captured in my heart
If you open the hesitating door
You can fly into a new tomorrow

A teardrop floats through the wind
The flowing clouds and the blue skies beyond my reaches
I look up, alone, and take a vow quietly
That I will live embracing the neverending dream

The light that connects the faraway wish
It will surely bring hope and courage
Instead of counting the time that has passed
Let's make most of our time now

If your wish isn't granted and you are hurt
You just need to start over again from there, again and again
That's right, there isn't just one answer
You'll find happiness one day

What's Your Power Color?

2008-11-18T17:47:00.001+08:00

Your Power Color Is Indigo

At Your Highest:

You are on a fast track to success - and others believe in you.

At Your Lowest:

You require a lot of attention and praise.

In Love:

You see people as how you want them to be, not as how they are.

How You're Attractive:

Your dramatic flair makes others see you as mysterious and romantic.

Your Eternal Question:

"Does This Work Into My Future Plans?"

What's" Your Power Color?

What the Beach Test Says About You

2008-11-18T17:41:00.001+08:00

What the Beach Test Says About You

You tend to be a very social person. You live for your friends and family. You can get social burnout occasionally though. You aren't a total extrovert.

You fall in love with ease and confidence. Even if you've had bad experiences in the past, each new love is a reason to start completely over.

You are a passionate person. You are free wheeling, fun loving, and ruled by your emotions.

Your sense of humor is intellectual and obscure. Only really well educated people get your jokes.

The Beach Test

Happened to see this test on Cousin Joey's blog. Appear to be quite true for me... =)

What Your Cute Monster Says About You

2008-11-18T17:39:00.000+08:00

What Your Cute Monster Says About You

You are a simply happy person. You still view the world with a childlike innocence.

You have an easy going attitude, and you value harmony. You love freely and inspire others to love.

You inner demon is frailty. You are easily beaten down by life.

People think you're cute because you are optimistic. Your outlook on life is charming.

The Cute Monster Test

HUMANMETRICS: Jung Typology Test

2008-11-16T21:26:00.001+08:00

Your Type is ESFJ
Extraverted
Sensing
Feeling
Judging

Strength of the preferences %
11
25
88
22

Qualitative analysis of your type formula You are:
slightly expressed extravert
moderately expressed sensing personality
very expressed feeling personality
slightly expressed judging personality

Extraverted Sensing Feeling Judging by Joe Butt
Profile: ESFJRevision: 3.0Date of Revision: 23 Feb 2005

Guardians of birthdays, holidays and celebrations, ESFJs are generous entertainers. They enjoy and joyfully observe traditions and are liberal in giving, especially where custom prescribes.
All else being equal, ESFJs enjoy being in charge. They see problems clearly and delegate easily, work hard and play with zest. ESFJs, as do most SJs, bear strong allegiance to rights of seniority. They willingly provide service (which embodies life's meaning) and expect the same from others.
ESFJs are easily wounded. And when wounded, their emotions will not be contained. They by nature "wear their hearts on their sleeves," often exuding warmth and bonhomie, but not infrequently boiling over with the vexation of their souls. Some ESFJs channel these vibrant emotions into moving dramatic performances on stage and screen.
Strong, contradictory forces consume the ESFJ. Their sense of right and wrong wrestles with an overwhelming rescuing, 'mothering' drive. This sometimes results in swift, immediate action taken upon a transgressor, followed by stern reprimand; ultimately, however, the prodigal is wrested from the gallows of their folly, just as the noose tightens and all hope is lost, by the very executioner!
An ESFJ at odds with self is a remarkable sight. When a decision must be made, especially one involving the risk of conflict (abhorrent to ESFJs), there ensues an in-house wrestling match between the aforementioned black-and-white Values and the Nemesis of Discord. The contender pits self against self, once firmly deciding with the Right, then switching to Prudence to forestall hostilities, countered by unswerving Values, ad exhaustium, winner take all.
As caretakers, ESFJs sense danger all around--germs within, the elements without, unscrupulous malefactors, insidious character flaws. The world is a dangerous place, not to be trusted. Not that the ESFJ is paranoid; 'hyper-vigilant' would be more precise. And thus they serve excellently as protectors, outstanding in fields such as medical care and elementary education.

Source: http://typelogic.com/esfj.html

What Tarrot Card are You?

2008-11-16T21:14:00.003+08:00

You are The Moon
Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.
The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

---Quite true ^^

Long weekend

2008-11-09T23:30:00.002+08:00

It has been a week after the break up. I thought i will actually take things easy by now but i was wrong. I still suffer from the after effects of break up. My mind will still wonder about the past events.

On last fri, my group mates and i went to Pulau Ubin for site inspection. That was my first time going there. I didn't know that we have to cycle around the island that's why i brought my normal sch side shoulder bag. I had to trouble michelle to help me carry throughout the journey. Since young, i do not really learn to cycle. So i also troubled Sheng Loong to cycle with me in a twin bike. We felt so cheated by the bicycle shop which we went to. The gear of the twin bike was not working in its best condition. This lead us to stop the journey more than three times. One thing we all were scared was being attacked by scent flies. Once bitten by scent flies, the female ones will lay eggs on the bitten wound. It was hard to discover as the scent flies were small and white in colour which was also invisible. It was a little expensive to travel there as the cost of ferry for 2 way was 5 bucks. The island is really ulu with no proper medic facilities. At the later part of the journey, Purdee had fall down from the bike and hurt her knee... She also felt giddy after a while. Poor Purdee... Therefore, we decided to give up our trip to Chek Jawa and headed back to the starting point. After the whole event, i became tanned with uneven skin tone!

We went to Subway at Changi Village to have our lunch when the trip ended for the day. I then headed to Sentosa Academy to meet Wenyi for photo taking session of the campus. Our last destination was Esplanade for our field trip report. It was quite interesting even though we didn't really watch finish all the shows everytime. Finally, i had bought the havannas slippers. Silver colour was the only colour left for my foot' size. I bought it because i'm really desperate for a new pair of slippers that is comfortable and lasting.

After an eventful Friday, i stayed at home on Saturday to have adequate rest. I suffered from bodyache when i woke up yesterday. I was rushing the field trip report for fesival and event mangement assignment. Finally completed the report but i still need to decorate the blog. I was alternating between report and hk drama series. Getting more and more exciting although it's very long-winded.

Today, i went to the Singapore Teddy Bear Show at Arts House with Kenneth. We had some difficulty locating the place initially but due to woman's intuition, we found the place. Although the showroom is not very big, i was really amused by the different bears that the artists have made. Some bears cost up to 1400 dollars. The reason is the accessories are real which make the bear to be very elegant overall...

After that, we went to watch Quantance of solance. The theatre at Suntec Eng Wah was super cold. I should have wore long pants and shirt. The show was generally exciting but i was unable to relate back to the previous show; casino royale. Some parts were linked back to that yet i had no impression about casino royale.

I had done a very silly thing just now. I went to my house's nearby 7 Eleven to buy a can of Carlsberg as i was feeling emo again. I started to drink that beer while watching my hk series. After a few sips, i then know that this will not help to ease my unhappiness in my heart so i threw it away without finishing it.

Complicated

2008-11-05T22:51:00.002+08:00

Why i still have the urge to see you again even i was hurted badly. I feel that i'm so weaked at times. I have tried so hard to forget the memories that we had for the past few months. Though i seems to be alright to most people these few days and i told them i'll be alright soon, i am still a weak minded person afterall... I seems to be just acting tough. I hope i'm not. I really wish that i can take things easy as i wanted all along.

I will still think of certain things even things are no longer important to u. If we were still together, this day is the 4th mth. I know it's pointless to mention this again... But.... Feel like crying again but i want myself to hold back my tears. Cant the pain just go away? I really have no more courage to face the reality of relationship between couples. I always told people around me that i do not wish to go into relationship by now but deep down in my heart i hop there will be a guy who is willing to take gd care of me. Just that i will nt dare to commit from now.

Very frequent, i told Joey that it seems like i'm suffering from karma. I maybe a playgirl in my previous life that is why i cant get a gd return in any relationships so far. Why a gd people who have no bad intention at all may not necessary get a gd return? Life is always so cruel and unfair....

The most painful process in life

2008-11-03T22:21:00.002+08:00

Once again, i'm out of relationship again. I cried and cried when i knew there was no turning back. In this relationship, i took the courage to confront him. I guess this time i did something that is very couragous. It was really unexpected.

My heart feels as if it was stabbed by thousands of knives when i knew he had no more feelings for me long ago. I felt i'm so silly to keep on waiting as if he will treat me better one day. I was wrong. I initated a break-up immediately even though it's against my wish.

He tried to explain that we two couldn't work out because he finds it difficult to communicate. He finds it stressed up when i start to pin high hopes on him. He thinks that he is not the guy i wanted all along as he's so many things that i dun like. In fact i told him, if he were to give more concern for me, i will not even think of his negative side. But he didn't.

I felt really upset even i woke up this morning. I had quite a peaceful sleep last night. Thanks to my dearest friends and cousin. (Sharon, Loong n Cousin Joey) I managed to sleep well after chatting with them. At least i know i'm not alone at all. There are people who still cares about my well-being. When i was on my way to school this morning, i received msg from Joey n Veralyn. They really touched me to the bottom of my heart. Even Caryl n deborah send regards to me through Joey. I also want to thank Sarah, Kenneth, cousin Daniel n Winnie... N those who tried to cheer me up.

No worries... After the walk towards the small island from Palawan beach this afternoon with loong, i felt more relieved. It is a place that can calm me down naturally. I like that place a lot. Maybe that will be my cosy place where i can have reflection whenever needed. It helps to clear my messy thoughts within a short period of time.

I told someone that from today onwards, i will shred a tear for him. The original Fiona should revived from now on. I want to be my very ownself. No more hidding of emotions or feelings from ppl. I want to stay happy with a very optimistic attitude in life. I need the energy to go n deal with a pile of assignments n tests. I will not want to worry those who are around me. I just need a period of time to heal from this hurtful experience and a lot of disractions..... I need to keep myself occupied as i know it's not easy to let this go in such a short period of time.

Jiayou, 梁宛玲!!!!!!! Don't let urself down..... !

a long break during lunch

2008-10-29T21:44:00.002+08:00

Today, it's bascially a very tiring day. When i stepped into the classroom at 9am this morning, i realised that the tutor is really familiar. I then knew who is he. He was invited to give a talk about 4 seasons hotel during one of the last few BESE lectures in the previous semester. He is the one who kept pacing up and down. His habit is still there. OMG! We'r going to suffer from dizziness for every wed morning lesson. Our project for tis lesson is combined with another module. We are going to propose a club in Pula Ubin. Guess we may need to get down there one day to explore just like what we did for marketing in year 1.2. Yeah, i think we will be having a great fun with this project as it seems quite interesting.

After the lesson ended around 11am, sheng loong, Purdee and I headed to Vivo City for lunch. Since we had 3h lunch break, we went to shop there after eating at Kopitiam. I finally bought the card for myself for future convenience. During this shopping trip, i bought a set of sports wear. I got a le coq sportif women shirt at 27 plus as there's a sales going on in a shop at habourfront centre. Then we also went to Gaint supermarket to get my FBT shorts. Haha, finally i have a set of presentable sports wear. The colours (blue)for both are quite matching. We also bought a Puma ladies shirt for Weina as her birthday is this coming fri. So glad that she like the colour that we chose for her.

Lesson resumes at 2pm. We were all so unwilling to attend that particular lesson as the tutor seems to be luring us into our dreamland. Jus can't stand it. Hopefully, i can concentrate during his lesson from next week onwards. What i can do lei? Maybe drink more water? Haha... But i don't think it will help.... Ohya, this tutor reminds me of Mrs Quek, one of my secondary sch geo teacher arh... hahahaha.....

After that lesson, we attended a make-up lecture for mgt accounting from 4 to 5 plus. I also have difficulty concentrating during that period. Haiz, my concentration span seems to have decrease after the vacation.

The last even of the day was going out with Sharon to eat dinner at my favourite porridge store in Chinatown. The one next to the CK shopping store. Although i ordered the wrong type of frog porridge, it's still very delicious! haha....

1st day of school at Sentosa Tourism Academy

2008-10-28T17:18:00.004+08:00

I woke up very early this morning for school. To my surprise, i did not had a good sleep last night. Just i must be too excited about the new environment that i'll be at for the coming whole semester.

So far, i feel that the school has a very nice ambience that is too relaxing for us to study. I always have the urge to tour and play around Sentosa with the sun, sand and water. I think i'll be going to be very tired from the coming weeks onwards. I have reviewed all the projects that are required to be done during this semester. I can start to feel the stress. There are total 6 modules. 4 of them are coursework based. Although so many of them are coursework based with no main exam paper, this means that i'm going to be super duper busy with the on-going projects. I think there are about 6-7 individual and group projects. OMG! !@#$%^

I was really happy that Sarah is able to crash lecture on every mon for mangement accounting and tues morning lectures. Therefore, we can have lunch together in this semester finally. Last semester, we rarely have a chance to have lunch. Thanks to you, Sarah, for being my tour guide today. At least i do not feel so lost by now.

Some parts of the academy are really dark. I hope i will not need to walk alone there. Haha. Today, i was scared by the sound made by peacock. At first i thought it was monkeys that are making the sharp noises. I didn't know that there is a peacock next to the parking area. Hope that i can see the peacock opening its beautiful feathers one day...

Overall, i was quite happy. I thought i will need to wake up very early if my class starts at 9am. Now i can jus wake up around 6.50am and go out by 7.30am, i'll be safe. We had also formed a project group by our own today. A few of them are actually Sarah's friends. It's such a small world after all... Hope that we'll have a lot of fun during project time.

In about half an hour's time, i have to log into ole bb to choose my next semester's elective. This time round, Sarah, Wenyi & I finally choose the same elective. Our choices are as followed, Ticketing & Reservation then Gaming Operation and last but not least Business Calculus.

I used to struggle if i should choose Business Calsulus because i did not take A maths during Secondary School time. If my school were to offer Normal Acad classes A Maths, i'll definitely that the challange this time.

Year 2 Sem 2 starts officially

2008-10-27T16:40:00.003+08:00

It has been a long time that i haven't update this blog. The same rountine for me during the vacation. I had devoted most of time in temp jobs during the long break after exam. Somehow feel a bit listless after a continous rountine of working life. I had to wake up early in the morning and travel for about an hour to the office.

The first job was receptionist at a film distributor called Buena Vista Tristar Columbia. I worked there from earlier Sept to 3rd week of Sept. Overall, it was quite an easy job. I loved the environment of that office at clarke quey. It was filled with movie ambience that makes me so excited just like i used to work at Video Ezy.

After this job, i went to work at Prudential as a temp data entry. I was somehow upset when i got to know that the company do not need so many temp workers during my 2nd day of work. We drew lots to determine who shall stay for another 2 more weeks before our school starts. Of course, my luck is not that good. I even bought a new train concession before i got to know this. I was considered lucky as one of the temp workers wanted to rest for the last few weeks of her holiday. Therefore, i took over her position. At prudential, i had lots of fun with the other temp workers as all of them are poly students. Most of them are from TP.

Probably it's because of same generation, that' s why e miggled around very well. They always keep talking make the room filled with laughter. I was somehow in bad mood but their laughter had make me feel so relaxing during work. Xinli is another girl who worked with me during our last 2 weeks of assignment at prudential. At first, i thought i will have difficulty in communication with her as she seems to be a very cold person when i first talked to her. As i started to work with her, i feel she is also a very ncie person cum a perfect lunch buddy. i started to miss the days and fun that we had during that 2 weeks.

After that assignment, i continued another job at suntec. This was recommended by our travel and tour operation tutor. The fair is Trade show for Asia Travel Market. I find this was really a good exposure for me. I have never been to such tourism trade show before. It was really a rare opportunity for HTM students to be involved in this ITB Asia 08. It was the first ITB Asia that was held in Singapore. My job scope was really relaxing as Veralyn and I were both handling the CNN booth. We just need to ensure that the Media library that was sponsored by CNN is neat and tidy. Most of our time, we were reading their travel related magazines.

During this vacation, i had also went to Malacca with my school. I went together with Sheng Loong and Veralyn. Actually the trip alone is quite boring as we visited many musuems. It was actually the accompany of my 2 dearest frens that make it happening! We had lots of fun during the 2 nights of stay at the hotel. We played games like bomberman on psp, poker cards, truth or dare etc... hahaha....

During this vacation, i feel that i have been through a lot. Many of the unhappy things that occurred between him n me. Probably i really mind the little things that he did and said. Sometimes, i feel that guys are always insensitive to little things which girls will mind. I do not dare to say love in any relationship anymore as it's a big word afterall. I guess during this stage of life, i can only say it's like.

Many people had told me that if i like/ love a person, i will be able to accept his bad points afterall. I do not get it initially until i had a talk with cousin Joey last night. She had enlightened me with her perspectives on relationship. I guess i still need time to accept his bahaviour which i don't really like since the start. This relationship has taught me not to devoted all my feelings in any relationship. I have to admit that i'm too vulerable to be hurt once more. I am the type of person who needs a little bit of obessive partner so that i know he do cares for me afterall. Although I always carve for freedom from my family ,i also need a partner that can give me all his attention.

Many things had run through my mind for the past few months. I have thought of giving up this relationship but i can't bear to do so. He had asked me before this question: There were so's many bad things about him, why do i still like him? I don't know how to answer him. It's just the feeling that counts. In fact, i am most upset by the one and only thing. Not gambling nor smoking.

When i asked him if he was happy being with me. His answer was ok only, no special feelings as he has too many things waiting for him to do everyday. This sentence is just like a knife stabbed into my heart until now. The reason why i do not want to leave him till now is because i hope he can feel that i will always be there for him.

Whenever i mentioned this sentence to anyone, i will start to become emo again. No matter what, i will not give up on him as long as i know i'm still in his heart. What if he had no feelings for me at all one day? I will tell myself to live on without him eventhough it''ll be tough during the initial stage. Fiona, pls be more couragous in this aspect! Jiayou...!~

The start of my End Sem Holiday...

2008-09-04T16:32:00.010+08:00

Long long time that i didn't update my blog again....Should have keep a habit of blogging frequently but i still didn't manage to do so... Where shall i start from?

Em.... Let me start from Sarah's 18th birthday celebration. This celebration was held at Pasir Ris chalet during our study break. I was there even though the following Monday was our Accounting paper. We had lots of fun for that night... Drink raspberry vodka with soft drinks until we were so bloated. I was the last one to fall asleep in the morning. Loong and Sarah couldn't make it. Wenyi left the chalet in the early morning. Overall, i can see that Sarah has enjoyed herself. Glad to see her to had such a wonderful 18th birthday.

After that, we had 2 papers to deal with. One is Accounting and another one is Tour and Travel Operation. Let's see how i fair in about 2 weeks time. During my study break, i sent out many resumes to different jobs agency. Finally, i was being offered as receptionist by Kelly Service Centre to work at a film distributor (Beuna Vista Tristar Pte Ltd). So far, it was my fourth day at work till today. I enjoy working there as it seems like there isn't much restriction by the company. I can use the internet and phone most of the time when i have nothing to do on hand.

So far, realise that most of the important people are not around in the office most of the time. As for today, i think there will only be about 7 person present including myself out of 14 person. 2 of them on MC, 2 of them on leave and the 2 big bosses are out of town for business reason. Although office job can be bored at times, it is an easy way to earn money for part timers like me. My workplace is now full of Wall-E standies, posters. Just like my previous workplace at Video Ezy, so many movie stuffs.

Tomorrow, i will be setting off to Malacca with my school. It is an educational trip that allows us to tour in a 5 star hotel back staged operation there. So excited! I can go aboard again. The tour fees can be remburised from the edusave account. Therefore, i used the money that my dad first used to pay for the tour fees to buy myself a creative xi-fi mp3 player last week at the Comex fair. I do not wish to buy one but my i pod mini is spoilt long ago. Since then, i used my handphone to listen to that few patheic songs and FM.

Yesterday, Jerald had give me a big scared! He didn't reply my message the whole day. I didn't want to call him cause i was afraid that i may disturb his progress on the project that is due today. At first, i thought he did not bother to reply as that's what he do sometimes. So i started to get angry. I called him in the night time and found out that his phone didn't receive any msg until he restarted the phone on the spot. I learnt my lesson from now on. Do not message him unneccesarily, give him a call straight!~ Hope he will change his phone soon.....

Today, it is our 2nd month anniversary!!!! Time flies... I always have a feeling that we two have been together for a long long time already. Actually, if u ask me if i'm happy with what i have now.... I will reply yes and no partially. I'm definitely happy to be with him as i can confirm that my feeling for him is getting stronger each day. I told myself not to commit too much in the inital stage of a relationship but i could not do it everytime. I'm getting unhappy sometimes as my mood is affected by his mood too. I can feel that he is really stressed-up with many things. That's when i feel so guilty of being unable to lighten his burden. I always wonder, by going into a relationship, will it be a burden to him? I need his care and attention too. Will he be able to meet my expectation as an ideal boyfriend? A little concern expressed by you will brighten my day, do you know that?

You made me upset when i saw your friendster profile a few days back. I cried instantly when i realised how much you love and care for your ex. Till now, i hope i'm not a replacement of that gal. If not, i really do not know how to deny this cruel fact. U explained to me that is the past and did not log in for a long long time. I decided to let it go and look forward. I'm sure i will be able to open your heart to me one day. Let time prove everything to us...

The end of Year 2 Sem 1....

2008-08-16T22:26:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, Friday, it was my last day of Yr 2 Semester 1 at Temasek Polytechnic. I was somehow wondering why time flies like nobody business. I didn't really take note of the small little details that happened in this semester. I didn't really interact with other classmates in my class execpt for the clique of people whom i always mix with. I really enjoy the time that we had for the past few months. Really feel great to know people like loong, veralyn and weina as my new friends. However, i definitely not forget my other friends whom i know them for a long long time.

These few days, i am always wondering why my family is giving a hard time on me. They will keep calling me to ask if i am reaching home or not... I felt really irritated everytime when they did this to me cause i will feel as if i'm a small little kid. Come on, i've grown up! I really some degree of freedom! Haiz. That's y i didn;t have the courage to reveal to them i'm attached currently. I'm wondering if i should i just blah out this matter if i really can't take it one day. Most probably after i got back my results and proved to them i can make it in studies even i have a boyfriend. Let's see....

I managed to meet jerald on thurs and today. At least twice just for this week. After today, we will have to work extremely hard on our own studies. He has a project duing on the coming friday and he yet have to start on it till today. I hope he can manage to complete his task not in the last minute. Jiayou, dear dear! =) As for me, i have to work hard for revision on the 2 subjects before i go for Sarah's 18th birthday celebration. Feel so excited cuz Sarah is finally turning 18 yrs old! Besides, i can now introduce Jerald to my friends officially. They have only saw our photos before. He always introduced me to his friends and family members but i haven't done so. I can't introduce him to my family for the time being, therefore, i can recognise this relationship by introducing my friends to him. Guess this is the only way to show that i really appreaciate him as a bf now.

Ever since i have been together with him, i feel so contented. For example, he had completed most of my wishes that i want to do with the one i love. Since the past, i hope i can go to the beach and have a romantic walk with my bf. This has came true during my birthday celebration at east coast park this year. Secondly, i watched the fireworks with him during the NDP this yr too with our hands holding on to each other, haha, so sweet... keke.... AND today, finally we managed to k songs after so many weeks of planning. We wanted to go k songs since last few weeks but every time we have something that obstructed our way such as falling sick... We sang duet songs today. Haha, those duet songs that i dedicated were high in pitch for the male part. That's y he suffered a lot today. I realy enjoyed the things we have done so far.... Guess he will never know all these things about how i thought. Let him discover these eventually lo...

We also bought couple tee shirts today. It was somehow identical and hopefully this time is a sucess. Y i say so? Cuz before we got together officially, we bought the elmo shirt together. However, he didn't wear that ever since we bought cuz the neck area is too big. He doesn't like the cutting. Actually the shirt which i bought just now was also not in gd conditon as there are some stains on the neck area. It's a white colour shirt but i still risk and bought it cuz it's the last piece. Hopefully, the stains can be removed easily....

Haiz, next week can only meet him during Sarah's birthday chalet... Hope he will be able to make it... =D

The last session of SSM lesson

2008-08-11T20:11:00.002+08:00

OMG! Can't believe this day has come! It is our last day of nightmare from now on... No need to worry about not enough rest on sunday night because of this SSM lesson on every mon which causes my main monday blue for the whole semester. For this whole semester before i got to know him, i will be very relectant to go out and have fun on every sunday. However, i don't care so much now. Haha...

Although it's our last session for this service methodlogy class, i somehow feel super high and sad today. High because i can finally break free from the restriction of 'ah-ma' highstyle for every mon. I can finally go and have a peaceful hair cut this week. I can't believe that the service instructor who is all along the fiercest one, is so out-going after the de-brief today. Really have fun through out the semester regardless of the tough times that we all have gone through together.

Veralyn, my fren and i were stewards this lesson. We were so tired as the plates kept coming into the washing point like nobody business. We kept washing and cleaning the used plates with determination. As some point of time, i felt like giving up as i was really really tired. Now my shoulders and back are aching.... So glad that Veralyn gave me a short shoulder massage after the de brief.... haha!

We manage to hit and exceedthe sales target at 2000 OVER dollars! woosh!!! so happy that Veralyn and my hard work didn't go into the drain. We washed so many plates today and if we didnt hit the target, we will be damn pisseed! Yeah Yeah! Good job everyone!!!! Well done..... =)

On last sat, it was national day. He and myself decided to go n explore the southern ridge in the afternoon and then proceed to watch the firework at night. However, there was a change of plan and we joined his army friends for the day. At first, i was quite unhappy why he will always want to join his friends during our date. I was somehow quite unhappy with my tone during the call but i do not think that he knowwhat's in my mind. I decided to give in as i know he does not have much time for his friends since he is with me.

We went to eat Yuki yaki with his friends. I was so touched by an event. One of his friends proposed to his gf during the fireworks at marina area. We were not there during the proposal but i can feel the sweetness from the couple. The guy kneeled down in front of the gal and gave her the diamond ring that worths more than 2000 over dollars. I think i will be moved to tears if i were the female lead. hahahaha.... All his friends there are older than me. It seems like i'm the youngest among them. At some point of time, i will be the quietest as i do not know what to say in their conversation. All of them are talking about marriage stuff like where to get for their housing, ROM,wedding photo shooting etc... I was really envy with them as they are at the suitable age to get married.

i shall stop here for today. Got to revise my deadly geo test which is tml.... omg omg.... haiz. i seem to be unable to absorb a lot of facts for this subject.... sobx.....

Little mouse is falling sick....

2008-08-07T20:03:00.004+08:00

Xiao lao shu is sicked.... Went to the Tampines Polyclinic this afternoon as i really can't stand the cough anymore. I had been waking up in the middle of the night for the past few days because of this. I hope i will recover soon so that i can go out happilly with him on the coming weekend. Actually i was somehow very happy that one of my guy friend accompanied me to see doctor just now or else i wiould be very bored and maybe will even faint there cuz of lonliness. haha... a bit exaggerating right.... He was there to keep me occupied so that i will not look like a patient. Why is he so nice lei... hahaha. of cuz he wants to repay me la. I lend him all my lectures notes for last friday, that's why he act as if he was my dad la. We look like father and daughter going to the clinic sia...

Although i really hope Jerald will be the one to accompany me when i need him, i know i can't be so unreasonable. He is busy at work and he is so far away from me in terms of location. I really hate this man. I had a very bad experience last year about this circumstance. Last year, i suffered from a pro-longed stomach discomfort. I had gone to more than 3 doctors and spent significant amount of money for this sickness. My ex is also a workaholic. He has no time to accompany me to the doctor.

Everytime, when i feel realy sad about this, he will never know about it. It was really fortunate of me to have others to support me such as my colleagues and family. They are really the ones who showed true concern but not my ex. Let's stop talking about him. Mentioning about him will make my mood down.

Btw, i will like to thank Joey, my cousin, that she helped me to re-design this blog. I really like the header picture man... Thanks, Joey! This blog now look more refreshing in terms of appearance... hahaha....

I can feel that the cough medicine will cause heavy drowsiness.... I set alarm at 6pm jus now and i couldn'treally wake myself up. Omg.... That is a killer. I'm afraid i will fall asleep before he reach home later. argh.... nope nope... must keep myself awake first ar.... go n revise my geo test later ba...

A month of sweet life

2008-08-06T21:30:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, it was our first one month anniversay. I was really happy that we actually had made it to one month. For the past one month, it was really my happiest momemnt when i'm with him. He may not seems to be a perfect guy in other's eye but i know he is trying hard to be a wonderful bf of mine. He is willing to sacrifice his time for me and accompany me to do the things which i want to. In this relationship, i learnt to give and take. Our timing may not be as flexible as other couples, i am quite content with the life we have now. Chatting on the phone every night just before we go to sleep even though we may be out of topics at times.

I was somehoe touched that he is willing to give up his time in gym with his friends yesterday and went out with me for dinner. He said that gf is of cuz more important. He also respect me in terms of informing me that he will be going out for a meal with a gal tml be4 hand. Guess he must be afraid that i will be misunderstood if he choose not to tell me. I cherish this kind of mutual respect. In the past, if i know that my bf is going out with a gal, i will start to think a lot. I think as a person grows, one's thinking will change. Guess this is a good thing.

I gave him a little surprise after we part at the bus stop. I message him to look for a little card in the kino's plastic bag. I slotted inside the bag when he was going to the toilet earlier on. I can feel that he is very glad to receive such a card from me. I hope such element of surprise can bright up his life. I only hope that he will be happy. His happiness really meant a lot to me. I love to see the way he smile. It will really make my heart smiles....

This year, i had ate a total of 4 birthday cakes. Really feel so surprised to eat a birthday cake on the last day of July in school. My classmates had bought a big Black Forest cake from Hans to celebrate birthday for the July Babies. Thanks to all the people for celebrate with my birthday with me this year. I really had a memorable one....

School term is coming to an end soon. I just hope that my holiday can come faster so that i can spend more time doing things which i wanted to do long ago. Such as finishing the last book of Harry Potter which i borrowed from my friend last year's Dec, finish the fruit basket comics and watch as many series show as possible.

Yea, coming mon is my last session of Service Methodology Skills. It will be our project week, so we must put in more team effort in order to run the business more efficiently. I have made an appointment at Kimage saloon for next wed as there is a National Day Promotion for hair rebonding at $169 with hair cut and treatment. This is done by senior stylists. Therefore, i feel it's quite worth it to give a try.

Sometimes, i'm quite tired of the lack of freedom i'm facing now. My family is always asking me where and who i am going out with on every weekends. There was once i argued with them cuz my dad dun allow me to go out. I was really angry at them as i think that they shouldn't control me to this extent. I'm old enough to handle my personal lifestyle. I will not neglect my school work as i had tendered from work a few weeks ago. This is the sacrifice that i had made when i choose to be with him. I feel it is worth it as i finally found someone whom i really want to be with him. I don't care about the consequences that i have to face in future. Treasuring your love ones whenever possible....

the day arrived

2008-07-11T18:38:00.002+08:00

I was waiting for this day to come from the since last weekend. It was really a pain for me to wait for this day come. I finally can get to see him! He will be out from reservist until mon. At first, i was quite upset that he might not be able to come out n celebrate my birthday with me. Actually, i dun mind about the birthday celebration. Wat i mind is that i really wish to see him after we parted at Tampines on last sat night. I have to admit that i started to commit myself seriously in this. This is proven by how much i miss him for the past few days. I feel very comfortable when i am with him. He seems to be a very nice guy even though i thought he may not be very good at making gals happy. I was wrong. He proved tome that he cares about me and shows concern for me. This weekend seems to be a busy one. Later, i will be going to Bugis and meet him as we are going for the watch hunting which i wanted. It's a casio lover's watch which seems quite difficult to search for. I was quite surprised that he wanted to buy that even though his style of waering watch is very different from the casio ones. Haha... After that, we will be going to East Coast Park to meet my colleagues and cousin Joey. Yea yea, this is my second birthday celebration for the year. I jus had a dinner with my dear fren, Sharon, yesterday evening. She visited me at my workplace. She really surprise me with the birthday cake and the gift. I thought she will just treat me a meal at Cafe Cartel. Really happy that she is so nice. Without her effort of making me happy yesterday, i think i'll die from exhaustion. The time when i started working until night time, i had been doing the same thing. After a few colleagues had left the company, there are some obvious changes in it. We have to do a lot of stuff. I can feel my back is going to break when my work ended yesterday. Something funny happened when i was on my way back yesterday. As soon as my work ended, i called him. Chatted happily on the phone. I couldn't find y ez link card when i was boarding my second bus home. I panic n decided to pay by cash on the spot. OMG! I onli have about 30cents coins with me at that time of time. I asked the bus uncle if he has any change for coins. He asked me to go inside and ask the otehrs. HAiz... i only have a 10 dollar note. To my surprise, the lasy whom i asked if she has any coins to change, she just give it to me. She doesn't have small change for notes. I was so touched and embarrassed at the same time. When i reached hm, i turned my bag upside down. After a while, i touched my jacket's pocket. It was inside there! HAiz, i feel that i was really careless. Now, he even can confirm i am like a sotong. Feel so paiseh now as this was not my first time being so sotong already.

a decison made finally

2008-07-06T14:34:00.002+08:00

omg!!! i can't imagine that he had made the first move. I was like a mad woman on fri after i received his confession through msg. he is so sweet man. when i was having my service meeting, i received the msg. he said, i know what to give for for ur birthday le. it's priceless. First thing come to my mind is to give me himself as a gift lor. OMG! it's really true. He asked if i will accept him as a priceless birthday gift. I was very shocked at that moment. Then i proposely asked him why should i accept him as gift lei. He said, cuz i wan to be with u! At that moment, i knew i had won the game. Cuz i have been waiting n guessing who will be the first to confess. I replied, certainly with a bashful emotional at the back. After that we somehow digress the topic. So i dun know if we are considered as being together officially. Somemore, he didn;t call me that night. I was so confused n frustrating be4 i slept. Jus be4i went to slp, i msg him when can i get my birthday gift. He replied, i'm available. I dun get what he meant. That's y i went to slp with wild thoughts in my mind.

I went to work the next morning. I decided to msg him what he meant for his previous msg. He said he is available any time. N he asked mi if i am free on that day. Before i went to work, i told myself that i should wear nicer as i hope that he wil ask me out later. Just as i wished! We met at Tampines Interchange and set off to IKEA. Along the way to the bus shuttle area, he suddenly held my hands. I was so shocked as i hav no mental preparation that we are actually together already.

Overall, i really enjoyed our first date as being officially together. I didn't expect him to send me hm cuz he live in wet while i'm living in east. However, i didn't know why i can't control the feelings of feeling upset when i was boarding the bus hm. Maybe i thought of things like i can only see him at most once a week. haiz. At least he will msg me if i had reach hm n what i'm doing ar... I have never feel so sweet for a long time! We chatted for about 3hours before we hang up the call. During the chat, i told him about what happen be4 i accepted him. He was somehow worried n jealous that i will be too close with that online guy for the next few weeks as he is going for re servist tml le. He sounded so inconfident. He said he need a love insurance lor... lol. i assured to him that i will nt go out with him once i had made a decision. feel so happy that at i know he cares about me.

He told me yesterday that he may be able to come out on sat to celebrate my birthday with me. I was somehow excited but at the same time i shall nt pin too much high hope on this. I hope we can meet up on coming sat! i may not be like my frens whom their partners are in the same sch or working. theirs are much more fortunate than me. Not so many problems like distance, insufficient time to spend together. I hav no sense of security for the time being as we jus started. But i have a strong urge that i wanna to be with him as long as possible. will it be possible in reality? More to come i guess... =)

A mixture of feeling for the day

2008-07-04T00:34:00.002+08:00

Jus came back from work nt long ago. My parents hav been complaining that i hav spent so much time outside nowadys... Haha. No choice ar... I was so happy to know that my ex-senior was visiting us jus now! It has been quite some time that i didn't get to see her since she left the workplace. She has been a very nice, responsible and caring senior. Therefore, i was super high when i received her call! We went to have supper at HK cafe near my working place. That's y i reach home so late.

Y there's a mixture of feeling for the day lei? It's because when i knew that my senior has manage to find a very pleasant job that has a gd job prospect. I'm really happy for her. She can get to learn more. However, i was getting quite disappointed to see so many seniors of my company to leave one by one. It was the fourth one this time. All these ppl are those whom i've been quite close with them since i started work. Too many company politics going that affect all of us. Cut cost etc... Haiz... Now, the branch which i'm working at, left only 2 active part Timers that includes me. In the past, if this situation was to occur, i will hav to work manybe more than 5 days per wk. However, now i only get to work about 9h/ wk in average. How am i suppose to survive on these pathetic number of hours from now on?!!! Working there is no longer as fun as like we had in the past! Today was my last day working with my 1 n onli part timer. Next time, we will nt be able to work together unless some exceptional thing happen. Feel really sad....

Today, i think a lot about this issue. I try to convince myself that i should stay there as long as i can. I do nt wish to get into a new environment again. I do not have much time for studies if i were to immerse too much in work. So studies is still the most important target for me right now. Tml onwards, my group mates n i will hav to go project on full force as 2 prjects are dueing on next week.

After a heavy supper, i feel quite uncomfortable. Guess serves me right la. Just recovered from fd poisoning, still eat so unhealthy fd. Haiz. Think my diahorrea is coming back. OMG! i can feel the werid feeling is back.

Guess i should rest earli, or else my dad is coming in to nag at me again. LOL. Gd night!

a new post for update

2008-07-01T19:12:00.002+08:00

Really apologise for the long abandance of this blog. I couldn't be bothered to update so many things that happened to me for the past few months. Where shall i start lei?

Okie, since sch term starts for year 2, i have known a few 'ga gi'- gd frens whom i always hang out with them during break time or after school. I very fortunate to have such great friends around me. I feel very comfortable sharing my personal life matters with them. They are always there to give me advice on what i should do especially relationship problems. I will also nt forget my old frens ok... =)

I feel that i have a very 'wang' love destiny in this yr.

Before 17th May 2008, one of my sec sch fren, yuki, suddenly popped up in msn n ask me if i'm single etc. I felt quite weird n to be my surprised, she introduced one of her bf's fren to me. When i got to know that he's 26 this yr, i started to reject him mentally. This is because i prefer guys that will not have a huge age gap from me. However, i dun mind to know one more guy in my social circle. Initally, the guy and i were quite embarrassed during the first few days of our chat. As we get along, we seem to know each other quite well...

On 17th May, which was my mum's birthday. So my family and i cut the cake in the late noon as i need to rush to my another fren's belated birthday celebration at Zouk. I was somehow surprised that chemistry had appeared bwt me and another guy. This guy is actully my fren's fren. I was somehow drunk at zouk. He was there to take gd care of me when my cousin joey was having fun at interval. I feel very touched by what he had done. I know tat we both have interest on each other. He aksed me out after 2 days which we had met. I went out with him to watch the jap movie, accuracy of death. As time passed, i had went out 3 times with him. And i realised that he'll called mi on every fri night to hav a chat. Initially, i was quite upset as he admit he's nt the type that he will always msg the one whom he likes. But nowadays, we did chat over sms regularly.

The guy whom i chatted online is quite pity as i always reject my fren n his invitation for thier outings and i went out with the guy whom i kwe from zouk. Finally, last saturday, i went out with my fren n the online guy to watched the movie, wanted, and had dinner besides the esplanade. I feel that the online guy is also quite sweet, jus like the guy who i knew in zouk.

Sometimes, i feel that it's a torture for a person to 2 time at once. Dun know y some ppl still can manage a relationshp bwt 2 people. Haiz...I jus kanna food poisoning yesterday during my pract in SSM lesson. Puke n puke, diahorrea. NO choice, i skipped my ssm lectures n asked my dad to come n fetch me. My dad insisted me to hav a jab. After the jab, i was up with fever. That feeling really sucks... I was in a state blurness since yesterday evening to this late afternoon. I felt so touched that my grandma n mum take gd care of me when i was being tortured by illness. At that moment, i really hope the guy from zouk will be the one to concern more about me. I know i was being self-fish. The online guy is very concerned about me n he thought something bad had happened to me when i didn;t reply his msgs since yesterday.

I was on MC today... Feel so bad as i didn't go for a list of lessons for tues. Every tues, my lesson starts from 9am to 7pm. Haiz, missed the psycho lect for this week. Hope there's someone can lend me the notes tml.

On my birthday, the guy whom i met in zouk will nt be able to accompany me. He has to go for re-servicst. The bad habit of his is that he will always be late for meeting and ask a person out in the very last minute. I admire him a lot as he seems to be a superman to me. He has to work, study at SIM for one more semester and go for re-servist. I can't imagine how can he manage his life if he was to hav a gf now.... Maybe he need a god to save him from his busy and hectic life. =D

The online guy has also touched my heart as he helped me when my psycho video roject screwed up. He helped me to convert the raw video into a compatible format which window movie maker can read. Without his help, my fren will nt be able to finish editing the video asap. However, my psycho project was screwed as we were unable to played the video. After another round of editing by my fren, we hand up the video on the next day. So lucky that my tutor was lenient enough as she said she'll deduct marks if we hand up later than fri.

So....i also dun know how to choose bwt the 2 of them. My colleague once advised me that choose the one whom u misses a lot n make u happiest. I alo dun know the anwer to these.... Sobz. Maybe let me know more about them be4 i result into a state of delimma.

So near yet so far.....

2008-04-02T13:49:00.002+08:00

What actually happened yesterday??? Haha... It's sort of funny n tiring. It happened when i started working yesterday at siglap.... i got to know that the storeroom is leaking. water was dripping from the ceiling since yesterday morning. when my senior went for her lunch, i was doing my own things like slacking around as there it was really very boring. Suddenly when i turned my head to the left n i was really shocked. the water has flooded to the counter area. it was really serious n i went into the storeroom n check it out. oomg!!! the 2 ceiling board was broken and it fell into the floor. i was really grateful that no one was siting and resting in that area at that point of time as the board was nt that light. It was really scary sia. From that point of time, my senior, manager and a few guys were starting to be very busy as we need to clean and mop the floor... clear the damaged boexes. i remembered that i was involved in the catching the waterfall too... haha. somemore, our own contractor can't fix the thing as it was cosidered the landlord's problem. haiz.... even our office ppl also can't do anithing. then we went up to the 2nd level and inform the blangadashs nt to used the toilet as the pipe is leaking seriously. luckily, yesterday... there was a guy from other outlet who also came to help out with us to do closing with me. or rlse, i dun think i'll dare to go up alone to inform them. all of them are foreginers and only one of them mamnged to speak english. the way up to the 2nd floor is damn ulu n dark... i dun think i'm going there alone. so werid! how we managed to resolve this prob tentitively is that we used a special tape to cover the pipe hole be4 we left. hopefully it will work and dun gush out like the waterfall or else later i hav to catch the dirty smelly water again....

Why the guy is attached? I feel that we can actually talk a lot without knowing that we just met. Somemore, there are many things that he initated for a talk. maybe he's just being too extrovert. haiz. when i got to know that he has a gf, i was so sad. he is actually staying and working so near around me yet i hav no hope tat we can even go further. before that, i even decided to ask for his phone no. can u imagine that fiona will actually ask other ppl for number especially stranger? this is nt ah fio man... haiz. maybe i should jus stop day dreaming and return back to the realistic world... when will my mr white prince appear in front of me? god, can u tell me???

a long long post

2008-04-02T00:08:00.004+08:00

hahaha! 2 months already.... for 2 mths i haven been blogging!!!! paiseh for those who keep viewing my blog n see nothing... ok, where shall i start leh? ok... every since my hoilday starts from end of feb.... i hav been slacking all the way until now... at the very start of my hoilday, wenyi, sarah n i went to a job agency to work in hotel banquet. i only worked for about 3 or 4 days n i had finally decided to quit since it's a tough job for ppl like me... my parents also object me to continue this job since it's nt worth it due to physically strains. somemore it's the same pay as my current job at video ezy... still i prefer the working environment n culture at VE... haha! it's much more relaxing n we can communicate with nice customers... although i know i can lotz of things from hotel baquest but haiz.... i still can't take it... my leg is always pain and so is my shoulder. we hav to carry the tray every time. so tiring.... n there's once... it's a st patrick celebration at a particular hotel. it's a torture as it'a a buffet setting. it's really more more tiring that normal dinner banquet cuz we hav to stand at all times to serve guests who are also standing. hav to walk around with a stupid sliver tray which is damn heavy. it's really much heavy than the normal plastic one. my hands will be very shaking whenever i carry the silver tray with drinks on it! so scarry lor... then there's one captain still said hey, can ur hands dun 'dou' so much???! i feel so sad sia. it was only my second time working at that hotel. i hav no experience in this line. i told myself that i will never go into F and B this industry in future. My coming sem, i hav to take a module called service methology. n we hav to under training for 1 mth before serving students and teachers at a cafe in our ch, sugar loaf. Hopefully, that will be my last time to come in contact with such thing. haiz.... i dun like f and b from start until now. i tried working in banquet as i wan to see if i really suit f and b this industry. maybe... it really doesn't suits me.

during this holiday... i also went for a long holiday at bangkok. it was a 5d4n stay. it was super warm over there but i love manythings over there! one is the things are very cheap over there. especially the clothings, wallet, food, accomodation. i went with my cousin joey, her mum, her mum's friends. it's a good move that we are out with aunties cuz they are there ti heklp us slashed the price. teher's once i went to a road side stall, the owner did nt wan to offer us a lower price until my aunt came to look for us. i'm some sort angry with the ppl there that they actually bully the younger ones like ne n my cousin joey. the second thing i like about my bangkok trip is the comort zone of the hotel which we were staying at. the hotel is used to be a service apartment. now it's converted to hotel. i like the hotel so much as it' consider clean n big with fridge, hi-5 set, tv, 2 qeen size beds, bath-tube, big waredrobe, balcony in each rm. somemore our room was facing the view of the city. however we hav to pay 200 sin dollars deposit for each room. at first, i was damn afriad that the hotel is like those very old old room with no facilities. but i'm relieved! there are so many facilities like gym, suana rm, small varities of dvd rental, swimming pool, jacuzzi n more! the air transport was also a pleasant one. we took the thai airways. it's blesssful that we didn;t take budget airway. i had spend a lot of money over there. i kept withdrawing money from my atm card. in the end, i spent about 500 sin dollars on food n shopping. haiz. so total, i spend about a thousand dollar there including air ticket n accomodation. aniway, this trip was considered an enjoyable one with gd n bad events happening. it's an eye-opening event for me... haha! i hav learnt something n culture about thailand too... =) i hope that i can go to pattaya next time. it's beaching time!

after i came back from thailand, i started to become a workoholic as i nd to recover my expenses which i had spend. besides, i also bought an acer lappie from the IT fair last month. my dad sponsor me 1thousand dollar while my grandma sponsor me 200dollar. therefore, i must nt forget how good they hav treat me... must be good to them by spending time with them.

on last sun, 30th of marach... i was really proud of myself. it was really my first time playing mahjong tong siao with joey n her friends. we started playing from 7pm plus until the next mornig at 8am. it was really crazy sia. we only hav a long break at tampines mac around 2 plua in the morning to fill up our stomach. we continued playing after that. before the break, i lost a lot of money however after that break... i kept winning n i felt that my playing tactics has improved tremendously out of no where, maybe practice makes perfect ba ... haha! however, i'm still learning in process in order to play better. hope that i can play mahjoing with them again soon. but this serves me right. i only slpt for 3 h after 9am in the nex morning n i felt wobby when i was on my way to work after a visit to bright hill temple for chin ming.

1/4/08, tues, it was really a bad day..... i will continue on the next post as i had typed a lot today liao... haha, feeling tired my now.... yawnz.... nitez.

Slow learner

2008-01-31T23:49:00.000+08:00

Haiz... Today, i went for the BCs revision lectuer... It doesn't seem to help me know what i'm revising... The lecturer went so fast like a train... Must rely on myself to do final revison before the actual test takes place on next tues evening.... I feel somehow upset as i think i'm a slow learner in language like Jap. Why i feel this way? Because today my jap's group was very participative. We tried to help one another to memorise our lines for the role play. It was know done half-way... However, among 4 of us, i'm always the one who is nt clear with pronounciation and forgot the diificult lines most of the time... Feel so demoralised now... They all can memorised and speak quite fulently when we are rehearsing... Although i seemed to be fine when i'm with them... Deep inside my heart, i'm really sad. I really dun wish that i'm the one who will be causing in the decrease of overall marks during the actual role play. Haiz...

Tml, i can't accompany wenyi to go and shop for her friend's farewell gift as i feel that i need more time to revise for my BCS.... I'll be working on sat morning till late evening.... Feel so down now... STill have so many things to deal with after CNY. I thought everything seems to be quite ok after last week but the level of stress is still there. Somehow, i have a very bad premonition that something will happen soon in my workplace. Hopefully, i'm just been too paraniod ba...
=( going to rest soon..... haiz... i think my com is going crazy soon. msn messebger received emails then i can't view. Should be virus attacking my com liao la....!